Another brand new day . . . . . . .

Am feeling better today! Well, normally i won't keep the sad things for long. Within a week is the longest UNLESS that is something serious like....nAHh guess most of them who knows me well know what am i talking about :D anyhow, David called me in the noon, asking me TO THE GYM! It's 2.30pm! SO EARLY! Well, i mean cause i hardly go to the gym at that hour. Then i told him i'll only be going to the gym around 4pm or later. He said ok but he wanna come over to my place first pulak. LoLz! Walked into my house with his SUN GLASSES! *smacks-forehead* is it that my wall too bright? Oh, FYI there's one side of my wall painted yellow in color ehehehe

After that we talked and BS (FYI its "B"ULL"S"HIT) till i forgottan to wake my brother up to prepare to go for tuition class. So, David drove and left my brother by the roadside opposite Central Hypermarket and we went straight to MidValley (MV). While i was working out, met Samantha and Tammy! Was so glad to see them cause i haven't seen them for long! Talked for awhile then they left. OMG, guess what, they were only there for 15minutes! Then go out for dinner then go back to the gym house for jacuzzi *sweat*

Left around 9++pm, a friend of mine came over and pick me back home. Around 10++pm, another friend of mine was having some problem with his family, he was worried of his mom cause his mom was admitted to the hospital. So, i went out for a short while to accompany him and came back home around 12++am....

Sad . . . . Disappointed . . . . Pissed . . . . .

Sad

SIGH! AGAIN i gotta complain that i'm sad of my computer is FULLY FORMATTED with problems. I've no idea what's going on with the computer!

Disappointed

I'm darn disappointed because there're people who eventually don't bother of my feelings when i'm sad! Friends kept on postpone the trip and plans from the beginning of the holiday till now (towards the end of the holiday). The last plan is to Taiping & Penang (FREE ACCOMODATION IN TAIPING & TRANSPORTATION). There were 5 of us at first, thought of asking more, but previously a bigger group already create conflicts between us. Therefore, i tried to reduce the number of people and only asked a few and there were 5 of us. Then 1 by 1 was eliminating due to their reason. The 1st one was because he has a dance lesson to teach on the coming saturday. FINE! Reason accepted!
The 2nd one was a last minute decision where i wasn't told by the person itself but through another party that he has got a job last minute and don't wanna go anymore. FINE! I've NO CHOICE to NOT TO ACCEPT it.
The 3rd which is also the last one, told me right a few days before the trip that she dont feel like going anymore due to her reasons. HERE I'VE NOTHING TO COMMENT ANYMORE.
It continue from one to another that they cannot make it and so and till the end, i may have to CANCEL THE TRIP. NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION AND FEELINGS WHEN THEY JUST TELL ME OR LET ME KNOW THAT, 'Oh i don't think i can make it' or 'i don't feel like going anymore'. Because of this reasons, eventually the relationship among ourselves (the close ones) had loosen up and became not close anymore.

Pissed

And i'm pissed because people who should care for me DOESN'T BOTHER ABOUT ME! I've to combine the 3 together FOR THIS! I'm SAD......I'm DISAPPOINTED and you dont bother.......and I'm PISSED BECAUSE OF YOU NOW! :'( Hence, other than that, my cellphone's memory card has been corrupted and the card reader couldn't even read the MMC itself! Therefore, i gotta re-type my contacts! And its not 50-100contacts, there're 500contacts with some additional numbers and details! SIGH!~ I'm so...pissed and YOU never bother about me and my feelings! :'(

P/S:-



"What hurts the most, was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watchin you walk away,
Never knowing, what could have been,
And not seen that lovin you,
Is what i was tryin to do..."

-[aLbY]-

I miss "you" . . . . .

I miss my PICTURES & SONGS very much!!! :( I wanna join the L'OREAL contest!!! My profile pictures are all gone now! :'(

Sad...Sad...Sad...

p/s: ALBY-CAMWHORING SESSION is COMING SOON

-[aLbY]-

I cried for you . . . . . . .

