Only Love . . .

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

Love,
-[aLbY]-

YOU

You
A fading memory of you
A loneliness that calls on you
When twilight comes too soon
To mourn, to haunt, our reverie

You,
Won't you tell me what to do
What to say and how to prove
That I long to be so close to you
That is all I ask of you
I can't help it but i'm so
In love with you
Don't tell me that's too hard on you
Cause no one else will do

You,
You can make me see it through
I am nothing without you
Baby hold me close to you
That is all I ask of you
You walk away & i'll be running back to you
Running back to you
You're my one & only one you--

You can make me see it through
I am nothing without you
Please hold me close to you
That is all I ask of you
You walk away & i'll be running back to you
Running back to you
You're my one & only one you

U see me wrong, u see it wrong, u feel it wrong coz i'm never what u thought i'd treated u as what u said. I love u truely till the bottom of my heart, this is what i've been doing for u! U've had me all! I wont let u go coz of the untrue fact..

Love,
-[aLbY]-

Sunshine . . .

*** I still remember u said u liked her song very much! I'd never forgotten before. *** lyrics

I watched another sunrise today, but this morning i dont really see the sun due to the heavy mist. The weather was a little cloudy. But i still managed to watch the sky turned bright at the end. Huh? What? Another day? Ya,...i miss u so much! Been thinking of u, and kept asking myself why too, no one to keep me company, so i decided to wait for the sunrise. Until today, i still care, i still cared alot about u, i miss u and i still love u as much as i used to! I still remember i learnt this from u, "each and everytime when i woke up, i'll greet myself good morning!" to make urself more refreshing! Instead of greeting good morning to myself, i greeted "good morning to myself and i love u!" The spirit that i still have, was because u mean alot to me. I can be called stupid by anybody, coz of doing stupid act, but btw me and u and its for u, it aren't stupid at all coz whatever u've said to me, taught me, done for me, i remembered ALL and it means alot to me too! That's why i love u so much till today no matter what happen and wont leave u but will wait for u...

I found out myself although im still being stubborn & strong to get things back, it's all because i love u truely with my heart and dont want to be separated with u coz of the misunderstandings happening outside. I had never betrayed u, i mean it, i NEVER BETRAYED anybody before especially the one i love most, U only! I truely love u with my heart baby...i'll wait for u! Goodnight everyone!

With love,
-[aLbY]- @ -43-

To love you more . . .

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Yours Love,
-[aLbY]-

Won't let you fall . . .

[Verse:]
I'll never let you go
So, never let me go
I will be your journey
And you will be my road
Down the stormy path
Love will never come to pass
It will be an anchor
Although the winds may blow

[Pre-Chorus:]
And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I'll follow
To the end, back again
You know

[Chorus:]
Won't let you fall
Fall out of love
'Cause together we'll be holding on
'Cause all we have is us
Won't let you go
Go away again
Because life don't mean nothing at all
If I don't have your love

[Verse:]
I will dry your tears
Take away your fears
Let me be your shelter
Your heart is safe in here
So beautiful and pure
There's nothing I would not endure
Oh, love as got me blinded
I see it all so clear

[Pre-Chorus (1x)]
[Chorus (1x)]

[Bridge:]
I'm down for you for whatever
Anything you going through
What's mine is yours
Every little thing
I got you
Even when winds will change
Come smashing down and crashing on you

[Chorus]

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This song is dedicated just for you...i guess, the very inner meaning of this song, besides the song itself, u should know that i've always been saying this to u even till today too. From the 1st sentence down till the end of the song, i guess, i've said all this to u before and promised u that i'll never gonna let u go and wont let u fall......i'm not gonna let u fall, coz i only love u still till the bottom of my heart! "'Cause together we'll be holding on, 'Cause all we have is us.." I still remember u said this to me, only me but no one else, and i said that to u too coz all we have is us ONLY! Only the both of us, that what we wanted, and what we have had for each other all this while. This 2 sentence is so true that it couldnt keep me from stop tearsing missing u so much, i've faith in u! I'm saying about the truth, no lies beneath, but only sincerity and the loyalty that i always have in myself for U which u CAN NEVER DENY the truth, that i truely and always love u baby...i'll wait for u...

