E x p r e s s i o n . . .

It's been awhile since I "missed" someone in a way. I don't know if this works, if this will goes on smoothly, if this "will happen" or not,...but yea, I'm missing you. Love the song lyrics and the song so much!

-[aLbY]-

Starting Over Again . . .

It's really been awhile since I blog things seriously than writing all about what's happening in my surroundings. I guess today, I'm a grown up kid, things changed rapidly anywhere, any time. I shall be coping up with the changes everyday, every second. I'm turning 24 in a month or more time, I'm graduated for a year and more, I've started working, locally as well as in the overseas. Right now, I'm back home again, and got a new job. I've gotta start getting things very seriously, in every aspects. Myself, career, family, friends, relationships and everything. Thanks for the concern to those who are concern about me in every aspects. I appreciated every single moments with everyone of you. I will be a better person, better than yesterday, for tomorrow. I will work hard for a better living, without depending on my parents at all. I will definitely do well for the job I'm going to do and be a better person in the near future too. I'm finally understanding, "work hard for a better tomorrow" means. In everything I do, I'll do my best out of it for the success and results later. I hoped everything will goes fine and smooth. I need supports from my family, friends and a loved ones to achieve my goals..

Next, one of the reason I started writing/updating the blog is that lately, I met an old friend of mine. We talked and talked and talked, and I didn't realized there were actually so many people who had read my blog before. I'm amazed and impressed. Most importantly, even the content of the blog is known as memories too. By then, I started updating my blog again and making it becoming alive again. Thank you so much, you motivated me back in writing in my blog again. Seriously, I thought I'd lost this "besties" (the blog) for sometime, but after the chat with the old friend, he reminded me that no matter what happens, this blog is always my best friend to express my feelings for a better tomorrow. I remembered I started writing blog 8years ago, and I'm still updating it over the years although there were less updates in the previous years but I'll try to keep the blog alive back again. I don't mind if there're no frequent visitors, or any visitors as long as I'm "back-to-you" will do. Thank you so much..

Guess that's all for the meantime, I shall hit the sack now. Goodnight all..

-[aLbY]-

14th June, 2011.

I'm back all. I guess I've really left out a lot in blogging lately but everything is almost posted on Facebook these days. Anyway, coming back to it, 14th June, 2011 is the day where my sister had finally given birth to baby Ashlyn! I'm an official uncle today onwards. I'm glad and I'm so happy looking at the new born baby! Welcome to Earth baby Ashlyn!



Well, apart from that yea, something extra-ordinary finally being done. My mom asked me out for lunch on the same day Ashlyn was delivered. After that, she brought me to the tattoo shop and said she wanted to make a tattoo, but I gotta go for it first! Haha, that's really cool! She was shaking her body saying that "My grand daughter has a hot granny!" LoL...that was funny! I actually wanted to have tattoo years ago but never dare to do it as I wasn't sure enough if I wanted it or not and what design to tattoo as well. Finally, I make up my mind and did it on my arm! It's an arm band tattoo! Check this out!

Before:-


After:-


And yea, I was glad I made it and no regrets at all! Anyway, I'll always remember this tattoo when I made it cause it's on the actual day, Ashlyn was given birth!

Some other updates, I'm finally back to Malaysia from Shanghai, for 6months, and for 7weeks I was back here. Many things have changed, even myself I guess. But anyhow, there're good and bad of course. :) Next, I've been searching for jobs all this while, attended more than 10interviews? OMG, that's crazy isn't it? Ended up, NONE came back to me AT ALL BUT finally, the last company came back to me and said "I AM HIRED!" Hoho...I'm so happy! I was worrying all this while although the interview was taken place in less than a week but yea, July is coming soon, so I can't hesitate to get a job ASAP as I'm officially bankrupt already. I'm hired right now, hopefully things will be better from now onwards...

There's more to share, but...I guess it isn't the right time to update any one of you all at the moment.. :) thanks to those whose still keeping track of my blog, if you happened to came across and read the blog, do drop me a message at the Chatterbox or probably the Commentbox will do.. ;)

Cheers!

-[aLbY]-

I really can't take this . . . .

All I can do is to laugh NON-STOP...... HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

-aLbY-

Captain America - First Avenger; COMING SOON!

I wanna watch this, it's coming out on the July 22, 2011!!!

-aLbY-

.疑心病.

Found out this song is pretty good! Enjoy the song! He's real good...

