Dedication . . .

Someone had dedicated this song to me when i was feeling stress! :)



Anyway, it's a very random post, having exam now, will only post up more things after my exam this coming friday@23/1 aight! Wish me luck! 2nd paper later!! Jason Chen is someone random who likes singing on YouTube! Hahahah quite a good singer thou, some friends found him on YouTube. He's only 20, American born Taiwanese. He's not bad in singing! Listen to other songs in his profile! :D niteZzz....






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I'm feeling it again . . . .

It's been for years, and for the past whole week, i've been depressing in the midnight OF myself...and i'm so sick of it! :'( everyone is the same, also human being, i do lose my emotion at times and i'm really really depress with what im confronting now, hair loss! Wish me best of luck people...

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Please forgive me . . . .

Heard this on the radio the other day, haven't heard for long. Such a meaningful song...



It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

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Missing the moment . . .

I'm eagerly missing the moments I used to have badly! :(
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One more . . . .

I left out something! After celebrating New Year, me and my friends walked to collect my car, GUESS WHAT? MY SLK BATTERY DIED AGAIN! Argh....what the FUCK!? First 3.5hours, my car broke down after entering to a brand new year! What a NEW YEAR! Sigh, kept everyone waited at the mamak! Thanks to Darren and Carter for saving the car battery, sorry for keeping you guys waited long & also to Colin who FIRST time to sat on my car! HAHAHA sorry ya...

My first time, driving along KL without air-cond with my SLK in the midnight! Thank God the air was slightly FRESHER than anytime that time! HAHAHA...

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A brand new year!!!~

Happy New Year to everyone and wishing of all y'll a brand new year with a better year ahead! :D wealthy, healthy, what "-thy" except mati can already! Hahahah :D

My assignment period is on again, tomorrow is the last day, i need to pass it to my groupmates all by tomorrow, then saturday i'll be departing to LANGKAWI for holiday!! Yay....will only be back on the 7/1, so i'll see you people by then, will only update when i've the time because exam is around the corner too, 19/1 till 23/1! SCARY......

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T.W.I.L.I.G.H.T

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down



This is dedicated for you...

New Year is coming, I'm best hoping for a better year ahead and also looking forward to a brand new year in 2009! Best wishes to everybody and a Happy New Year!

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Random post . . . . (as promised)

Here's a family dinner at 7atenine with my family. Food seems not bad! Price is still reasonable, not too expensive or too cheap thou! Environmental wise, not too bad! Good service! Hahaha, it's a nice place for chilling, as well as for candle light dinner! :D try it!



Well...well...well...i guess i'm kinda failure! My own birthday pics i still haven't get all the compilations yet! GOsh...yet i'm posting other's birthday pictures! MORE COMING SOON OK!!! MORE COMING SOON!!! Anyway, coming back to the topic, here's a compilation of all the pictures taken during Carter's 22nd birthday celebration @ NZX, Ara Damansara with a few of us! Yea, it's a pre-birthday celebration, but at least we did enjoyed throughout the night! Was first having dinner at FULLHOUSE (also at NZX, Ara Damansara), then we went to the Disneyland, the local one (also in NZX, Ara Damansara), took many pictures there! There're 2 more group pictures, very beautiful ones, cost us RM20/piece, but it can be used with the entrance voucher we bought for each of us! There were 5 of us, so we used RM40, left out we used it to exchange with a cute Stitch mug for the birthday boy! Then, we seems nowhere to go, i suggested to go Mont Kiara for Starbucks! We were LOST in Hartamas, then we ended up to the right place and sat there till close to 2.30am and there goes the night pass thru! Happy birthday again Carter!

***( For more pictures, you may also visit to THIS LINK from Evelyn's camera! Too bad, sad to say, Carter's other masterpiece pictures are all gone due to the memory card got corrupted! *SOB* its ok, we've all these are more than enough for the memories too! *hugs* ) ***

Next, I can't be blogging too much after this as i've tonnes of assignments to be done by this coming friday (2/01/09)! Then i'll be leaving for Langkawi trip from 3/01/09 till 7/01/09 with my bunch of buddies! It's also a farewell for those who're leaving to further studies next year...wishing all of u whose leaving, best of luck in everything & success in life!

After the trip, i'll have at least 10days for revision before my last semester of my Level 2 Degree to end! EXAM! *scary* MAN, i'm super stress now! ASSIGNMENTS! HOLIDAY! EXAM! ARgh...full of worries! Sigh...wish me luck people! PLEASE.....

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Coming soon . . . .

There'll be a few big post coming up soon before 2008 ends! No worries people! Please be patient, very very patient, waiting for the updates before 31 December 2008 ends! :D Merry Belated Xmas & a Happy New Year ahead!!!~

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I don't know why . . .

I don't know how does the feeling exist, but just tears. It kept dripping non-stop from my softy eyes...

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I'm Sorry . . .

I've finally found my favourite Korean artist music video on youtube, Tim! Well, he is a really good song composer and singer! As i said before, i've his album before, ORIGINAL ALBUM imported back by a friend 7 years back but it's LOST now! Sigh, sad...i've no idea where did it went to! Couldn't find it back! I so wanted to get the album back! As well as the others collection too! It can barely be found in the local shops here!

Anyway, Tim produces great songs! "I'm Sorry" has a very touching music video and meaning (it's with English subtitle now). Please to enjoy the song!