With love,
-[aLbY]-

01-04-2008

It's another April Fool, dunno whether was your joke last year had become true or not, but this is what i truely want u to know now that this is what I want to say to u...



And it's the only thing in my heart for u which is still golden and true till today, I love you very much & I'd never let go of u before. I'll wait...and I'll wait for u...others may said its a fool of doing it, but its all worth if u really love one with the heart. I've faith in us, I'll wait for u to forgive and to accept me back! Most importantly I'd never betrayed u before...



Love,
-[aLbY]- @ -38-

When they're not around . . .

I'm super tired, my eyes are extremely heavy now, ya, it's close to evening at 6pm soon! I only slept for 2hours last night, was having insomnia and rushing for assignment (due today). Went out since 7.15am, went to the airport, dropped my parents there coz they're going for a vacation with their friends for 10days. I'm alone...again! Then i drove directly to college to attend a class and stayed back for assignment, my groupmates didnt make it to complete the work with me. I was alone, doing everything till evening only i handed in. Back to the story, after my aprents came back, again they'll be going for the second trip for 1week as well as my sister, she has a biz trip, so she will also wont be around for 2weeks. I'm ALL ALONE AGAIn...heh, tribute to 18-09-2007, prolly no one will remember that, but i'll always remember it coz it really touches me so much! It was one of the day that makes me so happy! I love u baby, and i love u very much...thank you so much! Maybe it wont happen again, but i've faith in u to wait for u. I'll wait....i'll wait for u! I miss u...i jz miss u so much..,i'm sorry, i'm tired for now, my eyes are really heavy...i shall pen-off and to be continue...take care everyone...Love u...

Yours truly,
-[aLbY]-

Wait for you . . .

I waited, and its really early in the morning now. I didnt sleep at all, but i was watching for sunrise, going to sleep soon. Its so beautiful!! I saw it! I remembered i watched the sunrise before...somewhere...the whole night i was thinking over u, and u were running in my mind. U've never stopped running in my mind before. I love u always and i miss u so much! Baby, i'll wait for u no matter what...u'll always have to remember this song, i will always wait for u...

Love,
-[aLbY]- @ -36-

Because of you

(Verse 1)
If ever you wondered if you touched my soul yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you...

(Chorus)
Because of you, my life has changed,
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame,
I'll tell the world it's because of you

(Verse 2)
Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you...

(Chorus)
Because of you, my life has changed,
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame,
I'll tell the world it's because of you

(Bridge)
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me I want the world to see,
It's because of you

(Chorus)
Because of you, my life has changed,
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame,
I'll tell the world
It's because of you My life has changed
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you

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(For you) 100 things u should know how i feel for you. It's all...

