Another random song . . . .

Hahahah another random song that i like it so much!!~ :D with my han yin pin yin summo!!! Love Love LOVE this song!!~ hahaha enjoy!!~

-[aLbY]-

Everything you do . . . i really love and appreciate you ! !

I love the way you smile
When I look in your eyes
I love the way you laugh
When I try to be funny
And how a tear rolls down your face
When I say no one could
ever take your place.

And baby when you sleep
I watch you breathing
And baby when you dream
I dream with you
Cause everywhere you are is where
I wanna be
It's true everything you do
Makes me know how much I love you.

The way you touch my lips
Right after every kiss
And softly whisper
That I'm your everything
The way you pray
Our love won't die
Every night just before you
Close your eyes.

And baby when you sleep
I watch you breathing
Baby when you dream
I dream with you
Cause everywhere you are is where
I wanna be
It's true everything you do
Makes me know how much I love you.

And I believe some things are
meant to be
As sure as there is love
yours is meant for me.

Baby when you sleep
I watch you breathing
Baby when you dream
I dream with you
Cause everywhere you are is where
I wanna be
It's true everything you do
Makes me know how much
I love you.(2x)
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Everything you do, i did appreciate, everything was sang in the song is really what i've been doing to show how much i really love and appreciate you. I mean't what is sang in the song and really do it to you but never had want the history to repeat. I swear i didn't, hoping that you really feel it and forgive me now, please...

-[aLbY]-

02/10/2007

It's not a good day for me today. I went out after presentation to bring my petbro out for lunch and a round trip to Sunway Piramid. I'm suppose to go to the gym after fetching him back, but when i was about to get out of the parking, i found out i lost my parking ticket! Sigh...i searched everywhere for 20+mins!!~ STILL NOT FOUND! In the end, i paid RM20 for the ticket and dropped him to get back to the gym! Afraid of the ticket, so i decided to use touch&go! Argh...what a day! There were about RM10 inside but written with the balance with INSUFFICIENT CREDIT! What the....sigh! Fine i'll make sure the ticket is placed in my wallet this time! Then i went to the gym, then dinner with friends in Izzi@KL, 5pax for only RM125 (after member's discount)! Only RM25/pax! Quite reasonable also! We ate alot, drink alot too! FREE FLOW OF ICE LEMON TEA! AHAHAH after that, i collected my car and fetched a friend to Kuchai Lama. Dropped her then i went back home.......

-[aLbY]-

The way you look at me . . . .

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

Coz there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

If I could freeze the moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still
Coz baby this is just the way I always wanna feel

Coz there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
Nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

I don't know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is that it happens everytime

Coz there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

The way you look at me
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The other day i heard this from the radio and its so nice! :) hope you guys enjoy the song! It reminds me of alot of things the moment i listen to the song again. It reminds me alot of the past, happy, unhappy moments...happy moments vs unhappy moments! Life is always full of obstacles and challenges. I've had many precious things, lost many precious things and then got back some again. Some things had changed, some things remain...some had gone worsten, some even better! Nevertheless, what i can do is jz to appreciate what i have now only. Although there's not much precious things left with me but that will do for me. I do not wanna be greedy anymore, i'm jz hoping that the natural flow would allow things to be better and get better from now on...

p/s: "What i want is the way you look at me...."

-[aLbY]-

Because of you . . . .

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind
when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)

[ Chorus ]

Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else
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could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun
where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah

[ Chorus ]

If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side

[ Chorus ]

You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah
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There's no lies in beneath, what i've been trying to do is really just to get us back together. I'm slow and dumb, but hoping that you would forgive me for the misthought that i don't bother about you or being cold to you. I really never thought of it before, i know things are coping back and getting better, but i really wanna keep you company from now onwards!! I thought not to rush and pressure you, hence, i work things slowly :S i'm really sorry!!~ This song and the lyrics are meant for you, and its what i'm trying to tell you too! BEcause of you, i'm willing to do anything just for you...i'm really sorry, please forgive me and do not neglect me baby :(

p/s: "Another dedication for you....because of you, i'm willing to do anything jz for you, give me time, give us time! I don't wanna pressure and rush you afterall...i love you lots, i'd never thought of giving up or leaving you before too baby!! Let me keep you company.."

-[aLbY]- @ -43-

BIG APPLE...

Hahaha i was so happy last night! Someone sent me dINNEr! After gym, i receive this BIG APPLE DONUTS when i got back!! Its really delicious, it was my first time trying it! I always wanted to try it but never had a chance to buy but...now i finally tried it! :D thank YOU so much! Really appreciated that lots! Knowing that i'll have no dinner as my parents aren't around and i wont buy dinner there you got me some donuts! THANKS!!!!!!~~~ Here are some pictures of my BIG APPLE DONUTS!!





p/s: "Dedicated to someone, thanks alot for the donuts! Love it so much...and love you too!"

-[aLbY]- @ -41-

Oh, when you're in love with someone, yeah

Oh, you

See, the heart that you helped to mend
Was broken by a friend
Your kind, kind words
I'm sorry but they're hurting me
Love letters that I've never sent
Hidden from your eyes again
You never seem to notice
But to others it's so plain to see
Now it's time to tell the truth
I wish I could, baby, say that I love you

When you're in love with someone
Dreaming of a tender touch
Yeah, I love you so much
To be friends is not enough
When you're in love with someone
(When you're in love with someone)
I don't know what to do
Describe that someone
Is you
(I hope you don't, hope you don't change a thing)
(I hope you don't, hope you don't change a thing)

My emotions cover me
Like a ship lost at sea
I'm waiting for the one who will fill my destiny
In my mind you undress
I touch you with tenderness
I open up my eyes, I can't believe you're right in front of me
I can feel that you see my pain
Then you say with a smile
That you feel the same

When you're in love with someone
Dreaming of a tender touch
Yeah, I love you so much
To be friends is not enough
When you're in love with someone
(When you're in love with someone)
I don't know what to do
Describe that someone
Is you
(I hope you don't, hope you don't change a thing)
(I hope you don't, hope you don't change a thing)

Ooh

When you're in love with someone
Dreaming of a tender touch
Yeah, I love you so much
To be friends is not enough
When you're in love with someone
I don't know what to do
'Cause that someone is you

I hope it don't change a thing
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Enjoy this song with the lyrics! It's meant for you, when im in love with someone, yea i love you so much!

-[aLbY]- @ -40-

Sob3r . . . .

I was awake at 6.30am to fetch my parents and sis to the airport, they're going to HK! My dad has a biz trip and so my mom and sis tagged along. I reached home around 9.40am, only got to sleep at close to 11am. And i woke up in the noon. I was at home the whole day on friday, studying...well, not really, coz i was sober the whole day! Things seems not going smoothly. Went out to grab lunch for myself and bro in the noon. Then i tried to study for the coming exam next monday and tuesday till evening. I only receive the sms in the evening which they were sent in the noon! ARgh, darn the MAxis line! Some things seems going fine, but ever since the sms i replied in the evening saying that the line was terrible and i only received it around 6++, everything changed! Nevertheless, no one would ever know how important you are to me but only me and you. You maybe doubting it too, but honestly, i've never reluctant you or putting you into other priority but the main priority. Sounds fake? Or im not honest enough? I could swear, it's the truth! Everything is the truth, i never fooled you, i never fake to you, i never give up onto you before too! Not even till today, i never give up onto you because i still love you very much and wanna get back with you to heal your 'wound' back. I know i'd hurt you before, i'm gonna be responsible for this, i know you're heartache, but of all the times when you've heartache, i did get you back and i really do. And now also the same, i'm willing to get things back, i do not mind to walk 99steps to get you back as long as you make one step to accept me back and i'll do the rest for you! I cared and i love you very much...i wouldn't give up at all because i do not wanna regret to lose you. All this while, no matter what you said to me, and i still insist to get you back, why? Not because i wanna fool you, but because i wanna perish you with love back. The love that we use to have..yea, it sounds easy to speak up, but for you, for all the love i have, i'll make sure i will proof it to you and never hurt each other anymore! I miss you...i really miss you very much! I wanted to have the graceful moments back with you. I'll assure you'll never regret and never be afraid of me anymore because i'll keep to my words, we will not hurt each other anymore and i'll treasure and appreciate you even more! Please give me this chance back baby...trust me for the very last time! I'm serious to you and i've never fooled you before...



p/s: "Only you, i only wanted you back and let us have a new start. I love you for real and i dont want to lose you baby...i wanna have you holding me back! I'll hold you tight too.."

