Everytime I close my eyes . . .

Babyface Lyrics
Everytime I Close My Eyes Lyrics

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You make it real . . . .

James Morrison Lyrics
You Make Me Real Lyrics

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Sick . . .

I'm so sick of the internet@phone line whenever it rain!!! I'm outside Oldtown outside my house now, can only grab as many information as i could then back to do my write out! SIgh.....i'm so wanna finish my assignments immediately! All my group assignment aren't started yet! FOUR GROUP ASSGMT vs ONE INDIVIDUAL ASSGMT! ARghh....

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Back . . . . for a moment!

Sorry guys for the lacking of update on my blog! NO TIME la! hehehe have been busy with my studies, work and many other things! Gosh...my desktop is OFFICIALLY having breakdown! Gosh!!! Anyway, sorry for the slow update ya! Within this few months time, among the happening parties i've attended was Isaac-Edmund-Michelle-Shan Shan-Nawihs-Ernest-Abby-Karen's birthday party, Quattro launching and many more other happening events! Hahah gosh, upcoming is gonna be till end of the year which are Hugo-Joshua-Carter-Kelvin's birthday. WOW!!!! Many other events coming up soon summo! Gosh! Pics????????? I know y'll surely curious waiting for the pics, let me have the time 1st! :P HAHAHAHAHAH

Well, next week i'm gonna be darn darn busy! FYP proposal clinic with the representatives to check on the progress of our work and work for 3days! Aihz...wopz, tonight attending another friend's sis pre-wedding night! HAHAHAH another party......

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STRESS

I've been super stress of my final year project (FYP) proposal lately! No time to update my blog AT ALL! All the bday parties and parties pics! Gosh....sorry readers! Let me get this f*cking proposal done and sent by this friday, I'LL UPDATE ASAP aight! Please be PATIENT....my blog is still not dead yet! It'll be lively back soon, but dont know whether would it be interesting or not! So here's jz a lil update on WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING MY BLOG ok! PATIENCE ya....

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One Sweet Day!

Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say.
Now it's too late to hold you. '
Cause you've flown away, so far away.

Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile.
Feelin' and knowing you hear me.
It keeps me alive. Alive!

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Picture a little scene from Heaven.

Darling, I never showed you.
Assumed you'd always be there.
I took your presence for granted.
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared.

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven.
Like so many friends we've lost along the way.
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Picture a little scene from Heaven.

Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll
always look to a brighter day.

Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep,
You'll always listen, as I pray!

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say

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I finally found someone . . .

Its been 2weeks i havent been updating anything on my blog but only helping to promote the dance competition which is going to be held in my college, APIIT. Well, 2nights ago, i was at home after gym and dinner, was sitting at the living room watching tv on my own. Watched "Devil Wears Prada". Yea, everybody knows what is the story all about, me too, but i eventually learnt something, "I choose to be what I am and what I want". No one forced me to, but myself to be who i am willingly. Eventually, i would wanna say i made my decision to be like this, no matter what the consequences is or what the result is, i'll bear it all by myself. Afterall, i make my own decision and there should be no regrets too...goodluck Alby! Appreciate what you have right now...whatever you have right now!

Well, i know i've been procrastinating many post since months back, sorry abt that, my desktop is having prob, previously my laptop too but its fine back now after the repair, and i've no motivation to post them up! Sorry for the DELAY! Will update it in summary form later...

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ATTENTION: 1st Inter-College Danze2Nista

ATTENTION TO ALL THE YOUNGSTERS, the month of October is the month where each and every one of you will enjoy the very first Inter-College Danze2Nista Online N Reality Dance Tournament organized by APIIT UCTI! What are you guys & gals waiting for? Details are as below:-


When: 1st November 2008 @ 6pm
Where: APIIT UCTI
Why: Coz it’s TOO HOT to MISS!!!




Featuring:
Celebrity DJs
2 Dance Floors to Party on
Usher’s dance battle
Hitz FM
Euphoria
MyC! Magazine
Many more…

*** FOC for LADIES before 7pm! ***

Ticket is RM15 and are limited. So, for those that are intesrested may RSVP by contacting the following people.

Edmund Quah - 0169789048
Elly Lim - 0129707263
Ji Hin - 0173641638
Darshini - 0164562411
Ji Hsia - 0146493413

For more, please click HERE

BAD LUCK!!!