"Because of you, my life has changed..."
"Because of you, you'd been the best for me..."
"Because of you, you'd made me so much in love with you..."
"Because of you, I'd learnt alot..."
"Because of you, I'd changed alot..."
"Because of you, I'm the happiest person..."
"Because of you, I've nothing more important than you only..."
"Because of you, no one is yet to be compared..."
"Because of you, you'd made my day by saying 'I Love You'..."
"Because of you, you'd made my day by saying 'I MIss You'..."
"Because of you, you'd made me understand what's LOVE..."
"Because of you, I said I wont let you go..."
"Because of you, I said I'll never fall for others..."
"Because of you, I'm loyal to you..."
"Because of you, I'd made many commitments..."
"Because of you, I've became a better person..."
"Because of you, I've the best 'asset' in my life..."
"Because of you, you make me miss you so much..."
"Because of you, you make me love you so much..."
"Because of you, I love to love you more..."
"Because of you, I love to cared for you more..."
"Because of you, I will do anything for you...."
"Because of you, I would make you the happiest person..."
"Because of you, I'll never forget you..."
"Because of you, I wont look for others..."
"Because of you, I'll do many unexpected action..."
"Because of you, I'll never reluctant you..."
"Because of you, I wont be regret to be together with u..."
"Because of you, I can accept whatever critics from others..."
"Because of you, I can make you having a wonderful time together with me..."
"Because of you, I wont disappoint you anymore..."
"Because of you, I'll not let anyone gonna hurt u..."
"Because of you, I promised u I'll not hurt u anymore..."
"Because of you, I'll not make u suffer anymore..."
"Because of you, I've so much hope to stay still till today..."
"Because of you, I'd enjoyed so much being together with u..."
"Because of you, I'll share whatever ups and down together with u..."
"Because of you, I'm willing to be by your side no matter what happens..."
"Because of you, I found what's most important in my life..."
"Because of you, I am what I am today..."
"Because of you, I'll wait for you in no time where ever u go..."
"Because of you, I love you so much..."
"Because of you, we've sacrificed so much to be together..."
"Because of you, I'll have sleepless night missing and worrying about u..."
"Because of you, my tears never stop when u're not around..."
"Because of you, my love will never change..."
"Because of you, I'm doing so much..."
"Because of you, my heart always belong to you..."
"Because of you, I'll never stop thinking of you..."
"Because of you, I feel no shame..."
"Because of you, I write this..."
"Because of you, I'll never forget each and everything u said to me..."
"Because of you, I'll never forget each and everything u've done for me..."
"Because of you, I'll never forget to remember you baby..."
"Because of you, no one is able to understand what I need except u..."
"Because of you, no one will treat me as how u've treated me..."
"Because of you, I'll explore u no matter what obstacle I faced..."
"Because of you, I'll always be with u..."
"Because of you, I'll never break my promises..."
"Because of you, u will get what u wanted from me..."
"Because of you, u will never be alone eating..."
"Because of you, I'd NEVER and WONT betray u!"
"Because of you, I closed my choices for u only because I only wanted to be with u..."
"Because of you, I dedicate this song to u..."
"Because of you, I'll do many silly things for u..."
"Because of you, it's worth no matter what it takes to be with u..."
"Because of you, I'll not bother of your past..."
"Because of you, I'll never give up!"
"Because of you, I see plenty of colors in my life..."
"Because of you, rainbow appears in every second while u're by my side..."
"Because of you, I dont want to lose my beloved no matter what happened..."
"Because of you, I want to be with u..."
"Because of you, I'm never lonely..."
"Because of you, I'll never stop looking at your eyes..."
"Because of you, I'll never stop hugging u in my arms..."
"Because of you, I love u by kissing on your forehead..."
"Because of you, I'd been kissed on the forehead too..."
"Because of you, I love you by kissing on your nose..."
"Because of you, I hold your hands without letting it go..."
"Because of you, I want to give u back the happiness we used to have together..."
"Because of you, many wonderful event had happened..."
"Because of you, I only want to spend my time with u..."
"Because of you, I feel grateful and thankful for having u..."
"Because of you, I felt myself the luckiest person ever..."
"Because of you, I prioritize u..."
"Because of you, I only want to be the person who loves me truely..."
"Because of you, u'd given me the best and sweetest memories..."
"Because of you, u deserve the best from me..."
"Because of you, u'd mesmerize me..."
"Because of you, I need u so much..."
"Because of you, I'd always be sorry for what I've done to make u mad or sad..."
"Because of you, I've accepted all of u..."
"Because of you, I'll never say 'I hate you'..."
"Because of you, I dont want to waste time on anyone else..."
"Because of you, I'll share whatever I have with u..."
"Because of you, I'll always be supporting u physically or mentally..."
"Because of you, I share my heart with u...
"Because of you, I wont give up on anything especially u..."
"Because of you, I'm always yours..."

With Love,
-[aLbY]- @ -34-

When you believe . . .