-aLbY-

.有人陪.

It reminds me a lot of things when I heard this song. The flashback or the past kept running in my vision but that didn't affect anything in fact I've been telling myself not to repeat what happened in the past to be brought forward to a better future. Indeed this song has a great meaningful lyrics which sung all I wanted to express...to someone special to me, although we never kept talking/contacting anymore, but I hoped...you'll be happy and I wanna say I miss you..

-aLbY-

On the Floor...

Also don't forget the latest POP song by J-Lo featuring my favorite, Pitbull, On the Floor! I've listened to this song playing in Shanghai clubs, SUPER COOL!!!~ Enjoy!



-aLbY-

MASERATI by The Sea Charity Party

Yo party people! Check this out! Malaysia's Coolest Party in 2011, MASERATI by The Sea Charity Party! Organized by MASERATI, sponsored DJ by Zouk Club Malaysia. Details as below:-

Theme: MASERATI by The Sea Charity Party
Venue: The Swimming Club, Penang
Date : 19th March 2011, Saturday
Time: 6pm onwards, show starts at 7.30pm till LATE

Check this out at Facebook and search for Full Moon Malaysia Page for more details.

Enjoy your coolest party in 2011 party people!

-aLbY-

重來

My all time favorite artist, Huang Xiao Hu, has just launched another new masterpiece, Chong Lai. Beautiful song... Enjoy the song my readers

你是否爱过　
ni shi fou ai guo
你爱他多过他爱你的人　
ni ai ta duo guo ta ai ni de ren
你还记得吗
ni hai ji de ma
你是否爱过　
ni shi fou ai guo
他有种真命天子般的人　
ta you zhong zhen ming tian zi ban de ren
你还记得吗
ni hai ji de ma

相爱以后终于分手　
xiang ai yi hou zhong yu fen shou
分手以后又想重来
fen shou yi hou you xiang chong lai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
诚实的去对待
cheng shi de qu dui dai
彼此都没疑猜　
bi ci dou mei yi cai
就没有理由分开
jiu mei you li you fen kai
如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
回忆当作尘埃
hui yi dang zuo chen ai
心不曾被伤害　
xin bu ceng bei shang hai
就能无瑕疵地爱
jiu neng wu xia ci di ai
但是重来　
dan shi chong lai
却不能保证爱的成功或失败
que bu neng bao zheng ai de cheng gong huo shi bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai

你是否爱过　
ni shi fou ai guo
让你日夜忘不了的人　
rang ni ri ye wang bu le de ren
你还记得吗
ni hai ji de ma
我们曾爱过　
wo men ceng ai guo
不同种类不同面孔的人　
bu tong zhong lei bu tong mian kong de ren
你记得哪个他
ni ji de na ge ta

相爱以后终于分手　
xiang ai yi hou zhong yu fen shou
分手以后又想重来
fen shou yi hou you xiang chong lai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
诚实的去对待
cheng shi de qu dui dai
彼此都没疑猜　
bi ci dou mei yi cai
就没有理由分开
jiu mei you li you fen kai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
回忆当作尘埃
hui yi dang zuo chen ai
心不曾被伤害　
xin bu ceng bei shang hai
就能无瑕疵地爱
jiu neng wu xia ci di ai
但是重来　
dan shi chong lai
却不能保证爱的成功或失败
que bu neng bao zheng ai de cheng gong huo shi bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
诚实的去对待
cheng shi de qu dui dai
彼此都没疑猜　
bi ci dou mei yi cai
就没有理由分开
jiu mei you li you fen kai

如果能重来　
ru guo neng chong lai
回忆当作尘埃
hui yi dang zuo chen ai
心不曾被伤害　
xin bu ceng bei shang hai
就能无瑕疵地爱
jiu neng wu xia ci de ai

但是重来　
dan shi chong lai
却不能保证爱的成功或失败
que bu neng bao zheng ai de cheng gong huo shi bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai
要重来多少次后才会明白
yao chong lai duo shao ci hou cai hui ming bai

-aLbY-

Loneliness.

