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A very sad commercial, enjoy watching it!


Here's the original song of the advertisement:-



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Once upon a time..

I totally understand the feeling where it couldn't be expressed but there's nothing can be done! Sigh! Its confusing at times but what can we do as a human? There're things we can and there're things we cant, even no matter how hard we tried to obtain or in general the more we wanted the more difficult we'll achieve or to obtain! Life is always complicated and never easy! I've experienced before the feeling, I didnt want it to repeat again! Though i know what's 50/50 going on but in conclusion or as the matter of fact, i wished i could understand or to know the entire story but not assuming the truth beneath. I can just tell, hoped that God could find the right path!

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我没有错

These days I've been playing this song and 沒那麼簡單, non-stop, been thinking a lot, I don't know what to do, I felt like going for a bag pack alone, and to be alone, not to worry of anything or thinking of anything at all. I'm feeling restless, and all I want to do is just being alone for a moment... I don't know what is running in my mind, but this is all I want for now! :'(

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Love Song (English version)

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OMG - Usher ft. Will.i.am

Nice one! Good lyrics, good rhythm, good music, good song!

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Back to myself . . .

Many things happened these days, haven't really been sleeping well at all! Everyday almost between 5am - 7am! What the hell is wrong? Why am I being so "olden" me? Few years back I was a very stingy person, and after some incident, I've changed my perception and isn't like that anymore, and after something happened, I'm becoming "myself" back, as in being stingy! Sigh, I hated this feeling, I hated this so much! It's been haunting me all day and night long! I wanted to be alone, I wanted to be out of this place and let myself to do something which is not a waste of time! Unlike now, I haven't got a permanent full-time job for the past 5months! It's coming to the month of May, soon to be the 6th month soon, being JOBLESS after graduated! I'm so sick of my life, I knew I've not been doing anything much than loitering, wasting time, travelling here there, spending money and whatever crap I've done! But I seriously hope to get a proper job even though I does some part-time SOMETIMES, but that isn't gonna help me for my living for the future! I need a stable full-time job, I've diverted my field from IT majors in Web Media to Advertising, doing Accounts Servicing! I wanted to do something which has to deal with living objects/human being than dead objects! Sigh...it's so sickening and I'm feeling so dead these days! Didn't get a satisfactory result for my degree, jobless, family issue, everything! Argh...I wants to get out of this place for a moment ALONE seriously! I need to make a trip for myself to keep my mind away from everything and everybody! :(

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Suicide . . .

One of my ex-classmate sent me an article, Click Here. Seriously never expected that the young girl, who's only 21y/o committed suicide because she didn't get a job over the years! 200jobs that she'd been to and failed to get not-even-one! Sigh, pity her! May you rest in peace! Hopefully I don't fall into the FAILURE category like her, ended up committing suicide! Hopefully I could get a job within this 2weeks before May approach! Wish me luck people!

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Moody...

Sigh, I've no idea why am I feeling such moody these days! Seriously, it's like the momentum is missing elsewhere, wanna find somewhere else to keep me breathing properly!~ :( hopefully a better day tomorrow! It's just a short random post, nothing much but at least it relates to my headline, "All about Me, Myself & I...."...

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The Next Generation!

LMAO, seriously take a look at this! The next generation of PITBULL! He's really coming up to be like the next PITBULL! Wow...



Lagy Gaga 2010! HAHAHAHAHAH....c'mon man, seriously, I was told by Sean that this is Wen Siang style! Hahahahha....cool isn't it? :X **sorry for posting this up Siang, I didn't mean to but indeed it's really funny! Hahahaha



LoLz, 2010 new pro cheerleaders! Hahahahah...



Sean said that the Tiger refers to Wen Siang while the Duck refers to me! I was alil "terasa" when I was told that, then not till I watched the whole video.....HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAH I know why! :P

There's nothing much, I only wanted to entertain my visitor/reader since I've been posting unhappy stuff! Enjoy...






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FML!

OMG, though it's been a long time since I last blog but I'm freaking FML now! Just checked my FYP result, seriously there're 3 modules/subject in my FYP, Investigation Intelligence System (1 module/subject), Project (1 module/subject) & Investigation (1 module/subject). I've got 2 results out of 3, 1st one a 'B' and 2nd one an 'F' (FUCK) Seriously I've no idea how did I got an 'F'! There's no possibility at all when my supervisor and advisor are satisfy with my work! Arghhhhhhhh.........immediately I called my supervisor and amazingly he was SHOCKED too! DAMN APIIT seriously! What's wrong with my work now? It's ALL complete! Thank God that the result today is back to N/A due to final moderation! *relief* currently waiting for the result either tomorrow or next Monday! And also currently I'm not working yet (still)! Been doing part-time ONLY! Damn, it isn't that I select jobs I wanted but the jobs these days are choosy! =( Hopefully the career fair tomorrow held in MidValley Exhibition Hall till Sunday! Hopefully I could get a job from there, PERMANENTLY! I'd enough of having such nothing-to-do-but-restless-or-hopeless-life!