Behind the story of this song, there's something i would want to express here, I'm sorry! I know "sorry" isn't anything important anymore, but it represents each and everything i've done wrong in the past which i'm sorry to you, i won't repeat my mistakes anymore. I know there're many things which has no turn back including time, but as far as i know, if i still have the opportunity now to apologize and to be sorry, i'll proof you that i'm not the "bastard" anymore! To be sorry and forgiven are what i've been seeking from you. I don't want to feel regret in whatever things i've and things i've done for you. Back to few years back, i like seeing the happiness in you naturally expressed to me, i misses it so much and i misses the first time on the phone. I really hoped that time could be revert and can be stopped at the happiest time! I miss the happiest time of us and the whole you...Forgive, trust and love me back like how you used to...






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2 random song

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

When your heart's heavy

I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up

Because you want to be heard

If silence keeps you

I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved

Don't give up

It's just the hurt that you hide

When you're lost inside

I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up

Because you want to burn bright

If darkness blinds you

I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved

You are loved

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

Don't give up

Every one needs to be heard

You are loved

Someone like you . . .

Il tempo passa senza che
Lo passo mai insieme ate
Ma ti pensavo sempre
Nei sogni tu con me
Per me il mondo finira
Se non ci fossi tu
Ovunque vai
Voglio che sai

If you need a friend or a lover
Or a place that you can hide
I will always be there
Even though my hands are tied
I know deep down inside
If you'd consider what we shared
Maybe you'll see
You're all that I need

E'una vita che cercando a te
E non importa che io senta per te
Soltanto una notte ancor
Chiamami amor
All my life
I've been searching
For someone like you

There's never been a better time
There's never been a better place
For you and I together here
Alone and face to face
Oh I'd do anything
If you'd just let me in your life
Whatever it takes
I won't make the same mistake again

E'una vita che cercando a te
E non importa che io senta per te
Soltanto una notte ancor
Chiamami amor
All my life
I've been searching
For someone like you

Could it be (could it be)
The brightest star (The brightest star)
So close yet still far away (Let's get it on slowly)
Don't you know I've fallen for you
Baby I'm calling for you
Right here right now

E'una vita che cercando a te
E non importa che io senta per te
Soltanto una notte ancor
Chiamami amor
All my life
I've been searching
For someone like you

p/s: "Someone like you, is what i've been searching for..." I like the lyrics! Its meaningful!

You are the love of my life . . .

M: You are the love of my life, I knew it right from the start 

The moment I looked at you, you found a place in my heart 

F: You are the love of my life, you give me reason to live 

You taught me how to be strong. With you is where I belong 

B: No one's ever touched me, quite the way you've touched me 

People search a lifetime to find what we have. 

F: You are the love of my life, one thing that's good in this life 

B: I'll spend the rest of my days just loving you 

M: You are the love of my life, the heart and soul of my life. 

B: Once I was lost and alone, with you, at last, I am home 

[instrumental line] 

B: You give me so much of you and leave me room to be free. 

B: No one's ever touched me, quite the way you've touched me 

People search a lifetime to find what we have. 

F: You are the love of my life, one thing that's good in this life 

M: And in a world full of change, one thing I'm sure of 

M: You are the love of my life, 

one thing that makes sense in this life 

B: I'll spend the rest of my days just loving you 

M: You are the love of my life and I thank God I'm alive 

B: To spend my lifetime with you, You are the love of my life

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Outing with mom & bro . . . .

There's no class today, the one and only class from 4pm - 5.30pm has been cancelled because the lecturer wasn't around. So when i woke up, prepared and bath, then went to Midvalley with my mom and bro for lunch and to get some things. We eventually went to the new restaurant in Gardens, Canton-i Restaurant. Food not bad, price like Dragon-i. Here's the food we ate EXCEPT for my mom's wonton noodle cause she was too hungry so i didnt manage to take it! Hehehe

Apart from the food, there's also a few picture of my bro, mom and MYSELF! Haven't been blogging such things for long!





After this i'm gonna get busy with my assignments from now on...busy busy busy......






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13/11/2008 Accident

Sorry ya i know i haven't really been updating the blog but something funny and stupid happened in the college! Take a look at this stupid accident in APIIT! It's the 2nd case in a week. Plus, it blocks the path way for the car to pass! Stupid isn't it? Really gotta salute these people...

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Everytime I close my eyes . . .

Babyface Lyrics
Everytime I Close My Eyes Lyrics

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You make it real . . . .

James Morrison Lyrics
You Make Me Real Lyrics

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Sick . . .

I'm so sick of the internet@phone line whenever it rain!!! I'm outside Oldtown outside my house now, can only grab as many information as i could then back to do my write out! SIgh.....i'm so wanna finish my assignments immediately! All my group assignment aren't started yet! FOUR GROUP ASSGMT vs ONE INDIVIDUAL ASSGMT! ARghh....

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Back . . . . for a moment!

Sorry guys for the lacking of update on my blog! NO TIME la! hehehe have been busy with my studies, work and many other things! Gosh...my desktop is OFFICIALLY having breakdown! Gosh!!! Anyway, sorry for the slow update ya! Within this few months time, among the happening parties i've attended was Isaac-Edmund-Michelle-Shan Shan-Nawihs-Ernest-Abby-Karen's birthday party, Quattro launching and many more other happening events! Hahah gosh, upcoming is gonna be till end of the year which are Hugo-Joshua-Carter-Kelvin's birthday. WOW!!!! Many other events coming up soon summo! Gosh! Pics????????? I know y'll surely curious waiting for the pics, let me have the time 1st! :P HAHAHAHAHAH

Well, next week i'm gonna be darn darn busy! FYP proposal clinic with the representatives to check on the progress of our work and work for 3days! Aihz...wopz, tonight attending another friend's sis pre-wedding night! HAHAHAH another party......

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