I was very sad few days ago! I defragmented my computer in the midnight till the next morning. When i first woke up, i went to my computer and check out is there any problem with the files defragmented. After i checked, it seems to have no problem but after a short while, i realized there're lotsa pop-up as in Ad-wares. So, i assume my computer is infected with ad-wares and spywares. I decided to look for the bug and i found some files which are not suppose to appear in my computer. Then i decided to delete them. Even before deleting it, the pop-ups are getting more and more till 50 window of Internet Explorer appeared. I was fedup and decided to format the computer in the night.

At night, i transferred all the important files and folders into my E drive. There are 3 drive in total; C, D & E. I normally kept all my mp3s, lyrics, documents, pictures and many more stuff inside there. Therefore, before formatting the computer, i transfer all the files which cant be deleted to E drive and continue with my normal formatting procedure. During the formatting procedure, i deleted D drive as it was empty and thought of merging C & D together so that it could become 80GB in total. So, i suppose C=80GB & D=80GB. After deleting partition , i decided to format C (i've checked this many times before entering to the format session) and leave E alone. After formatting C and get the windows installed, it finally bring me back to the "new" empty desktop.

First thing first, i open my E and.....FUCK IT! EVERYTHING IS GONE! I was so shocked and i cried! I eventually cried for an hour and...i called my friends to talk about it. After a short while, i went to the kitchen to grab warm water and washed my face then go to bed after that. I'm really really upset! My pictures, songs, lyrics, documents etc...all of my collection! :'( 5k-6k of pictures, 3k of music etc...

Sad...sad...sad... :'(

-[aLbY]-

It has been quite sometime since . . . . .

Blog! Blog! Blog! Since July 21, i haven't been writing anything much about things happened around me. Well, another way of saying it, I'm a bit 'away' to the blog for some reason. I've always been telling all my things in my blog last time cause i always think that blogging is the only way where i could express everything, and i really mean EVERYTHING which is kept in my mind & heart but no matter what it is, i'll never have the 100% of freedom of speech and NOT EVEN in my blog. Anyhow, life still has to continue...

So, what's new for now? Well, i suppose to get a new phone, N93 but ended up NOTHING cause there were some internal problem with my friend and the trader! My deposit (RM300) is still with my friend and i still haven't get it back yet! SIGH!~ And yea, talking about RM300, it just reminds me of my money EVEYRWHERE...as in i lent them out without getting any back yet. I never like talking about money topics to any of my friends including my family members cause it would cause it usually leads to lotsa misunderstanding and conflicts (as what i've experienced). SIGH!~

Continue with the latest update...I'm finally a big boy! I was working from 5th - 8th of September @ KL Convention Centre as some part-time event boy. Was doing some registration and security for the event (the Conference) organized by Microsoft. During the last day in the event, Ken (one of the Microsoft staff who's quite close to me and my hall managers also) came to me and told me that he had passed some souvenir to me and my managers (Sereen and Nishta) and asked me to collect from the gals later. After work, i went to collect it from Sereen and...before that, we agreed that she'll take the mug heater and i'll take the flash light, didn't know she could just turn me down in a glance, she asked her sister to pass me the mug heater! SIGH! I was darn MAD AT HER! Then JoWeng calm me back and so on only i was fine. Anyway, during the tear down of the event, i took a few t-shirts from Microsoft hahaha =P so happy!~!

After working, Sabrina (our position head) treat us dinner @ Madam Kwan @ KLCC with the rest of the track managers and securities@usherers. There were 14 of us and we joked and took pictures together during dinner!~ Will upload them when i got it from them (if i got them lateR). After dinner, i fetched Edmund back home and waited for JoWeng & Eugene to pick me to the Passion. WHAT A NIGHT! We can't enter! SIGH!~ Darn stupid cops! Raid RAID RAID! Ish...

Sigh..that's all for now people...

Just keep yourself free to visit my blog once in awhile and you'll see some more updated post...

-[aLbY]-

Aaron & I with stupid act....
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OOWhhh this cute lil boy seems to be shy with his camera =P
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