This is just so pathetic and sad! Was suppose to update and upload pictures of the past events but......there's a bad news here, i had a farewell@pre-bday party for a good friend at Chilis, Midvalley, after that everyone went back to bath and changed for second round, club! We arrived around 11++pm, was figuring out how to enter, i was using my phone all time! Then Ed and I managed to enter first, then we brought the rest in, ONLY 5minutes into the club! I walked back out, my phone went MISSING! :( arGH!!! fuck it!!!! I lost my precious and now i need to spend for another new phone again! Just got my figure back in my savings but there goes again for another new phone! I'm so desperately wanted my parents to sponsor me this time! For the past few years i've been paying the phone all by myself! Sigh...my contacts...pictures...important notes...omg!!! Why am i such bad luck nowadays!! So many bad things happened all at once!! Both my desktop and laptop are having system error! So unstable, simply restart non-stop or display card problem! SIGhh.....please save me from all this trouble! Im in such bad luck nowadays!! :(
now i gotta consider what phone to buy! how much money am i coming out, whether is there gonna be sponsor or not, and....gOsh...!!~ no mood to update the rest yet people, maybe after awhile when im over this "lost phone" incident!

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Patient . . .

A little more patience ok? I'm really SO gonna update it already! hehehe from my birthday onwards ok! Dont worry people! WAIT!

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Talk to me . . .

talk to me
you speak with me
don’t sink before you rise baby
don’t fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the time we had
feels like a world away
so who’s to say
we’ll be okay
we will make it through the night
don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
cause we’re the same
and I know that we’ll never change
look, I bought your favourite ice cream
I don’t wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
I don’t know if we going to be the same
baby just talk with me
cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me

p/s: "Sorry if this is not a clear version of the song, i'll try to search for it again, but for this temporary moment listen to this unclear version first. This is a nice song, it expresses what is in my heart...."

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Finally my Kenneth Cole!!!!!!!

Hahaha finally i've the time to post up my favourite perfume! :D KENNETH COLE!!!!!
Ta dang dang dang dang............guess how much is this whole set cost? ONLY RM300! My last 21st present from my sister! hahahah i've been craving for this perfume since 1yrs back! Its so difficult to get it, i've seen it at most place and they dont have it! Luckily i ordered this 1-2months back at Sg Wang, Parkson! :D SMELLS so good and refreshing!!! yummy....hahaha the whole set is so nice and the the box is so elegant some more! WOW!!!! good good good....finally! heheheh




Thanks sis for the present!!!! :D

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Never had a dream come true . . .

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

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What can I do?

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..
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Finally my stress period is over, and going to be free back for the next few months before the next semester examination comes. Yea yea, i know i havent been updating my birthday post & pictures yet, still getting the pictures alright! This is a nice song, YES i know its old ok! C'mon, its jz me, i know i'm an old freak who loves old songs and old things. Anyway, this is Alby!~ my parents said that i'm a sentimental person (*ahem*), well, i guess i'm just what everyone says, "Alby is an emo fella." Ya, it's jz because am a person who's sentimental and stick to no changes, that's why i'm an emo fella when i encounter indifference in anything. Sometimes i really felt that i only want to live in my own world. Nothing can be like what u expected unless u achieve it by your own effort. I will only put in 101% of effort in achieving something which is important to me in my life. I dont know whether do i consider myself a naive or a close-minded person. I'm not a very tradition person, but at least i'm truthful to everybody except people i dislike. I've undergo a 21yrs of life, i met different people, really different people in terms of character and type of human being too. I learned something, but i only learn to adapt to it! It's either i take it or leave it. Sometimes somehow i hoped what i've would remain and not changed....but on some circumstances, Alby, you dont have a choice! I know i may not be a good son, a good boyfriend nor a good friend, but what i'm good at is i'm Alby itself. To people who knows Alby (really well), will know he has at least ONE good criteria in everyone's mind.

I finally had turned 21yrs old. I did gain and lost some things. What are they i needn't say it out as it isn't important to anyone but i've only been wishing for one thing all this while, it's alright, as i said, my things aren't so important to anyone again. Lets say this is only a random post where i havent been writing for long? I've no good results in life at the moment, i gain NOTHING and lost EVERYTHING. This is what i meant by i gain something and lost something. I wanted to make my blog private i guess, feeling that i only wanted to leave in my own world. Sad isn't it? HAHA...

Actually I felt i've aimless life now. Everyone has their dreams, ambitions or at least an aim in life, but i dont, in my 21st birthday, i made 2wishes this year. Both wishes are exclusively made for people whom is important in my life...not even for myself! Maybe it's jz like what some people says, fate in life. My happiness, was once in my own hands, but now, i realise my hands are jz retard and malfuncion. I make people in my surroundings unhappy instead of happiness. Sometimes i really felt i'm a troublemaker to everyone. "Alby, Alby...u need to be strong, then proof to everybody u're not as you said yourself, a useless fella! Proof them u're at least someone to them in their list!" Rant but keeping myself courage, it sounded kinda stupid isn't it? HAHA but only myself could help myself...thanks to whomever who visits and read my blog. I appreciated all your precious time reading such blog, ranting of myself!

