I try but I cant seem to get myself To think of anything But you Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth I taste the truth
We know what I came here for So I won`t ask for more
I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There`s nothing more to say There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way I wanna be with you (yeah)
So I`ll hold you tonite Like I would if you were mine to hold forever more And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted So much to feel before (to feel before) How beautiful it is Just to be like this
I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There`s nothing more to say There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way (I wanna be) I wanna be with you
Oh baby I can`t fight this feeling anymore It drives me crazy when I try to So call my name Take my hand Make my wish Baby, your command?
Yeahhh I wanna be with you There`s nothing more to say There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way (I wanna be)I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you) I wanna be with you Wanna be with you (Yeahhh) (I wanna be with you)I wanna be I wanna be with you (I wanna be) (i wanna be) (I wanna be with you) Yeahh (I wanna be with you) I wanna be, I wanna be baby I wanna be (I wanna be with you) I wanna be with you yeah I wanna be with you I wanna be with you
There's nothing that i want, but only wanna be with u! Suddenly felt like hearing this song, so i dedicated this to somebody whom i wanna be with. No matter whom u think i am, what u think ia m, or whomever it is, i'll still be the one who loves u most! I jz cant tell how much i miss and love u, but all i want is to be with u baby...dare to say it or not, i've to clarify that i've never let go of u or fooled u before, I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU!
Sorry guys, i've not much to write for tonight, tired, sore-throat and not feeling well! Goodnight everybody...
Time flies and its been two months, who knows that im still having insomnia everynight, yet i'm still waiting for you. I know there were many things happened lately, really many unexpected incident happened. I dont know why, i really dont know why! My life has been miserable coz of being misunderstand, but what i can do is to clarify, but the clarity isn't working much. It isn't not only not working, but i felt many other unrelated things coming in too. *heartbreak* Eventually i have to face others that im such kind of person, its so suffocating. I tried avoiding, i tried hiding, i tried forcing myself to stay away from everyone coz i'm afraid, i'm afraid what would happen the next few minutes, hours or days! Some may be thinking that im pretending or seeking for sympathy, some may be taking what i said seriously, but the truth is only within me, myself and I, and the God! Its 23-04-2008, another 23rd alone..., previously, every 23rd, i'll have the sweetest dinner, sweetest day, sweetest ice-cream, sweetest words with the sweetest person. It makes me recalled of so much, really very very much of what we've done and been thru together, but in the end, things turned out like this today, unfortunately, unexpectedly!
Recently, i've just finished watching "Heart of Greed", its a chinese series, some may know what series some may not, but its alright, it isnt important to know or not also but there's something i would like to share about. In this series, there are scenes which are very touching, i can say the scenes can be applied to what i faced before and now. Love is an easy come, easy go thing, but both really loving each other and been thru so much is not easy at all. We'd faced many ups and downs together within the period we've been together; happy, unhappy, disappointment, fear, death, celebrations, anniversaries, surprised etc...no matter what happened, we'll also be there for each other to overcome it together or share it together. I miss the sound, i miss the sound of laughter, i miss the feeling, i miss the feeling of being cared and loved by the one i love, i miss u, i miss the whole u in my life. I remembered there were times we hugged each other while tearsing. That time, we will hug each other tightly, tearsing saying we love each other very much, we're sorry to each other and the conversation continues...i wanted to hug u, not only plain hugging u but hugging u to sleep too. I remember which was the best time, when u need to go for car service and i was still sleeping, u gave me a peck on my forehead and pamper me on my head before u left! That was the sweetest thing i'd in my life! I felt so much in love with u, not at that time, but so much love from u!