-[aLbY]- @ -38-

Exhausted . . .

Last week till yesterday was really one of my busiest week ever! Rushing for assignment, preparing for presentation, preparing for work and work and....yea, needless to say i didn't change too. I remember i only had 1.5hrs rest on friday morning, then i went to college to do my presentation. Yup, i didnt do well, i presented my part out of topic and i didnt do well i knew it! Although the lecturer gave me another chance to present again that time, she did said it was fine and good, but i know i didnt do well. I'm a failure...then i rushed for assignment till 5pm at the college, handed in on time. Went back, took a nap around 6 till 7.30pm, then went out dinner with my mom, sis and bro at the new Giant around my area. Had pizza and we walked around the place, my eyes are terribly swollen! I was shocked too. After that we went back home...and there goes my friday...

Sunday, i went over to Ed's place to rush for assignment...i wasn't fine at all that day!~ I didnt get to do anything at all...after all the rushing for the assignment we only gotta complete it by 3am. I only got back home around 3++ and had only 2.5hrs rest before i go for work! I'm so lack of rest...





Monday till thursday, this 4days kept me busy at most time and throughout the whole 4days, i only got approximately 16hrs rest. Work at least 13hrs a day, from morning till night! I'm so exhausted!!~ I'd fever on wednesday night, my body was heating and i was having cold too. Flu for 4days summo...took some medicine and slept till over-time the next day, luckily i wasn't blamed at all as i told the people in-charge i'd fever and over-slept. Then, the whole day i wasn't feeling well at all. I'd terrible diarrhoea in the morning till noon. I'm really feeling like collapsing...its so hard for me! I felt like a total failure now!! Exam is coming soon, what have i studied so far during work? Nothing much eventhough i've completed 4topics of a subject! I dont know will i pass for this last 2papers before i get into level 2 or not too. I cant.....and i cant let it go :'( my tears tears non-stop during the last day of work. Tried to made myself tired and i really did, eventually i almost fainted during the tear down of the event. I was overly tired...

I miss you...i miss you very much...until today, i still cant let go! Tomorrow morning i'll be sending my family to the airport, i'll be alone till next wednesday with my bro. I'm feeling so lonesome...so forlorn...so sober...i'm sorry for all the heartaches and heartbreaks. I love you too deeply, i jz cant let it go. I'm sorry for all...

-[aLbY]- @ -36-

aNother dAy in pArdaDisE . . . . ! ! ! ~

Most will definitely thought that yea yea i'm very happy enjoying myself in a paradise but sorry guys, i'm ain't happy at all. I heard this song all of a sudden on radio, and....yup, insomnia again! Its 7.11am now, i can't sleep and i can't sleep!!~ I'm still depressed, tears still flowing but naturally without reason...i miss you! I miss you badly! I'm gonna have a hardtime from today onwards, i dont know will i get thru it this time or not, hoping that i wouldn't REALLY collapse at this moment only! I love you too deeply, really very deeply, knowing that we've known the problems, why dont we settled them down by learning and improving things together. I'm suffocating without you baby, i needed you very badly! I felt loneliness in me everyday and night in every second! How would you forgive me baby, i couldn't let go at all, still not at all. I'm feeling even lost and restless day by day now...God, please tell me how should i get it back together! For how much i really love and cared for you, even i've hurt you, i'm willing to change and improve myself to a better person, one and only chance i've been seeking and never had given up before...baby please give me this chance to get things back!

p/s: "I wanna have another day with you in the paradise..."

-[aLbY]- @ -31-

Shattered with tears . . .

One assignment due today and i just completed it without sleeping for more than 24hours. Last night i went out for some group discussion at Kopitiam but ended up becoming very emotional! No replies of sms at all after the last message. I was so unhappy over it, i really tried to convince and will really improve myself to be better to you and to love you more without hurting you anymore but in the end, im being ignored and rejected. I really feel the pain terribly. I still love you very much, i'm really asking for a one last chance for us to get back and develop our loveships back. I needed you so badly, i haven't stopped thinking of you every single moment! I really mean to get back with you and get alive back together with the love we use to have. I'm really suffocating without you, why don't you set the last trust for me to get things back. I didn't stabbed or said anything negative about you before and there's nothing bad to talk about too, please trust me i never mean anything like asking you to leave me before..i've always love you as how you do!

After the discussion, i decided to go over to my friend's place with beers along. I was really unhappy and i was drunk that night. Around 6am i reached home, and continued rushing for my presentation at 1030, i didn't sleep at all, it was really a sleepless night for me. I can't sleep of thinking about you...after my presentation at 12pm, i continued rushing to complete my whole assignment to be handed in by 7pm, i handed in around 5pm and reached home about 5++pm. Tried to take a nap before dinner, but i realized i really didnt get to sleep again! When i closed my eyes, you came into the picture again, i really can't stop thinking of you over and over, i really mean to get back with you afterall this incidents happened, i've known my mistakes clearly and really correcting them to get back together with you. I've always been sincerely chasing you back jz because i dont wanna lose you! I know you're afraid to be hurt again, let me hold you back, and i promised i will never hurt you again!!~ Please let me hold you back and dont avoid or hated me due to some misunderstandings. I've never meant any of those you thought in your mind before, i really have a pure heart now to jz to get you back and we'll love each other as before...I'm really seeking for this only chance from you. Please dont leave me...i'm really suffering alot without you in my life...my tears flows non-stop because i misses you very much and dont wanna lose you anymore...

p/s: "I love you with all my hearts baby, please give me this one more chance to get things back at the right track with you...i need you very much, don't leave me!!~"

It has been playing non-stop in my mind and whenever i goes it plays back this song, it really means alot to me and the meaning of this song is what i meant for you all this while too...CNY was the most unforgettable memories i had! Melodi by Lin Yu Zhong ft Sheila Majid.



-[aLbY]-

sCarEd . . .

Ever experience the person that you loved most feel afraid of you before? I'm one of them who is selected randomly on Earth. I love this person very much, so much had happened and yet we still got back together. Now i've made the person who always love and cared for me left me and never wanna forgive and accept me back. I'm a disaster in relationship. I felt restless that it has been a month or more that i'm trying to get things back but failed too. I'm such a scary person to everyone now! I've been keeping myself aside for more than a month, once in awhile i'll go out to relax my mind to release some stress but it came back to me in the end and i don't want it to be ended jz like that. I felt like a bastard now, scare someone whom we both love each other very much till avoiding me by changing everything in the life jz to forget me! :'( I dont wanna stay here anymore, i'm not forgiven yet someone i loved so much is avoiding me far far away...I couldn't face the community, i couldn't face anyone too! I felt embarrassed to show up myself. I've a disease now, it's called the "heart disease". If only you believe that you still love me, i'll still put in efforts to gain everything back...that's my motive to have you back without having you being hurt anymore. Baby...i need you and thats all i have in mind and my heart. I'm so lost and i'm so afraid to lose you all...let us develop back baby...

