Few weeks more to go . . .

Ah, well, it's been awhile since I last updated the blog. I guess it's dead by now! Just to keep alil updates here. Many things happened within this few months time, seeing things I didn't want to, knowing things I didn't want to etc. Finally it has to come to an end I guess, I've resigned from the current company. I love my job, I love working with the people, I love my colleagues, but too bad with a sucky manager whom always like putting me in dilemma and forcing me to quit the job, you finally did! Nevertheless, it doesn't mean that I've lost! I'm only giving up while leaving shits to you! After all, I've got a better offer!

I'm going to Shanghai, China to work mid of next month onwards.

I know this is happening, this is sudden, but...the offer I've got is within the next few months it's going to be my toughest period in life, my 3months of probation before I get back to celebrate CNY 2011! I'm unprepared, I'm not ready for anything like this yet, I've not even fulfilled my plans before I leave my country... I've been thinking of a lot of things, but what worry me most is my mom as well as my brother. Mom has been depending on me most the time and now I'm leaving to somewhere far, who will be able to keep her company most the time like how I always do? Bro has been very blur and I'm worried of him being bullied as well as cheated. He needs a lot more guidance and help to grow up! Both mom and dad have given me the green light to go ahead, and I've made up my mind to go there.

I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss Malaysia, I miss the places I always travel, I miss my buddies, I miss my team... I miss everything here in Malaysia.. I've less than 3weeks before I really leave Malaysia. I wished I could have more time before I go.. to settle most things down! Back to those days, I could have more than enough worries of "someone" else, but today, I guess I can really let it go as you're living well with your new other half!

Anyway, I wished I could start all over again there when I reached to Shanghai! No friends, unfamiliar with places, know nothing about it, can't speak fluent Mandarin, new to everything except for my aunt and uncle there who is going to look after me. Don't worry to all my family members, relatives and friends, I'll take good care of myself, I'll not let you all down and come back as a wiser grown up person. I'll be a successful person someday soon since I've got this opportunity to work in the overseas. I'll appreciate all this chances and become a real successful person! But not to forget, take good care of all yourselves well, and I wanna come back seeing everyone in one piece but not pieces everywhere aight!

Though I'm unhappy of something, something which has been bothering me, but unsure what is it, but I know I could learn to overcome this, over and over and over again! Stay strong Alby, there're many people outside there are looking forward for your success and back as a cheerful person, as who I am initially!

Last but not least, I've a good news to announce, I'm becoming uncle real soon! Congrats to my beloved sister and bro-in-law! I wished I could be there when the baby is delivering...but sorry that I might not be around! Take very good care of yourselves and the baby, I'll come back to see my niece/nephew as soon as I'm done with my work! Also do take care of mom and dad as well as bro while I'm not around. Sorry for not taking the charge of the eldest son's job well. But I'll come back to do what I should when I've achieved my success in my career! Love all of you very much...

Till then...I'll update again when I've the time!

Take care..

-[aLbY]-