I can tell, u're the greatest person i've met, u're the one and only which i really love so much and have given me the love i want, the "warm" feeling in my life. U'd enlighten me so much, although there were arguements at times, but sometimes, arguements cant be avoided as some arguements are just meant to happen at the wrong time in some relationships. Some may strenghten the relationship, some may weaken the relationship, but i guess i've been positive enough to take all the arguements to strenghten our relationship. Nonetheless, we've been thru many arguements and things together, even no matter what u are today, i'm still here waiting for u. I may be waiting for nothing, but as long as if i'd really tried my best, time will tell am i doing the right thing for the right person or not. I believe in myself, i believe in what i've been thru with the one i love, and most importantly i believe in u who said "i'm the only one u love but no one else", hence, this is why i've been writing for the past 60days. I've gotta say, love is a very strong power that could make one crazy for it! Some dont believe in love, or maybe true love, but i need u to assure one thing, we will not get to be together this long if we dont really love each other. Each and everywhere i've been to or passing thru, it only reminds me of u along the pathway. In the series, there's this couple, where they really love to be with each other and loving each other very much, but there had many arguements, and in the end, they broke up on and off. At the end, the gal really insisted to break up with the guy. The guy love her very much, and for sure the gal too but she doesnt want to get back together, she has been looking for her besties for a talk and being sad at most of the time. Day by day it passes, week by week, month by month, years by year...eventually, they bumped onto each other for business, but sad to say there were once, the guy met in an accident, the gal had decided to forgive, therefore, she'd sent him a mail. After the guy met in the car accident, without thinking twice, he forced himself to walked to the nearest telephone booth and called the gal, telling her the point he had in mind for the case the gal is in charge of as both of them is a lawyer. The moment he finished his point and said to the gal that he'll call her back when he's back home as he's driving, but when the guy hangup the call, the guy perished...after sometime, the gal received a call from the police station, knowing that the guy had perished, she was terribly upset and cried out loud, refuse to accept the truth but kept crying...
Its sad, its really sad that the guy couldnt read that she'd forgive him and wanted to get back together, but from here, we knew that the both of them really loving each other very much after years had passed. I may be thinking too far away, but its an example of what we've "gone thru" before and also the present. I do not want to have guilt in life! We'd been thru so much together, although it isn't as much as others thought, but also not as little as other thought, but it's sufficient for me to proof that i really love u! I miss those days, i miss the time when u hold my hands, i miss the time when u kissed me on my forehead before sleep, i miss the time when u kissed my forehead and left then came back after that! No one would understand how would i feel, and why should i wait for u...maybe even urself dont know why, but as a summary, your "love" told me to do so coz i'm sure no one would understand u more than i do...
This song is dedicated to u, it's also a theme song from the series, "My love will get you home". Alright, i'm tired, still sick, not feeling well i mean, its time for me to pen-off. Goodnight everyone...goodnight to u my love! *kisses on forehead*
Here's another song, i know u liked this song too...goodnight! Starry starry night for me...
p/s: "Love you, love you, and i'll always be loving you..."
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home. If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home. If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home. When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home, Boy, my love will get you home. _________________________________________________________________________________________________
p/s: "If only u remember of this song, its been 2months, i still love u and miss u as usual..."
Here I am Alone and I don't understand Exactly how it all began The dream just walked away I'm holding on When all but the passion's gone
And from the start Maybe I was tryin' too hard It's crazy 'cause it's breakin' my heart Things can fall apart but I know That I don't want you to go And heroes die When they ignore the cause inside But they learned from what's left behind And fight for something else And so it goes That we have both learned how to grow
And from the start Maybe we were tryin' too hard It's crazy 'cause it's breakin' our hearts Things can fall apart, but I know That I don't want you to go
(Oh) it's just too much Takin' on the whole world all by myself There's not enough Unless I start trustin' somebody else Somebody else and love again
And from the start Maybe we were tryin' too hard It's crazy 'cause it's breakin' our hearts Things can fall apart, but I know That I don't want you to go, no
Maybe we were tryin' too hard It's crazy 'cause it's breakin' our hearts Things can fall apart, but I know That I don't want you to go
Oooh no, I don't want you to go Say that you won't go
What do you see in this picture? A normal cloudy scenic? Indeed, but this is what i'm feeling, not trying to be dramatic or what but only being expressive of my feeling. People around, friends around, family and including my beloved too, i guess no one understands how do i feel every day and night. It's every day and night. Its just like what's portrait in this picture, cloudy, dull, dark, lost, don't see the limelight, no direction, lifeless, restless, sad....et cetera. I don't understand why am in such a pathetic situation. I'd never thought i would became such depress and heartbreaking. Indeed, everyone will be wondering why do i felt so? Alright, let me make things clear, i'd never been accused to be a terrible person before, its not a complain nor anything, but i'm only expressing why do i felt so. I've never been treating people bad before, the worst thing i've done was only ignoring my brother, the rest, i dont see it unless to my only enemy. I'd never treated any other people bad before, never, definitely not to my beloved too. Why would u think unnecessarily? Why would u go so far? Its alright even u walked further, eventhough if i'm slow, i can still catch u up because u've left footprints and i'm always behind u no matter what happened, never had left u lonely before too. I've never treated u bad, i've never before, can someone tell how bad would i be till my love doesn't want to stop walking...u know me well, i don't want u to go, i don't want u to go....can u not leave me baby? :'( i really don't want u to go...