-[aLbY]-

i nEeD yOu bAby....!!!~~

Insomnia...insomnia...insomnia!!~ It has been more than a month i couldn't sleep well, couldnt eat well, couldn't concentrate on anything at all! What i could do jz jz thinking and worrying over it! I often emotionally unstable and i've finally fall sick now. And no one even notice that i'm sick as i pretended nothing in front of everyone! No one would ever know that im suffocating and depressing on my own! I guess even the person who should feel it doesn't know that i'm in terrible depression too. I'm lost...i'm very lost! I dunno what to do now, last sunday i thought everything went back fine and i thought i could cope things back but from the conversation on monday, it wasn't that fine followed by tuesday, our conversation had updated something! I jz realized i was the only who actually thought we "got back" in fact we didn't, i was the one who misunderstood the whole incident, in the end, i cried in front of the monitor without anyone noticing me crying too! It was so pain, the pain i couldn't describe how it feels but the pain was as if i'm really being stabbed by a sharp object into my heart! I can't stop tearsing on my own....no one knows about it again. I can't...and i can't let go my hands off you at all!

It was stated clearly all this while "i can't let go my hands off u.." and i really can't and won't too. Why? I realise i love you too deeply! Even no matter what had happened in the past or present, you're always the one that i love most! No one would ever know how much is my love to you. I know i have hurt you and left scars in your heart, but i'm sure time could heal the pain and the scars, the scars won't be seen so obvious too especially when "love" is filled back with "no more hurt". You told me you misses those time too, and it takes time to get it back! Then you also told me we could get things back but not so soon...i really do not mind to wait, as i wouldn't wanna have anymore! I'd enough, and u're the only one i wanted! The one and only that i love so much and the one and only who is willingly to love and cared for me so much! And that person is you! Now i'm losing you...and you hated me so much! I don't know how to hold you back...but all i've been doing is jz to get you back even no matter what it is! I love you!! I really love you with all my heart! I don't mean to hurt you in the past, but i really never hurt you with love before! I wanna get things back by filling u back with all the love i could give to you because i don't want you to leave me! I don't want to lose you! I don't want to lose someone who's really precious to me. I wanted you back, i really wanted you back eagerly! Please don't leave me...i'd learnt my lesson and i'll improve to be a better person. I really couldn't let u go at all! I love you too deeply...

It tears not only physically, i could even feel it in my heart tearsing! The pain can't be described at all! I only hope you could let me see you..i really miss you very much! I can't stand soon...i'm really feeling like collapsing soon. I need you so much, i'm willing to change, i'm willing to improve to be a better person, i wouldn't want any others too but only you. tHe only chance that i've been asking all this while, i would change everything back with no repeating of historY! Speaking out seems easy, but allowing me to proof to you is what i wanted now. I really need you very much baby...don't go anymore further, i'm really lost and collapsing...

You said to give us time to get things back, please give us time to get back. Don't run any further, can we try to get it back at the right track!? I'm willing to make the 99steps out of 100 for you! Please don't leave me, i need you very much! I miss the moments very much really, i will get it back! I will get it back as soon as you give me this chance! I miss the moments of holding your hands, i miss hugging you in my arms, i miss your smile...and i really really miss you very much! I wanted us to get back together. Don't avoid from seeing me please, it's very suffocating! You said to me you wanted to asked me out before last weekend, it's really a beginning for us to get back! Don't feel guilty, never feel guilty too, it wasn't your fault, it was mine, i know it now, i will change and i need you so much that's why you shouldn't be avoiding from me. In fact, i've always be the one who has been trying to avoid from meeting you although i wanted to because i afraid you may turned around and walked off in another direction. I'm really afraid...you're the one and only who loves and cares for me, i need you back baby, and i'll do more than before filling you with more than jz love and care but more love and more care! I'm really sick God....please help me! Please tie up the knot and let us continue with laughter and more greater happiness! I promised to my words, i'll make it a reality! I only wanted you back afterall...i love you baby....

p/s: "Tears every night made me suffer for depression, tears ever night made me miss and love you even more...baby, please give me another chance!"

-[aLbY]-

Miscellaneous...

I realized something on Earth, some human being are really just being not honest enough especially among your friends. Maybe it's a good thing, or maybe it's a bad thing, but to me, when i found out something in the end knowing that my friend is actually hiding something behind the scene that's what i really dont like. Although we isn't that close, but i guess that friend of mine knew something had happened and so he didnt being direct to say out the truth jz like when u said u went for movie with friends, in fact those friends are actually friends that u know and it happen that the friend who told you that he went for movie with friends. I guess there's no need to hide anything at all, maybe to not to remind me of something, but i guess it isn't the best way when i found out the truth, i felt i was being sTABBED! Treating your friend good isn't really a good thing at times. I was told to treat others good and others would treat you good in return, but i guess after all this experiences i've gained, i don't think its necessary for me to be that good anymore. Thats why right now i'm pain in the ass ON MY OWN! No one would bother how would i feel, how depress am i, how suffocating am i or how lost am i! This is gonna be the biggest trauma i ever had in life, it'll probably change me to someone else but who knows...afterall, being so truthful isn't a really good thing too, i found out i tell people the truth, people may not tell me the truth, better words to say I WAS CHEATED BLINDLY! This is what happened to me when i've FRIENDS who treated me like this! This is jz so pain cause i'm not in a good condition for long and i'm still in the shit life where things around me are getting worsten day by day! C'mon, am i really a f*cking assh*le who doesn't deserve to have truthful friends or to be loved by someone whom i've always been loving so much and never had fool "u" beforE? Is this a sin of what i did during my past life and now i'm gonna have the suckiest life ever? Is this what i should deserve? I'm so depressed right now....i'm sick now, i couldn't get into a good rest at all! Even a nap also i couldn't make it! WTF is going on with my life? Can somebody jz hit me and let me die off with no worries? I'm in a terrible situation now...i really need something back to make me ALIVE! I'm really gonna collapse soon...sigh!

What a disastrous night . . . .

I've gotta say it isn't my day at all! Everything didn't turned out well! Night thought of going out for a drink while borrowing my sister's laptop to do some assignment as well. When everything was confirmed in the night, my sister had drove my car out, then my parents drove my sister's car out and left my dad's car only. So i drove his car out and what happened was I ALMOST DIED IN AN ACCIDENT! What a night...what a disastrous and bad night! Was driving all the way down the hill near Bukit Jalil, there was a traffic light and i was the 4th car after the Saga! So at the traffic light, there shouldn't be any U-turn at all and guess what? This bastard went to make a dangerous illegal U-turn! All of a sudden he breaked and made a turn and stopped HALF WAY! C'mon use your bloody brain ok, it was green light and most of the cars were speeding down the hill! And you were so great there making an illegal U-turn and stopped half way?!

The car behind the Saga was those 4WD Pajero and he didn't really notice till the Saga stopped then he avoid all of a sudden and break slowly, cars behind his all slowed down the speed including my car! So behind the Pajero that car was shocked and slowed down too, then the car in front of my car which is the Gen2 BREAK SO SUDDEN and he ALMOST STOPPED HIS CAR TOO! I was shocked and break my car, almost break all but not all yet, the car at the back was far away speeding down, it was a Wira and it almost BANG ME TERRIBLY FROM THE BACK! Thank God that Wira avoided my car fast then i was looking at the back mirror and then looked back to the front and was shocked and STEPPED ON THE BREAK WITH ALL I COULD till the car SKID!! Luckily my dad's car jz sent for service and the break was repaired as well, the ABS worked well! I thought i almost crashed on the Gen2 AGAIN! It reminded me of the bloody accident i'd last year, crashing 3-4 of my friend's cars and if it happened again tonight it'll be 6cars all along! MY Gosh!!!~ This was fine, then as i by pass the bloody car, every car honk his car and i was cursing there as well till i didn't notice there was a rock by the side and jz went over it! I could feel that my driver's front tyre isn't well anymore! I was about to fetch my friends that time, so the first passenger wasn't that far away, so i went to his place and stopped by there to check my tyre, IT WAS FLATTEN! OMG! I was so shock and afraid to be screwed up terribly by my dad!

In the end, i called him and told him about it, he was fedup and never really screwed me up but asked me to change the tyre by myself. So i did it with Wee Haw! It took us 45mins to change a tyre! GOsh...luckily everything was at the booth! Couldn't really take the tyre out that moment, i called Edmund to come over to lend a hand! Then everything went fine, around 11.30pm only i fetched Isaac then went for a drink meeting up with Abby till 1++am!