Its hard to believe when one know another has known one well, but rumours has ruined whatever good name of oneself. Its even harder when one believe that the rumour is something which never and never thought it would happen before, but, hypocrites is F.O.R.E.V.E.R hypocrites, rumour is jz rumour. The truth is when you believe that rumour shouldn't be trusted especially rumour by hypocrites...which i hated and anti so much all this while! People who knows me well, would DEFINITELY know that i hated hypocrites and i dont betray too...If two really love each other, they should trust whatever they've been thru as evidence that they aren't as what the hypocrites says..

-[aLbY]-

I'm sorry . .

Only we know about this song existence, I'm sorry for the bad times, but i'll guarantee of the good times with u...

-[aLbY]-

Alike us . . .

Its just like us, we misses each other so badly when we couldn't see each other. We did alot of things, funny actions sometimes to make ourselve happy, sometimes for each other to be happy of seeing us doing funny actions. When the bad time comes, we will be separated for a moment, then after for a moment when we got fine back, the good times hit us to love each other even more. Truely, i'd never stop loving u before in fact I'd always been saying that u're the best gift on Earth, and u're still the best gift till today. I love you, I love you more than anything, anyone else, because u love me from the day you said you love me..Where ever i go, whatever i do, u're still and always in my heart and mind! Don't let go of me, I love you loads baby...

-[aLbY]- @ -31-

I MEAN YOU!

Hypocrites who ditch whatever they said and left unsolved problems to the others, will deserve the worst in their live! YOU WILL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU'VE SAID! Remember what I said here today... (if you terasa and felt for what i'm saying is about you then you'd better be careful of your words!) I'VE SAID BEFORE I HATED HYPOCRITES!

-[aLbY]-

I'd rather say on such a meaningful day . . .

It's another 23rd today, no one would ever know how much this day means to us even ourselves sometimes, but we'll surely say "I love you" on this meaningful day. Indeed, the song means everything i want to tell u...
But i wanted u to know that this are what's all from my heart...

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd said this to you before and i want you to know this very clearly, "When you're the one I said I only love, You will always be the one I only love..." I'd never loved anyone before even from the day we begin until today, I'd never fell for anyone before except you also. If i ever get to swear, i'd rather swear that i never had loved anyone except you before. Even "The moment when I hold your hand, I said I will not let you go, I will never gonna let you go..". I'd never let you go before, I'd never betrayed you, I'd never love anyone else, I'd never think of anyone else, I'd been telling you the truth that no matter what happens, I will never gonna leave you cause I only love you in the heart but no one else...before, never before...and i wont too!

It represents how important you are to me, I'd rather love my "heart" and always cared for my "heart" which is also my "heart" cause nothing can be compared between you and me because our heart is both as one...

When you said you love me, I said I love you too, when you said you dont want to be hurt anymore, I said I will promise you to be a better person so that you will never gonna be hurt anymore cause I only wanted to be with you happily and only showered you with all my love...I'd never change before, I'd never change my sentence, I'm still who I am when you first knew me until today, the only thing was changed in me was how much you've enlighten and brighten my life and how much glory you've gave me with your love...

If I could have the opportunity to confess what's really in my heart, I would want to say I only love you with all my heart...it'd never been snatched, it'll never be snatched off by anyone too!

p/s: "I believe when the first time you said you love me, I know you really love me, when the second time you said you love me, I told myself I will not gonna leave you, when the third time you said you love, I said I'll never gonna let you go, whenever you said you love me, I told myself I'll be the best for you no matter what cause your love, can never be compared to anyone and that's why I love the whole of what you are today still...I'll still wait for you my beloved!"

With love,
-[aLbY]-

When you say you love me . . . .

I just wanna say that this is what it has always been in my mind that i wanted u to know my honesty and truthfulness that i love you as much as u do too...

With Love,
-[aLbY]-

Untitled

Only two things i wanted to say to you, I miss you very much & I love you till the bottom of my heart truely! Afterall, i only wanted u to know that i still care for u no matter what had happened because it is all worth for me to wait for you...