It's 4++am, i'm not back home yet, still outside, my connection was down again when it was fine for the last 24hours but after the rain and thunderstorm, it went off again. I was out for group studies since 10.30pm, everyone left by 2.30am, yet i'm still outside, revising.....as well as writing, cause i dont feel like going back home. I've been having sleepless night more than a month, worries kept bothering me, efforts made to get things back with my love, proving my love what others said are wrong, what u thought are wrong too cause i do not want to suffer being accused i'm never a sincere person or not serious towards my love kind of person. I can proof for the last few hundred days, i've never been fake or insincere to u before. Whatever incident including the goods and bads, i'd never forgotten before! I've never had reluctant u before too, why do we have to suffer of the "untrue story/fact". I remembered those days, whenever any rumour was spread, u told me not to bother coz most of these people outside are destroyer and fake! Bitches and bastards like bitching of others! U said its things btw us, u love me, u wont bother any shits from these people! FRom then, i don't bother whatever bullshits spreaded coz i'm never easily being influenced when u said that to me. I'd never taken u for granted before, if love is about taking granted of each other, i wouldn't be like this till today, i wouldn't bother, i wouldn't care, i wouldn't be depress too! Whats love? Whats you to me? Whats everything we've been thru to us? They're what we believe to be true coz we're both equally serious and proven to be important to each other! I do not believe that my personality and character which u know cant prove that i'm what u said to be the only person u love and wont let go, if i dont let go.. :'( another night, i'm tearsing for your absense in my life...i've said and promised u before bed, u're my one and only one, i'll never gonna let u go no matter what my love...
p/s: "TRust me, my sincerity for u, my love for u and myself for u, are always true and real! I will never fool or play with your love for me coz I AM NEVER gonna let your past to repeat and hurt u...I'll have my words for u baby!"
How true can a person be, also depend on how much one understand and love another. If we do not understand and love the person, the relationship won't begin. A loveship begin when 2 person loves each other. What about me? Ya, i love u, i love u with all my heart, and this is true that i couldn't deny at all. Would a person who lie and betrayed, will still wants to wait for their other half this long? No, cause they are meant to hurt one in the end, i dont. I dont play with loveships, i dont betray my love ones, and i'll never take anyone for granted too. Am i such person? Am i the person who betray? Am i the person who take friends or lovers for granted? Am i that kind of person? I reckon most people who knows me well enough, would know the right answer for the question. I dont betray, i dont take friends/lovers for granted. I could confirm, i've never taken any advantage on u before, never, and i definitely wont betray u too coz u're the one and only i love most right up till today...
This is all my true words, thats what stated on my title tonight. U walk away with sadness and disappointment due to the untrue stories, u're hurt deep inside, but i'll never let u go coz i've never done so. If one really take love for granted, he/she wouldn't wait to get back with their lover as what i've been doing. I've never let u go before, i've never give up before, i've never betrayed u before, i've never take u for granted before and i'll never forget to remember u too! U shine in my life, i wouldn't let the light of my life to be away from me coz i'm your current, i supplies electricity to your light to shine in my life. It has always been 2way, u've never and will never be taken for granted by the person name Alby coz he loves u with the heart. A heart, do not take another heart for granted. I can ensure my love for u is never a lie but its all true. I've never forgotten my words to u before, i truely love u...
"Believe it or not, i still miss u..." "Believe it or not, i still love u..."
My internet was down since noon, then, i called TM, they told me my port is having problem, will send someone over to check and repair within 2working days (hopefully they'll reach by monday noon!). AFter dinner with my sister and brother, i went to Kopitiam Cheras for internet and revision alone coz they're operating 24hours now! Ya alone, from 11pm till now 3.30am, raining now, im sick, flu, alil fever and not feeling well. Gotta face exam at 11am in awhile, wish me luck people! Sigh, another one on wednesday! And ya, my parents left last morning (sunday morning) for a week and my sister left (sunday night) for 2weeks. I'm gonna be ALL ALONE throughout my exam and.....ya my semester break too! Sigh...people said its stupid, but i never thought of it before although still i misses and love u! Hopefully i could pass my exam this semester for now! *praying hard* Goodnight everyone and to u too... Love u always...