Sigh...what an unlucky day and night! My life is really hopeless and shitty now! I don't know how worst would it become after this...I'm feeling the loneliness in me, i'm feeling depress, i'm feeling lost...and i'm feeling restless of my life now. God, please save me! I need you so much to save everything back...and i only wanted u back... :'(

-[aLbY]-

L O S T . . .

Recently, i begin to felt lost! There's something which belong to me seems moving further and further away from me. I'm feeling lost, i'm really feeling very lost! I'm losing something which have been very precious to me, something very meaningful and something which means alot to me in my life. I can't do anything to help, i can't even say a single thing to help but can just wait for you. I can't stop thinking of those days, i can't stop telling myself how much i love you and i don't wanna lose you too. It's difficult now, it's different now, everything seems unstable and confusion seems still going on too. I don't know what shall i do to get you back but all i know is i've never give up before and i'm still waiting for you...i remember the song "reunited", you told me that it's one of the song you liked because the lyrics is meaningful! I've been hoping for the song title to appear now, i'm still waiting and i've never give up before too! Loving you is what i've most precious in my life, but hurting you isn't what i wanted too. Sorry seems to be the hardest thing to be accepted but i've always been sincerely seeking for apologies from you and i really hoped "reunited" does mean something to us now. I'll improve to be a better person and wouldn't hurt you in anyway anymore as long as love still does exist in our heart. For you, for our love, i chose to be with you and love you even more! Don't go, don't leave, don't dump me because i'll change and appreciate you. Don't ignore, don't runaway, don't be afraid of me anymore...i've known my mistakes and i've been suffocating without your love, without your presents in my life. It's dull, it's dark, it's really really lonely without you now. I want, i want you back baby, please forgive me and let me fill you back with colors...



I was a fool to ever leave your side
Me minus you is such a lonely ride
That breakup we had
Has made me lonesome and sad
I realize I love you
'Cause I want you back
Hey, hey

I spent the evening with the radio
Regret the moment that I let you go
Our quarrel was such
A way of learning so much
I know now that I love you
'Cause I need your touch
Hey, hey

(Chorus:)
Reunited, and it feels so good
Reunited, 'cause we understood
There's one perfect fit
And, sugar, this one is it
We both are so excited
'Cause we're reunited
Hey, hey

I sat here, staring at the same old wall
Came back to life just when I got your call
I wished I could climb
Right through the telephone line
And give you what you want
So you would still be mine
Hey, hey

I can't go cheatin', honey; I can't play
I found it very hard to stay away
As we reminisce
On precious moments like this
I'm glad we're back together
'Cause I missed your kiss
Hey, hey

(Repeat chorus)

Lover, lover, this is sudden love
And you're exactly what I'm dreamin' of
All through the day
And all through the night
I'll give you all the love I have
With all my might
Hey, hey

(Repeat chorus)

-[aLbY]-

Life is not easy...

Well, this blog was created for myself to say or spill all i wanted daily no matter it's happy or unhappy. It all started in year 2004 onwards, i was an active blogger, keeping my blog update with pictures and long granny story of what i've been doing in my daily life! Indeed, it was pretty known blog that has most pictures in it among my friends! There and then, as i grew, i begin to be more secretive, keeping things in myself but not expressing much in the blog anymore. Mystery i would say it, some posts are really a mystery to the readers. I can't express it out anymore because i guess i could solve them by myself without expressing out. Some are really personnel, therefore, it's not revealed!

I'm 20 this year, finally i've joined the family of 20s! I grew and changed alot compared to the olden days. Good or bad, everything is reality now. Ups and downs appears quite often in our daily life but lately, the amount is really enormous. I have been in dilemma, and having a hard time, or known as distraught or depression more likely. This is life, i know, it isn't easy, but i won't give up things unnecessarily too! No matter what it is, i do not really give up things that easily! I can say nothing really easy in life besides you putting effort in achieving the goal! I'm having a hard time now which i'll still not give up! Although it seems easing off from my path but i'm holding it back tightly with confidence(trying to gain!)! I believe with what i've said, it could open up the "mystery box" and think positively, it'll surely bring the colors back! Trust me, this is the key word! Trust is vital!

All i can do is not giving up but continue approaching till miracle happen. Although it rarely happen, but i'll give it a try no matter what. It has nothing to do with immaturity but its a motivation to increase the confidence to stand up back! I'm sure and very sure that things would work well if it's applied with what i've said. I really mean it. We gotta practice and learn together to enhance or reach to another stage.

p/s: "Let me hold u tight, i'm not as it's thought really! I ♥ you!!~"

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Another nice song . . . .

Di wajah curiga
Dan nada resah
Dirasa berbeza
Terima segala

Jika terlafaz kata
Saat kita bersua
Dalam berbicara

Mendung berlabuh
Dan terbuka di hati sayu
Bertabur dan berlalu

Oh.. debu-debu nan pilu
Pergilah bersama rinduku
Tinggalah cintaku
Yang luka semula

Tiada kuduga
Akhirnya cinta
Didalam senyuman
Dikau hancurkan
Impian yang terlerai
Nyata satu persenda
merantai di jiwa

Debu-debu nan pilu
Pergilah bersama rinduku
Tinggalah cintamu
Yang luka semula

Kini kau tinggalkan
Diriku ini
Terbawa pergilah
Debu-debunga
Cinta

Di hati sayu
Berdebu dan berlalu
Debu-debu nan pilu
Pergilah bersama rinduku
Tinggalah cintaku
Yang luka

Terbuku dihati sayu
Bertemu dan berlalu

Oh...Debu-debu nan pilu
Pergilah bersama rinduku
Tinggalah cintamu
Yang luka semula
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Here's another beautiful song! It makes me recall alot of things, alot of the past...i really miss it very much! How good if i could go back to the past and stop the time from continuing...'reflection' should be the word! Not to say im a dreamer or being childish to think of the past, but human does think of the past! Knowing that it was a happy moment that time, for sure one will reflect of their past no matter it's happy or unhappy. That's all for tonight..thanks for the song Ian bro!~

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Feeling........uneasy, unhappy, uncomfy...

There's no way much more having such feelings when you've lost the key for a lock! It's so heartbreaking of losing the key because the lock will never be opened unless you broke it! To me breaking the lock means the same as breaking my heart! It's one of my gift for my 20th birthday! Now i've lost the key to open the gift, i'm feeling down, very down now...there's an alternative way to open the lock, the owner of the lock has the key, but how am i suppose to tell the owner that i've lost the key when the owner gave me the key with the lock that moment? I'm really sorry...i'm feeling useless for myself, i'm feeling unhappy, i'm feeling weak and heartbreaking!! Nothing can cure, nothing can really cure...i'm feeling restless! Please...i need you! I need the key or else...guilty and regret will be engraved in my heart forever!

Dedicated for the key of the lock...



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LMAO . . . .

LMAO #1


Gosh, NOT AGAIN???? When i came back home, i was shocked to see my chair is brokedown AGAIN at the kitchen! Again.....by my lovely bro! Hahahah may U REST IN PEACE my lovely chair! :P thought i could get a new chair, but my parents said they're gonna repair it AGAIN! Sigh....here's another picture of the "corpse".



LMAO #2


C'mon people, trust me! This is only a very soft dropping on the ground and it broke into two! Yes, it's DEFINITELY NOT NOKIA phone hahaha it's a Sony Ericson W850i!!! My best buddy dropped it on the ground in his room and it broke into 2 pieces now! What a fragile phone!!! :P here's another good one...hahahha



This time i could critic Sony Ericson with this proof! :P that's all for the day! Keep visiting my blog ya...!!!~ :)

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Old story . . .