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Thumbs-Up!

I'm catching up with the insomnia again lately, simplicity nice song to introduce to those who happened to visit my blog! Have been listening to these songs for sometime! Here are a few songs I recommended...enjoy!~












Goodnight people..

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Coming soon . . .

Alright, everything has ended, updates are coming real soon aight!

Goodnight people....

** Hoped i don't have insomnia again tonight... **

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Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day!

Sorry for being too busy to update the blog! Anyway, I here stand my chance to wish everybody Happy Chinese New Year (Gong Hei Fatt Choi) and Valentine's Day to everyone outside there! May everyone stay healthier and wealthier in 2010...

Will keep the blog updated SOON! :) stay tuned...







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AVATAR (Sex scene CUT)

Hey hey hey, I've something to share here! Everybody's favourite scene! :D enjoy ya!

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The DAY . . .

I'm so nervous! Today is the day and yea, I'll be attending the first most grand event of my life for my family! My sister is getting married! HOORAY........CONGRATS to Pauline Thum & Cason Yong! Well, I'm really excited and had been waiting for the day to come, I've got almost everything ready especially my dress code for it! Hahaha...really can't wait for it now! :) everything will work well, and fine! :D

Love,
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Take the advise!

Hey readers, sorry for the mass-post/post in cantonese (for those doesn't understand), but I've found something hilarious and something that works to those who has disease like this and still not recovering, nor recovered or not consulting the specialist/doctor yet. I hope to those who reads this, take the advise, and consult the doctor/specialist by following what Kay says in the video. Goodluck and best of health everybody...

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Something to share with all of you . . . .

It was a random post, it just so happened that I went through the youtube and found this meaningful video. I would say I'm still not over my past at all, but I do understand that time will tell what's gonna happen in the next 3yrs, 5years or perhaps 10years from now. I hoped people who thought of this now, could understand and set this into their mindset, the same time, I'll try to think over things for myself as well! Let's all of us learn to be a better human-being... I hoped I could as it's been almost a year soon, I'm still not over someone yet! Enjoy...

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Bai-chi-li-za-tion / De-bai-chi-li-za-tion...

I've something to share here with you all! This is really funny! Check this out! :) LMAO............................................................

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Coming soon . . . .

The "Thum" Family...

The "Thum" Bros & Sis...

The Bride...

The Bride & Groom...

The Bride & Groom...

Afterall this time, finally the time is coming! I'm sorry that I haven't been updating my blog, I wasn't really in a mood to blog, that's why I left it like this. After seeing so many blogs around, SIGH, no comment and therefore, it affected my mood of blogging too! Anyway, lets not talk about that, so what's "Coming Soon"? Haha...it's my sister's wedding! Well, 21/1 and 30/1 will be the dinner night. Been so busy preparing so many stuff with family for the wedding day, can't wait for it! I'm done with my shopping, OMFG, coz it cost too much for me, as if I'm the one whose getting married! But I'm satisfied with it afterall, not gonna regret..anyway, will keep the update soon with pics, this is just a random post! Cheers... Congrats to my sis and my bro-in-law! Best wishes to the both of y'll!~

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1st post of 2010 . . . .

well first and foremost, Happy New Year to everyone! I thought that the last post of 2009 was going to be the last emo post in my life, spilling all out, in fact, I'm feeling terribly depress again while watching some series, with the soundtracks, as well as some SMS left previously! It can really make me to tears reading the messages left while I still miss and also loving you so much! ='(

Whereas you seems to really have been extinct in my life, MSN, Facebook, SMS, email etc. I can barely catch any recent update of you anymore. How can I stop thinking about you? How can I stop loving someone whom only know how to suspect but not believe me which is also no longer mine today rather then belonging to someone else today?! How will I really stop myself from loving someone who don't love me anymore althnough it's going to be 1year in the next 2months14days?

Time flies, I really had never thought that you're still playing a part in my life, my vision.. It's really suffocating! How can I really cheer up becoming a real happy person? God, please save me from this heartache and heartbreak world... Sigh...

There goes my 1st post of year 2010... I'll come out with something soon... Goodnight world!~

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