Love isn't all smiles and laughs for the moment; but crying and fighting for what you believe is right and will last is what love' most beautiful thing do the right thing.. __________________________________________________________________________________________________
My heart belongs to you So what could I do To make you feel I'm down with You see me hangin around But you don't know how you make me feel for you, and
Each and every day, I try to make some sense of this What you mean to me, I know it could be serious Each and every nite, I dream about just holding you Loving you like this, what is a girl supposed to do
I love you I want you You're the one that I live for And I can't take it any more I love you I need you What can I do to make you see You're the only one for me
First time I saw your face My heart just erased All the guys I knew before You walked into my life I was the type to never want for nothing
Each and every day, I try to make some sense of this What you mean to me, I know it could be serious Each and every nite, I dream about just holding you Loving you like this, what is a girl supposed to do
I love you I want you You're the one that I live for And I can't take it any more I love you I need you What can I do to make you see You're the only one for me
I love you, I want you, I need you in my life Can't you see what you mean to me Baby come hold me tight I miss you, wanna kiss you Everytime I see your face Baby I'll be waiting for you Each and everyday
I love you I want you You're the one that I live for And I can't take it any more I love you I need you What can I do to make you see You're the only one for me
You're the only one for me And I know it's meant to be What can I do to make you see My love will carry on So listen to my heart and know You'll find out where my love will go The future lies between us boy Oh babe I love you so
I love you I want you You're the one that I live for And I can't take it any more I love you I need you What can I do to make you see You're the only one for me
I love you I want you You're the one that I live for And I can't take it any more I love you I need you What can I do to make you see You're the only one for me
Was out for some discussion and group studies earlier till late midnight, came back and did some revision summo as exam is just next week and no one will be around! Its 5.20am in the morning now, my eyes are so tired! Going off to bed now...goodnight everyone, and goodnight to u too! Here's a song before i'm off to bed...
When you're lost and the light is fading The wind blows cold and you can't find your way back home Remember that the darkest hour is just before the dawn Sometimes a leap of faith is all it takes
Cause only love can see the path to set you free Just close your eyes, look inside and let your heart believe There's been a force so strong beside you all alone You'll know it when your dream comes true There's something only love can do
In your quest for a new horizon Set your course find a star to light your way Although the task may seen sometimes to be more than you can bear One thing you need to know you are not alone
If you believe in miracles then you can be the one To shine you light and show the world There's nothing love can't overcome
There's something only love can do _____________________________________________________________________________________________
It's my first time and I've wrote this for u...
From your eyes, I've seen everything, From my eyes, u've missed something, What we had is loving, What we had is caring, What we had is understanding, But miscommunication always lead to misunderstanding, U're loving, U're also caring, But I'm also not too bad coz i'm also loving and caring..
All we have is committing, Committing in what we believe, Committing to what u've been committed to, Committing in what i've been committing..
U know me most, U shouldn't have thought of those, Cause i know u most, U're only being manipulated by those, The pain is killing us, When we're apart cause of those, Cause u love me most, I've never mad of those, Cause u love me most, I've never blame u for those, Cause i know u most, and love u most, That is why this is what i mean 'love' to us...
2am and the rain is falling Here we are at the crossroads once again You're telling me you're so confused You can't make up your mind Is this meant to be You're asking me
But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking Face to face and a thousand miles apart I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain If we give enough If we learn to trust
But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words To touch you deep inside You'll give my dreams just one more chance To let this be our last goodbye
But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do
You A fading memory of you A loneliness that calls on you When twilight comes too soon To mourn, to haunt, our reverie
You, Won't you tell me what to do What to say and how to prove That I long to be so close to you That is all I ask of you I can't help it but i'm so In love with you Don't tell me that's too hard on you Cause no one else will do
You, You can make me see it through I am nothing without you Baby hold me close to you That is all I ask of you You walk away & i'll be running back to you Running back to you You're my one & only one you--
You can make me see it through I am nothing without you Please hold me close to you That is all I ask of you You walk away & i'll be running back to you Running back to you You're my one & only one you
U see me wrong, u see it wrong, u feel it wrong coz i'm never what u thought i'd treated u as what u said. I love u truely till the bottom of my heart, this is what i've been doing for u! U've had me all! I wont let u go coz of the untrue fact..