Before i went out this evening, my dad suddenly told me that my car's passenger sit lock was broken! Come to think about it, the last time my car was broken it was at SS2! That's when i didnt even realise that the car was broke in not till i fetched Carter back home! And now only someone realized that my car was really broken in! The lock's pussy was broken! SHIT!!! Never even realise that the passenger sit lock was broken also! For so long....!!!??? Sigh...gotta get it repair ASAP! People outside, better not to put ANY belongings on any of your vehicle's sitting else you'll end up something like my case!

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A sudden change . . .

Tuesday night, it was the night where the sudden change begin. It was very torturing, very torturing i suppose. Human does mistakes, everyone does mistakes and i make mistakes too but this time, i made one of the biggest mistake at the wrong time. Everything changed the moment the mistake was done. It hurts so much when i've been happy all the time even a few minutes before the mistake was made and everything changed...very sudden! Depression begin haunting me, i'm weak, i'm strengthless, i'm afraid...!!! I never mean to create the problem by intention. I never even thought it would be that severe too. It's suffocating! I really hope i could turn the time back and not becoming like this. I'm feeling so lonely in the dark, i begin to afraid of the dark now...seeing something that reminds me of what happened that night really kills me. Tears flowing non-stop every night....i can't bear with the pain. It's too hurting, i don't hope it to happen & don't want it to be like this too, i'm sorry...i'm really sorry...

Disturbia . . . .

Yea the heading is "Disturbia". I can't say that I'm happy recently. Many things had happened, I'm disturbed by it. Worries, emotional and even physically upset too! Thats the definition of what disturbia means and I have it all right now! Worries have been haunting me when silence came into the scene, don't know whether is it right or wrong also! Emotional is even worst still, having any free time, worries came into the scene, emotional will appear and I dont know what to do to keep worries and emotional away! Anytime, anywhere emotional will just came into me right now. What about physical upset? I may seems happy laughing around recently, but in me, I've worries that makes me emotional! When I'm emotional, physically I would look tired and dull. It's obvious thru the pictures I taken this few months time. My sister just mentioned to me last night after looking at some photos taken lately, she realizes that my eyes are tired when I take photo. She said I dont look energetic in the photos anymore, she said I looked tired and the photo outcome isn't nice anymore. I reckon I really need more rest already. Else I will look like a very old folk and by that time, I afraid no one would like me anymore because from the physical look, I'm not likely to be seen as a 20year old semi-adult anymore...

My Valentine . . . . .

If there were no words, no way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears, no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for all you give to me
You've opened my eyes, and shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all I need my love my valentine

(La la la la la la la)

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
Cause all I need is you my valentine
Oh, you're all I need my love my valentine
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Specially dedicate this song to whomever who's reading this post...there's nothing much to write, but i just wanna allow whomever who visit my blog to listen to this sweet meaningful song only...enjoY!!~

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S i g h . . . .

Last night wasn't really a great night, after gym i came back home around 8++pm. Bought some crackers, Japanese crackers! 2things cost me RM12.60! I could buy 4sets each if its Malaysia made crackers! Got back home, watched astro #13 with mom till 9pm! Gosh, no idea what they were singing, it was some veteran concert or performance. Some are quite good thou, some are drags summo! HAHAH

Then, i went online awhile, Abby came to me on MSN asking me free to go for a drink as she wasn't happy, so i asked her to wait as i need to ask from my mom whether she allowed me out or not. After sometime, i came back to her saying no problem, so we met at the Cheras Kopitiam around 10+pm i guess. Sat there, talked for long, i order the blackcurrant drink and she ordered some tea. She suddenly said don't feel like drinking it, so she exchange her drink with me, it took me more than 30mins to start drinking it cause i wasn't suppose to drink those kinda teh tarik in the night else i'll feel sick! And....around 12++, while on the way back, i started to have cold sweat, shivering and not feeling well. Drove in a high speed back to the mamak around, had a glass of hot milo and a doubled indon mee! OMG, DOUBLE IN THE MIDNIGHT! And....sigh, i was alone eating! It has been a very long time i've not sat down at anywhere eating alone! I told myself i'll not feel the lonesome anymore but....it jz came back. Anyway, it was kinda late so no one to accompany me for a short mamak! After that i went back home and....sigh, really no feeling well, dizzy!!~! Parents not slept yet, mom was hungry, asking me out to buy food, but i told them i really not feeling well and i jz had some food outside too. Sorry...then i went for a short bath and slept after i changed. Gosh...it wasn't a good night, middle of the night, i was awake and had diarrhoea! Was still bit dizzy, then continue my rest back after almost an hour till this noon...

What a night because of the TEA....thanks to the tea!

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Finally...

WAhahaha finally finished my exam and assignment for this semester!!~ No worries anymore, but waiting for the next semester to start which is the following week. I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT YET!!! Sigh, only a week break in between the semester this time!! I wanted holiday...!!!~ Here i heard friends came back from Langkawi, there i heard friends came back from Perhentian....what about me? hMmm....gotta find some way to get OUT of KL!!!~ HAHAH

Went to watch Transformer earlier at Cineleisure The Curve! OMG, its so darn nice! No bored scenes but only action scenes from the beginning till the end! The cars are so beautiful too! Transforming from a vehicle to the robot is marvellous! The graphic and effects are fantastic too! Very worth watching it, i do not mind to watch it over again :P anyone?? HAHAHA

Every good things, surely comes with a shit behind the story! My new timetable is out, and guess what? Take a peep at the timetable! everyday class, only 2subject for this 7weeks short semester! WTF? Some day could take 2same subject with breaks in between?? Gosh, totally waste of my time! Plus, i'm gonna suffer with the morning classes soon! 3 8.45am class in a week! Though it isn't in a row but its torturing! So long i haven't been to the 8.45am class! %$^%*%$!@$%&#@#$#@$*&(%^



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Exam???

First day of exam, i woke up at 8am and get prepared for the first paper of the week, Introduction to Interactive Scripting. The paper starts at 10am till 12pm and i reached college on time at 9.45am. As soon as the paper begin, i eventually finished around 45mins after it starts. SO FAST? Gosh, not to say the paper is easy, but whatever comes into my mind, i jz write it on and i left the hall after Edmund around 11.15am. The questions were quite tricky, MCQ section, choices of answers were quite close and yea yea, of coz nothing is perfect, i was confused and did a few mistakes!!! Anyhow, after awhile, our ex-lecturer, Ms. Lua Shamini came and joke around with me and Ed. She was so excited making funny lame jokes and it is her birthday TODAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATANAM! (Lua Shamini)

Funniest was she used the female pad as there's a roadshow on pads in the college atrium and she asked why dont we grab some for our family or gf? Without us answering her yet, she begin her joke again, "Oh ya, those are for Anthony, he used it not to wipe the back but the front!" LMAO HAHAHAHAHA that was so so lame!! I was pointing at her saying, "Eh ur tag...." OK, she was smart, she didnt wear her lecturer tag along! LOLz, after awhile, Abby came out and we went to the lab to gather with the rest of our buddies. They planned to go for lunch then movie at MV, but i dont wanna watch Shrek 3, so Abby and I only went there for lunch and Ed followed the rest for movie.

Gosh, i was wondering whether are we really having exam now? Hell no, we aren't afraid at all but relax like shit! WTH is going on with us? LoLz...probably assignment gave us confidence??? HAHAHAH who knows, but hoping for the best for the assignment cause we really put lotsa effort and time to produce the work!! After lunch, we left, and.....i came back home! After a short cool bath, i went to take an hour nap. Then woke up at 4.10pm by purpose to call up my lecturer to get some exam tips BUT UNFORTUNATELY her phone was off! Sigh!~ So, i went back to sleep till 6.30pm! HAHAHA was suppose to wake up at 5.30pm but ended up, no idea why am i so tired, so i continue my beauty sleep till 6.30pm! Online for awhile, had my dinner at 7.15pm and.....continue my revision for the next few papers!