Yours truely,
-[aLbY]-

Since I found you . . . .

i think of you in everything that i do
to be with you what ever it takes i'll do
cause you my love, you all my heart desires
you've lighten up my life forever i'm alive

since i found you my world seems so brand new
you've show me the love i never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since i found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since i found you

your love shines bright
through all the corners of my heart
maybe you are my dearest heart
i give you all i have my heart, my soul, my life
my destiny is you
forever true... i'm so in love with you

since i found you my world seems so brand new
you've show me the love i never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since i found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since i found you

my heart forever true...
in love with you..

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Its been a month, since we celebrated Valentine's together. I remembered that was the happiest moment of being together! I've planned something for the day, waiting for the time to past. Coincidence i've a whole day class, right after class ended at 5pm, i left in a rush to get u a Valentine's gift, it took me close to 2½hours to got u the gift! I was very happy, i hoped that u would be happy with the gift although it isnt as expensive as it's thought but it represents my sincerity to u of the Valentine's gift this year. I didn't have the chance to take a pic of the gift but only the Valentine's card. Heh, i actually prepared the card much earlier before Valentine's thou. We had dinner at Gardens, joked and were happy of the day, then went for a movie, CJ7! I was shocked that u wanted to watch movie that time, i didnt know, but i was very excited to hear that coz we finally could spend sometime for some movie together especially on such meaningful day! Although it was a pre-Valentine's but i was already very happy since then till Valentine's too. I only pass the gift by the end of the day, and i was asked not to waste anymore money! "I'm happy if i could be with u, dont waste money buying gifts edi lar ok...", my gifts are as an appreciation to express my love for u to make u feel that u're appreciated and loved by me alot! I do not and never felt it's not worth it to get anything for u before! I'll never forget this day...

p/s: "I love u very much, and misses u badly baby...."

-[aLbY]-

If you ever remember . . .

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred know our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held...

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I couldn't stay any longer, finally had fallen sick...the song means a lot to us! :'( jz let the song played by itself tonight. Goodnight everyone...goodnight to u too!

p/s: "I misses you so much baby...."

-[aLbY]-

I need you now . . . .

Here I am
At 6 a clock in the morning
Still thinking about you
It's still hard
At 6 a clock in the morning
To sleep without you
And I know that it might
Seem to late for love
All I know

[chorus]
I need you now
More than words can say
I need you now
I've got to find a way
I need you now
Before I lose my mind
I need you now

Here I am
Im looking out my window
Im dreaming about you
Cant let go
At 6 a clock in the morning
I feel you beside me
And i know that it might
Seem to late for love
For love

Guitar Solo

[chorus]
I need you now
More than words can say
I need you now
I've got to find a way
I need you now
Before I lose my mind
I need you now
More than words can say
I need you now
I got to here you say
I need you now
Before I lose my mind
I need you now

I need you now
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No one, would ever ever ever know how much i need you my baby....I misses and needed u so so so badly!!~
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Hoping that i'm really going thru things which is written on this horoscope about myself! "....Your personal relationships are also starting to feel more collaborative now, because you are both working on a common goal: Getting closer and learning more about each other." I've some faith in what this horoscope describe about me relating to my current situation, but....hoping that it would really turned out something positive at the end too! Anyhow, i guess i'm falling sick....flu, cough, body heating, body aching, tired....heh, not gonna take any medicine yet, coz i took some vitamins, and yea...i remember i was told to take this when i'm not feeling well, dissolve the vitamin into water and finish it at once! I jz did it...thank u so much! It'll be the best medicine ever! Love you...

Btw, i'd chicken rice earlier for dinner, i misses the moments of having chicken rice with u together! Hope that we could continue eating chicken rice together...for breakfast.....for lunch......and for dinner too!

-[aLbY]-

Right here waiting . . .

In the college now, having lab session! I suddenly heard of this song in the car earlier, i know it has been posted on the blog before, but i bet you guys will barely listen to this song so often, prolly once in awhile, but right now u can play it here! I'm still right here waiting for u baby....

-[aLbY]-