*** I still remember u said u liked her song very much! I'd never forgotten before. *** lyrics
I watched another sunrise today, but this morning i dont really see the sun due to the heavy mist. The weather was a little cloudy. But i still managed to watch the sky turned bright at the end. Huh? What? Another day? Ya,...i miss u so much! Been thinking of u, and kept asking myself why too, no one to keep me company, so i decided to wait for the sunrise. Until today, i still care, i still cared alot about u, i miss u and i still love u as much as i used to! I still remember i learnt this from u, "each and everytime when i woke up, i'll greet myself good morning!" to make urself more refreshing! Instead of greeting good morning to myself, i greeted "good morning to myself and i love u!" The spirit that i still have, was because u mean alot to me. I can be called stupid by anybody, coz of doing stupid act, but btw me and u and its for u, it aren't stupid at all coz whatever u've said to me, taught me, done for me, i remembered ALL and it means alot to me too! That's why i love u so much till today no matter what happen and wont leave u but will wait for u...
I found out myself although im still being stubborn & strong to get things back, it's all because i love u truely with my heart and dont want to be separated with u coz of the misunderstandings happening outside. I had never betrayed u, i mean it, i NEVER BETRAYED anybody before especially the one i love most, U only! I truely love u with my heart baby...i'll wait for u! Goodnight everyone!
Take me back in the arms I love Need me like you did before Touch me once again And remember when There was no one that you wanted more
Don't go you know you will break my heart She won't love you like I will I'm the one who'll stay When she walks away And you know I'll be standing here still
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
See me as if you never knew Hold me so you can't let go Just believe in me I will make you see All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
And some way all the love that we had can be saved Whatever it takes we'll find a way
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
[Verse:] I'll never let you go So, never let me go I will be your journey And you will be my road Down the stormy path Love will never come to pass It will be an anchor Although the winds may blow
[Pre-Chorus:] And through the depths of high and low Wherever you will go, I'll follow To the end, back again You know
[Chorus:] Won't let you fall Fall out of love 'Cause together we'll be holding on 'Cause all we have is us Won't let you go Go away again Because life don't mean nothing at all If I don't have your love
[Verse:] I will dry your tears Take away your fears Let me be your shelter Your heart is safe in here So beautiful and pure There's nothing I would not endure Oh, love as got me blinded I see it all so clear
[Pre-Chorus (1x)] [Chorus (1x)]
[Bridge:] I'm down for you for whatever Anything you going through What's mine is yours Every little thing I got you Even when winds will change Come smashing down and crashing on you
This song is dedicated just for you...i guess, the very inner meaning of this song, besides the song itself, u should know that i've always been saying this to u even till today too. From the 1st sentence down till the end of the song, i guess, i've said all this to u before and promised u that i'll never gonna let u go and wont let u fall......i'm not gonna let u fall, coz i only love u still till the bottom of my heart! "'Cause together we'll be holding on, 'Cause all we have is us.." I still remember u said this to me, only me but no one else, and i said that to u too coz all we have is us ONLY! Only the both of us, that what we wanted, and what we have had for each other all this while. This 2 sentence is so true that it couldnt keep me from stop tearsing missing u so much, i've faith in u! I'm saying about the truth, no lies beneath, but only sincerity and the loyalty that i always have in myself for U which u CAN NEVER DENY the truth, that i truely and always love u baby...i'll wait for u...
It's another April Fool, dunno whether was your joke last year had become true or not, but this is what i truely want u to know now that this is what I want to say to u...
And it's the only thing in my heart for u which is still golden and true till today, I love you very much & I'd never let go of u before. I'll wait...and I'll wait for u...others may said its a fool of doing it, but its all worth if u really love one with the heart. I've faith in us, I'll wait for u to forgive and to accept me back! Most importantly I'd never betrayed u before...
nothing more that i can say! life is just so meaningful with all of my friends! nevertheless, i'll appreciate my life & my family & friends in order to keep myself surviving for a longer time happily then....
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