By the way, im gonna watch "Alone" on wednesday night at MV at 11.35pm! HAHAHA hMmm.....i've actually finished revising for tomorrow and thursday paper, why am i still bit worrying of something? hMmm....maybe i really think of too much when i've nothing to worried anymore! BE POSITIVE! HAHAHA =P aight, lets pen-off here 1st...

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WTF....???

Sigh, my dad collected the letters from the mailbox and guess what? My sister shouted, "Alby you've letter". At first i thought it was my college AGAIN! But anyway, it wasn't from my college but JV Fitness, which also mean California Fitness, the current gym i'm joining! WTF? I've pending fee? RM179.10 + RM20 because i've late payment? C'mon, earlier when i rejoined the club, i remembered i been to the club twice in 2days, where the first day was for registration, the 2nd day was by purpose for the auto-debit payment form! I passed the form to one of the consultant and eventually she did everything for me! I remember THEY SWAP MY CARD!!! ARGH! WTF that the payment now are not by auto-debit! DARN BLOOD INEFFICIENT!

Next, I realized i lost my membership card too! Now great, no auto-debit payment, no membership card means im hella NO MORE MEMBER THERE?? F*ck it!!~ Now i gotta renew my card (if i still cant find it within this few days) and gotta trouble myself to go to the gym next week jz to pass the auto-debit form AGAIN when i've examination going on throughout the week! Sigh!!!~

I'm SICK OF this UNSETTLED things! Some of my friends said that the gym gives them trouble yet i said no as i haven't encountered any before yet, but NOW I ENCOUNTER IT AND I REALLY HATE THE GYM ADMINISTRATION! **puix**

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GOD DARN IT!!!

Sigh, again today i receive another message from a friend of mine, asking me to check out The Star newspaper regarding the past few days' news. I went online and checked the news online in TheStar i found this site, Xenon move lauded!

Darn the CAP(Consumers Association of Penang) association! C'mon, not even any norm modification on CAR RIMS/TYRE! WTF? Is this a country? Yea, a country with almost close to 100% RESTRICTION saying NO THIS, NO THAT to the residents! This sounds extremely ridiculous! This is so f*cking unfair! What kinda rubbish these people talking about?

Eventually, they even mentioned the accident statistic comparing 1999 and 2000! "In 1999, there were 107 deaths and 126 people injured in accidents caused by illegal modifications whilst the figure in 2000 was 81 deaths and 99 injured." C'mon, the accident is reduced by year! I dont know what's the statistic from 2001 onwards, but this is what they proof that the accident is lesser than the year before even if there're people who still modify their vehicles! Dont understand why do they wanna post such news on the newspaper when it's so GENERAL and INFO which is not helping for the support of the bl**Dy association that complains!

They said NO to:-
1) Xenon lights,
2) Performance-enhancing parts,
3) Filters,
4) Exhaust,
5) Re-assembly of a vehicle by attaching two halves together,
6) Heavily tinted windows,
7) TV screen for VCD/DVD viewing,
8) Kangaroo bars,
9) Sport rims and,
10) Wheel spacers to accommodate wider tyres.

This is SO SO RIDICULOUS! Looking at point #6 onwards! I dont see any problem putting kangaroo bars and changing their sport rims?! Would the kangaroo bar actually harm anyone? Not like it would isn't it? DUMB IDEA! STUPID ASSHOLEs! Next, sport rims, c'mon wtf is with sport rims now? It'll NEVER HARM ANYONE AT ALL on the road! Please! Use the brain that you people have more useful! Its just another decor for the car! WE as consumers, bought them with RM! And worst to say, without this accessories, modifications or decors on our vehicles, our country wouldnt be that beautiful thou!

Come to think about it, a driver's driving licence is suspended because of A KANGAROO BAR or CHANGED ON THE SPORT RIMS? HAHAHA very funny country with weird rulers! GOOD, continue all this lame stories since The Star is still not THICK ENOUGH!

What's worst to me is, i just went over Klang the other with my dad to checked out the rims and tyres for my SLK! And im considering which design to get edi but dont know whether am i getting it or not now cause THIS PEOPLE SAID NO CAR TYRE/RIMS MODIFICATION! FUCK IT MAN!~ i guess, i gotta just play with the ICE only! Gonna get a new set of audio system without the player!

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It's another day . . . .

This song is such a meaningful song, listen to it and sing along with the lyrics below! It touches my heart truely. It reminds me of so much of things, till now, i gotta say i'm still missing those days...
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Elliot Yamin - Wait For You

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

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What the . . . . .

Sigh, when I came online not long after I receive a message from my friend on MSN, he gave me a link, asking me to check it out! Guess what? Its not a good thing to me! When the link was opened, SHIT! The headline of the bloody site is "Crackdown on Xenon headlights". Argh, this is what i've been aware of when i changed my headlights to HID! At the beginning i was kinda afraid of driving on the road with the HID on cause it was so bright, then, after a long term using it, i'm use to the shine and i'm cool with it after it was professionally adjusted by a mechanic where i sent my car for service! Darn it! Now i gotta be very aware on the road in the night using the HID! RM200/summon and there're 123 summons have been issued so far! GOD DARN IT!

Guess what? Besides those who modify the cars with Xenon headlights, the government even submitted an application to other car manufacturers like BMW, Merc, Toyota, Honda and other car manufacturers that they have introduce such regulations for the higher authorities for consideration too! This is BAD! REALLY BAD! WTF? This is just so...........so..........DUMB! I'm speechless for the government now! So darn freaking disappointed! Anyway, wait for the next post, i'm gonna show u guys my car headlight!! ARGH....!!!~

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I'm back and the trip to Malacca . . . .

Gosh, i know it has been quite sometime i haven't been updating my blog but right now i suddenly feel like blogging something.......well, just plain something! Last sunday i went for a day trip to Malacca with the ZTH(Zero to Hundred) kaki. Here are the compiling pictures of our cars and the trip. Enjoy!!~


There're 9cars in total, 3 Kelisa, 6 Kenari...



Well, the whole trip, we've only spent RM31 for food ONLY! Malacca's local favourite, Mee Suah, Ais Kacang, Satay (PORK!), Satay Celup. When i first got into the Malacca town, it isn't familiar to me anymore! The last time i went to Malacca was about 5-6years ago! Thats really long isn't it! Malacca had really developed alot compared to the olden days! But yet i still enjoy myself although i CAN'T really remember where i went to! HAHAHAa....it was also my first time to the Mahkota Parade! Gosh, ANOTHER IOI MALL! HAHahha but slightly better than IOI Mall! Luckily! Heard there're only a few malls in Malacca, Mahkota Parade, GIANT, JUSCO and another one HAHAH funny isn't it? GIANT and JUSCO also consider a mall! :P too bad, we didnt get to go to the beaches! I miss the beaches i use to visit last time when i came with my family! Clean....NOT POLLUTED....fun....

We left Malacca around 7++/8pm, got back to kL around 10.30pm! It was raining and jamming in the highway! But it was fun cause we gotta race among each other also HAHHAH :P too bad, i dont really interested on modifying cars but only the minor ones! HAHA funniest thing was the walkie-talkie that we have for each car! Played and crap alot! But the worst thing was when the walkie-talkie runs out of battery! Sigh...mine runs out of batter at the wrong time! I lost everyone! I was in the middle, some got back home, some behind but can't get to contact them cause i gotta pass the walkie-talkie back to one of the friend! Luckily i got the right road and met them at the toll near the Mint Hotel! Sg.Besi toll i guess? Then, from there i drove back home....thats the end of our trip!~

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Horoscope of the day . . . .

Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)

The Bottom Line
What may seem like amazing good luck is actually a reward you've earned.

In Detail
The sudden generosity you're being shown is nothing to be alarmed about! The friendly and magnanimous behavior of the people you'll be encountering today is a direct result of the compassion and generosity that you've shown so often in the past. You're entering a phase in which all the wonderful energy that you've sent out into the world will come flooding back at you -- it may seem like amazing good luck, but you've earned this.
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The horoscope today describes things really true! I'm getting what I've given out now! Hahaha yea yea...!!~ :P

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HE said this is sad . . . .