Hey people, have u ever listen to the songs i posted on the right side of my blog? Yea, some emo songs again!! Anyway, they're masterpiece songs which reminded me so much of the greatest memories i had before. Give urself sometime to listen to the songs. They means alot to me...

Its close to 4am, i couldn't sleep really! I was super tired, but couldn't rest at all. My air-cond is leaking, so no air-cond for the night, its a public holiday, but to me its jz a normal monday, im on a week holiday before starting my new semester, but i dont feel like going anywhere at all, im not studying under-pressure as well, but still cant sleep!

I'm really missing something in life now, my soul i guess...why cant i be perfect? Why cant i jz make people in my surrounding happy with me? Sigh...i should jz stop here! Enough of ranting in such a sad place! Thanks for spending your precious time reading on such a blog...

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I'm officially 21years and 1month old!

I'm officially 21yrs and 1mth old now! Hahaha...stressing for exam now, till friday! Wish me luck people!

p/s: Enjoy the song...i love this song!!~

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Love to be loved by you . . .

I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

p/s: Still stress with exam till this coming friday!!!~ Enjoy the song people...

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STRESS ... EXAM ... STRESS ... EXAM ...

Sorry people, i really have not much time to post pictures of my birthday and other occasions! No time for blogging at the moment as i'll be having ONE WEEK exam from 25/8 till 29/8! So bear with it, i'll be right back...STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!! Please help me with the exam answer sheet!!!!!! *sobsob* TIME FASTER PASS..........i want HOLIDAY.........................

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Random

Shayne Ward - You're not alone



Michael Jackson - Remember the time



Player - Baby come back

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You're #2 . . .

I hate hypocrites and people who boycott untrue stories especially about me. You're great, u've got everything from me! What u left is pieces of shits to me! Will u get to read my blog, i dont know, will u know who am i talking about, u may not know too, but its alright, no one will know, i can do nothing about you and you've won everything from me! You've money, you've skills, you've contacts, you've got brain to turn and twist ones mind, you've got "my" precious to trust you're ONE FINE PERSON! Happy isnt it? I guess that's not enough yet for you, you havent seen me having NOTHING and EMPTY yet. You insane crazy freak! You'll deserve what you should one day! You're the 2nd person i hate most on Earth...congrates!~ When i said i hate you, i hate you deep in to my nerves!

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A new beginning . . . .

Celine Dion - A new day has come Lyrics

Hey i'm back, its been a week, i was super busy since after my birthday week! 4assignments due in 2weeks time, mostly last minute done work, some half way done before my birthday! Wopz, for your info, my birthday is on the 27/7 hehehe well, i'd throw a small house party together with a few good buds of mine and it went thru successfully! Sorry ya, i REALLY dont have ANY pics AT THE MOMENT yet! LoLz, am gonna get it VERY SOON aight! Guess i gotta say when it reaches sharp at 12am on the 27/7/2008, i've officially turned 21y/o! I'm an adult now! Everything is the new beginning i should say it, everything is gonna RESTART and MAKE it better from now onwards....

21y/o, it's my VERY first birthday party of my 21years of life, the most gift i ever had during my birthday! HAHAHAH so happy, but whats the funniest thing was instead of a birthday cake, i was actually holding a bottle of MY OWN CHIVAS sharp at 12am! *sweat* funny isnt it? hahaha that bloody Ed planned earlier! Ish, i wanted so much a cake for my birthday since i havent been eating pastry for long but it didnt turned up during my birthday but a bottle of CHIVAS! Shit man, 10secs + 2secs extra from the count of 10 for the countdown to my birthday! SHIT! It was still fine if there's stopper but THERE ISN'T ANY OK!!! NONE!!!! WTF!!!! Bloody Ed fooled me nicely this time, i drank more than a QUARTER within 12secs! But i was darn happy anyway that time! hahaha everything turned out well! After the 12secs, i'd red wine, red wine + coke, sprite etc...OMFG, super tipsy! LoLz, many things happened then thereafter, not even noticing in btw the 2hours too! LMAO! (**Sorry gonna keep it secret but for THOSE who knows what happened, SHHHHHHHH**) Eventually the party ends at 4++am, everyone left, and i slept witht he presents! hahahah one of the friend was at the living room, DRUNK + ASLEEP! Another year older...really guys, wait for the update of my birthday pictures, thou i didnt get to take MUCH AS MOSTLY THINK IT WAS THEIR BIRTHDAY THERE, but the atmosphere + the theme, OH MY....im just so satisfy with everything me and my buds planned! :) thank u all so much! Love y'll so much...!!!!!!

Btw, i've finally handed in 3 of my assignments, left 1 more to go! Wish me best of luck ya!!! :) another thing, i've been to Euphoria by M.O.S TWICE last week, i didnt know i was in the guest list there cause i registered for Euphoria?! *sweat* okok, i guess thats all for tonight...goodnight people!~ nitezZzz...

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