Hey people, guess what? Last 2 weeks i went out for a drink with my friend and we went to the mamak and something funny happened! I ordered this naan kosong that night. And what's weird is when it's served, my friend looked at the naan for quite sometime! I was asking, "what's with the naan?". Then he told me, "why is this food seems sad to me?" I said, "erRrr...how i know? and he finally recalled what the naan did to him hahaha he said, "i remember when i went for the trip to India for 1week, i'd naan 3x a day for 7days!" HAHAHAHAH then now i know why is it so sad to him when he first look at my naan. Every meal naan kosong, imagine what if i have naan for 3x a day, i'll surely starve myself for a week and go to the gym as frequent as possible for ONLY 3hours/day heheh i've to limit myself for that long at the gym because of the parking in Midvalley now had increase! First 3hours is RM1, every subsequent hour another RM1 and thats only for weekdays! As for weekend it all started with RM3 for the first 3hours and RM1 for every subsequent hour. Sad....sad....sad....!!!

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LAPTOP FOR SALE URGENTLY . . . . .

Friend of mine just got this Toshiba laptop for 5months for RM3.9k. Now he's selling for RM2.3k (negotiable). Anything, contact Abu @ 0162874663.

Specs:
1) ATI 128mb
2) Original Windows XP, also compatible for Windows Vista
3) 60GB
4) 15.4 widescreen cycrtile brite
5) 512MB RAM

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Robbery . . . .

It happened last saturday night around 9pm, I went over to Carter's place to pick him up for dinner around Subang; Asia Cafe before proceeding to the next plan. I was outside his house waiting for him but he wasn't out yet. After a short while, he came out and put his stuffs into his car booth. Then, came into my car. We saw a silver Kelisa passing by his house as if they're familiar with the house! Therefore, Carter asked whether should he lock the main gate of his house, i said why not and go ahead! After he locked the car, he came back into my car and asked me to go after the Kelisa as we wanted to get the car plate detail before going for dinner!

So, we went after the Kelisa behind the park behind Carter's house! The Kelisa has no car plate behind but only in front! 2men in the car which they don't really look like chinese physically! After we saw their car plate from the front, when i passed by his car, he highlighted us for a moment! We doesn't know why he do so but we just went thru passing by his car and go for dinner! Who knows when we went to a street where it could lead us to Asia Cafe, a car came very near my from the back. I didn't realise it was that Kelisa! So i let him overtake my car and that's where the incident begin!

He stopped in front of our car for a short moment, the one on the passenger sit came down and looked at us for a while and went back into his car! Then, they move and stopped again right in front of a restaurant in the middle of the road. They came down from their car and started scolding and stuffs! We were bit panic that moment, car was locked and nothing was opened or wind down! Then, the one on my side used a screw driver to try to open my window then break it with his knife! As the other side nothing happened till i opened the lock to suppose to negotiate with the one on my side but didn't make it because my window was broke and i was trying to push it off from falling onto me! Who knows the thief on the passenger sit opened the door and placed the knife on Carter's neck and asked for whatever he has! On the driver sit, the thief placed his knife on my hand near my wrist with a moderate strength! Our mobile phone, ring as well as Carter's wallet was snatched off INCLUDING MY CAR KEY!~ Sigh!~ Then, Carter followed the cab behind our car to the police station next to Galaxy in Subang to make the police report!

After a short while, my parents and the police came! Edmund and Isaac, as well as Evelyn and Lucy came over! I was trying to calm myself down that moment although i was injured a little here and there but mentally wasn't really stable after that! It kept on haunting me "WHAT IF they really poke into me, is thats it?" Sigh...

But I'm much better today! Way much better although it does came into my mind sometimes but I'm getting over it soon! Pedestrian, drivers or even those who ride motorcycles, be extra careful this days as thieves are everywhere in the city and town! If possible, place materials or weapon that could safe yourself from being injured and escape from being robbed in the car or with you (in your pocket or handbag or wallet). It's better to have something than nothing!

p/s: Everyone, please be more cautious whenever you are and take precaution of snatch theft or theives too...

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Love Quotes . . . .

"There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved."

- George Sand -
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Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.

- Stephen Packer -
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When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out.

- Elizabeth Bowen -
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Love is not blind - It sees more and not less,
but because it sees more it is willing to see less.

- Will Moss -
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To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

- Bill Wilson -
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p/s: I love you for who you are no matter what...

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Back to school . . . .

First day of class! Really bored! I thought I was late for class but who knows I'm the first! Class supposingly starts at 8.45am but when i reached at 9am, NO ONE was in the class besides the lecturer. So, I decided to sit outside the class to wait for the rest.Around 9.30am, Abby called and asked which class, then I told her 1-3, then she went in and I joined her shortly. Only me & her! The lecturer isn't the lecturer which is suppose to lecturer us that time, but he replaced his lesson at 3.30pm later to the morning one! **YEAH YEAH**

Ed didnt turned up at the end also. As usual...we walked around the first and second floor. Then we went into 2-2 for the second lecture. It was Ms.Jasrinder! My previous Mathematic lecturer! Well this time she's lecturing something more theoretically! SIGH! BORED....BORED....BORED....only 60% out of 100% turned up! C'mon, its 3 out of 5 students of the WHOLE CLASS attended the class ok! Shit...this is so darn bored! :( why is it my college life has to be so bored? Sigh...

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I can love you like that . . . .

hMmm...tonight i felt like blogging. It has been quite sometime I've not blog and most my friends have been complaining over it that "Alby, why don't you update your blog anymore?" So, pal, I've something to write out tonight. Hope it don't bored you people...

Life is always full with obstacles. Everyday in life, there may either ups or downs occuring. Some says, why not let the day pass with a joy even if you're unhappy, some says, why should I let go and don't bother what's happening when I'm unhappy with what happened? I agreed with both side as usual, I always have support on both sides in any matter. Let me relieve something tonight, I've a friend, a very close friend who I knew him from the day i was born till today. We're known as best buddies in everyone's perception. We shared everything no matter it's happy or unhappy. When he has problem, he'll make me the first to be his listener and when he's very excited with something, he'll also make me the first to be his listener to share the joy together.

Until today, we're still known as best buddies. In the almost mid of 2oo6, he met a gal. He told me that the gal adore him very much and shared as much as how we share our happiness and unhappiness. Besides that, they even talked on the phone and text each other almost everyday. Then, from there onwards, their love feelings started growing and develop. Minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day when it passes, they've became even closer. Till the day they first met, they begin to have a good feelings for each other. He told me that they've chatted alot eventhough it only took them 2-3hours to meet up. Then, that's where all started. Till today, they've been together for almost 7months sooni reckon if im not mistaken. He told me alot of things about him and her as time goes by.

There lots of things which they've encountered within this 7months time. Happy and unhappy are uncountable. Arguments often occur during their meeting no matter it's short or long, but he still never think of giving up on her before because he knows she's the one and she is the one who has been supporting him, making him happy! What's not likely to hear is that, she isn't local. She's from an outer state. She use to go back to her hometown before started with him, but ever since they started, she began to go back lesser because she wanted spend more time with him. Also sad to say that, one moment, she felt sick terribly and coincidence she was on her long summer break. Her parents dropped by and pick her back to her origin.

My best buddy was so upset when he knew that she is so sick! One thing which made them quite difficult to be together is that they were hiding their status as a couple from both their parents as well as their friends (maybe not to some close friends of them). Therefore, she went back for almost a month and lots of things has changed since by then. My buddy misses her very much, and he even planned to go for holiday with her and friends during Xmas. I've seen their picture, they're very happy! Another problem which they encounter was that the gal will have to leaveto study abroad soon. Well, ok it's in 2oo8, but time passes very fast. We never know how fast the time pass when they day comes. Her parents and godparents agreed to send her to Australia at the beginning. Then, recently i heard from my buddy that her parents and godparents changes their mind to send him to Canada, a way much further place than Australia. One year, is not too long nor too short, but it's way much further than before now, and the distance between them separating is even further. He has been telling me this when he was together with her for the first few months until today. He even tears while telling me about it that how much he misses her and et cetera.

I can see how much he loves her. He told me that she will just let them to decide where to send her to. My buddy was extremely upset that why cant she suggest she wanted nearer and make any relevant excuses that she wanted a nearer location so that they don't need to be separated that far apart. He is very upset with it. Even if he tears in front of his friends or anyone, he still say the sweet words and the courage words, agreeing in what ever she said. I can sense how suffering is he when each time he replied her message when he knew that she said she don't want to comment anything about it and let them decide. As his bestest buddy in his life, I felt very upset for him too. My feelings is being touched by the way he expressed his feelings for her, but she don't seems responding in a way she felt the same as him. He's worried...he's sad...he's very upset and also undecided...

I saw him talking to her on the phone earlier, regarding of this case where she told him that they have calculated the expenditure compare to Australia, Canada would be cheaper by an amount. His eyes turned red and the tears from his eye just flow smoothly while telling her that he's fine and he's glad that she could go Canada to further her studies. He's in pain, me as his best buddy who always there to help him whenever he has problem couldn't help me him this time. I know how much he loved her and what he wanted to say to her, but things just don't seems like what is expected of him. He layed on my shoulder and tears in his room...

Many things would change within a year, especially in love relationship, I'm sure if one really love another, no matter where he/she goes, they'll always love each other. I know what kind of person my buddy is and I'm sure he is willing to wait for her and stay single with restrictions in his life within the period she won't be here and wait for her to come back to get back together...

All the best to you buddy, I'm very upset for you and heartache seeing you like that but hope she could make a better and wiser choice later on and best wishes that you could receive a good news soon too!~

I'm touched and I'm also upset for him, I hope to whomever who read what i posted tonight, think twice before making a decision which could make your other half (if there is) happier and not upset till he/she suffers like how my friend does for his love ones...and to whomever who is celebrating Valentine's this year, Happy Valentine's Day and hope you people out there enjoy yourself with your love ones too...

I gotta face for my Level 1, first semester's final exam later onwards till friday! Wish me luck guys/gals!~ Happy Chinese New Year to everyone too and drive safely during the festive seasons too. I don't hope that the rate of accidents occur increase again this year in 2oo7. Here's a song for you buddy...hope you like it!
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I specially dedicate this song to you...
The song is "I Can Love You Like That", originally sang by "All 4 One"...

They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your prince charming
Would come rescue you
You like romantic movies
And you never will forget
The way it felt when Romeo kissed Juliet

And all this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more

[1:]
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that

I'd love you like that
I could love you like that

I never make a promise that
I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever,
Forever's what I mean
Well, I'm no Casanova but
I swear this much is true
I'll be holding nothing back
When it comes to you

You dream of love that's everlasting
Well, baby open up your eyes
[repeat 1]

If you want tenderness, I've got tenderness
And I see through to the heart of you
If you want a man, who will understand
You don't have to look very far

I can love you, I can love you, love you
[repeat 1]
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U N T I T L E D . . . . . . .

Song title, "Sorrow is Meaningless" by Eason Chan. Never know why when i first heard the song, it really make me felt that 'Sorrow is Meaningless'. Hoping for the best of course, hoping for eternal love as i was told many times...hoping that miracle could happen in life too...I'll do the best to get the best for you...

p/s: You know how much i love you, and i really love you till the bottom of my heart...

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What the SH*T!!!~

C'mon! I've got back my HID and this is the effect! :( one is dimmer than another! :(





Then another thing, i realise that PURPLE color lens is really scary! It appear to be like blue more than purple but i know i just dont look like myself after testing it! It's from the prize i won during the Bausch & Lomb Fresh Faces Cover Page contest!





Soon, i'll wear my favourite GREY color lens out! Hahaha :D catch up with the update guys!

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My CHAIR . . . . .

C'mon man how could this happen? My bro is only 70++kg (wopz)! He's only 16 this year? He only stepped 1 leg on the study table and another on the chair to adjust the air-cond! I've no idea how could this happen...?? Take a look!!!~ It's sPOILT!







Gosh! I've only 1 chair left in my room now! :( sad...sad...sad...

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Sigh . . . .

Recently many things had happened yet I've so much things to do as well! Assignment due, Math test next Wednesday and 3D assignment due on the following Monday but we asked for a longer due so it has be postponed to the 5th of February. Today i thought i could be very happy although it isn't a any shocking event or thing but as least I've got something which I've never thought of getting it which is the HID headlight for my SLK(Small Little Kelisa). But sad to say that things don't seems helping at my side ever since 2oo7 begin. I went to the workshop with Carter and one of the "power" thingy for the HID doesn't function. Heard it was burnt off! Sigh!~ My mood totally changed! My facial expression was so obvious that I was unhappy and mad too. I don't know whom I should really moody of and why also. Ended up i only installed a new switch for my spotlight which I installed not long ago during the trip to Taiping & Penang last Xmas for RM85. The switch cost me RM8! And it was suppose to be a larger round figure but....sigh...sad case...





This light cost me RM400 and the "power" thingy is burnt! :(
Sad....Sad....Sad....

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Brand New Year 0f 2oo7 . . . .

It has been quite sometime i haven't been updating my blog but anyhow, i would still continue blogging but lesser (not as often as those days) from 2oo7 onwards =) Happy New Year to everyone and wishing you guys@gals all the best of luck in the year of 2oo7 too. Forget the past and start a brand new year with a wide joyful smile with whomever around you! I'll upload some new pictures soon. Seems like people who "used to" visit my blog don't seems knowing what happened to me before 2oo6 ends =) ehehe anyway, once again i enjoyed my 19y/o of life in 2oo6, and for now, i'll be continuing my 20s life from 2oo7 onwards with a better life...

Happy New Year & Wishing Everyone All the Best of Luck...

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Lionel Richie ft Ne-Yo - I Call It Love

I Look At You
You Look At Me
(You Can't Help It You're Feeling Butterflies)
Its obvious,
We have Chemistry
(I think I know it cuz it feels so right)
Girl I wanted so long to know
Now Your telling me you gotta let it go
(Dont Tell Me I have to start all over again)
I Never thought that this day would come
(This is somthing that i've wanted in my life)
I relize that you're the one
(and you're telling me its time to say goodbye)
To Put this out of my heart It ain't gonna change
So it shouldn't be so easy to walk away
(You feel it I feel it lets not be tense)

(Chorus)
Baby, I Don't Know What Love Is
Maybe I'm A Fool
I Just Know What I'm Feeling
And It's All Because Of You
Don't Tell Me
I Don't Know
I Want The Truth
Cuz They Call It
We Call It
You Call It
I Call It Love

It's so clear for you to see
(dont let anybody tell you what to do)
Why they can't they just let us be happy
(i dont want to find somebody new)
If you know whats real in your heart
Then dont let them tear us apart
(Cuz you feel it I feel it Lets think this through)

(Chorus)
Baby, I Don't Know What Love Is
Maybe I'm A Fool
I Just Know What I'm Feeling
And It's All Because Of You
Don't Tell Me
I Don't Know
I Want The Truth
Cuz They Call It
We Call It
You Call It
I Call It Love

(Break)
We Have a bond thats unbreakable
And its not time to let it go
And now that we know its real
We are going to let it show
To the whole world
That I'm yours forever
and you're my girl

(Chorus)
Baby, I Don't Know What Love Is
Maybe I'm A Fool
I Just Know What I'm Feeling
And It's All Because Of You
Don't Tell Me
I Don't Know
I Want The Truth
Cuz They Call It
We Call It
You Call It
I Call It Love
(Repeat 2)

Love
They Call It Love
I Call it
Love

P/S: "This is what "I" call it love..."

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