Afterall all these years, I thought I could actually live happily alone without thinking so much but...the fact, although it wasn't all about the past, heading towards my future, there're loads of other things which I need to think of such as my career, my life...and no matter what it is, relationship still came back to haunt me. I'm living all by myself in the overseas now, all I could do is to express it all by words here. I'm lonely, I'm unhappy, I'm stressed up, I'm pressured. I hope I could share this with someone but...I guess in the end, I still need to go through this all by myself again. I don't know what can I do to make myself happier then....I really have no idea. I'm lost! I'm confuse yet there's nobody could help me in this case. I hoped "someone" could be there for me, or neither be there for me, but at least to listen to me. What I could so, I've done. And there's no respond at all as well, not even a single message at all.. :'( there's something for you here...I wanted to dedicate this to you, and I hoped someday, somehow, you could realized the existing of this post in this blog is dedicated for someone who's special to me.....

Goodnight..

-aLbY-

p/s: "I really do miss you loads.."

This is ART . . .

Guessed some of you have heard of this and this is really a funny one. You'll eventually laugh throughout the whole song as you won't be able to understand a word... Here you go!



－aLbY-

Endless Song . . .

It's been awhile since I last watched the movie called "The Myth" with a very loving song called "Endless Song". I found an edition with the Korean guy and the China artist, Han Hong. Hoped this help in updating my blog as well as to express some of my emotions for now...



-aLbY-

Insomnia again..

It's been awhile since i really last blog about myself. Just got back to Shanghai after staying in my homr country, Malaysia over 3weeks! I really miss Malaysia a lot! My family, friends, life there as well as the places I often hangout. Had an enjoying CNY back in my home country and glad I've met many of my friends and buddies. Also talked about many stuffs especially their current life and affairs. I'm really impresse and jealous. It's been awhile since I talked about all these. Lately I'm getting back to an insomnia life. I couldn't really sleep well and early. Been thinking of a lot of things! Sigh..I'm growing older as they passes. I don't wanna passed out due to these but i couldn't resist myself from thinking, thinking and thinking! Work in Shanghai is fine butni don't think this is what I want and where I really want to head to. I felt like going back to Malaysia to do what I'm interested and what I need to do. Sigh...who can i share this with? From now I've approximately 6months more down the road to perform in this company and industry. I don't wanna waste anymore time and money as I guess I've given my family a lot of trouble and waste of money travelling on and forth for me. I wanna be a useful person instead someone who's still spending my parent's money! And yea...I don't wanna think of a lot of things but I couldn't resist not to...Sigh! What shall I do? What can I do? :(

-aLbY-

Slip Away . . . .

Everytime I look into the mirror of my mind
I barely recognise the man I see
I feel the tide is turning and I’m stranded out at sea
I thought I could survive but reality has got a better part of me
If I could I would change my yesterday
I would listen to my heart
And then today I’d see what true love could be
And I won’t let tomorrow
I won’t let tomorrow slip away

If I could I would change my yesterday
I would listen to my heart
And then today I’d see what true love could be
And I won’t let tomorrow
I won’t let tomorrow slip away

-[aLbY]-

Welcome 2011 . . .

It's been awhile since I last updated my blog, I know it's a little too long but yea, I don't have the effort to do so. Anyway let's just summarize what happened in the last few months for 2010 then to 2011! I was in Taipei, Taiwan in Dec2010 for my aunt's wedding dinner. It's a fun trip and wow....I LOVE TAIPEI/TAIWAN! My shopping world there! Was there for about 9+1days! Throughout the 9days, I've been shopping non-stop, spend spend spend....the money happily! Hahaha...never had that FUN feeling for long thou but sadly I didn't get my shirts as it's winter now, so I didnt get any of the shirts than winter wears, jackets, shoes....hmmm...I'm gonna go back there for shopping for sure! Anyway, was there and after a month and a half, I finally get to meet my family! I miss them so much! Even before leaving Taiwan, the feeling was alike before I left home to the airport in KL. Anyhow, I've grown up, I could take that already! Hahaha...what's the best part? I bumped onto Karen & Steph!!! I was so happy that there was one night while I was bringing my mom for a walk, and while we were walking back home from the back street, someone YELD ALBY THUM! OMG...I was shocked why there's human being calling my name by "ALBY THUM!" cause only people I'm close with would call me that and HEY IT'S KAREN!!! Then we hangout from that day till the day I left! So happy... :D

Alright, here's the climax, left Taipei back to Shanghai, the moment we arrived to Shanghai airport, KK, Marcus and Sharon passed the immigression, then my turn, GOD DAMN IT! I was blocked and they don't allow me to enter Shanghai due to my visa entry is only for ONE ENTRY! OMG, immediately they brought me to the quarantine room. Thank God nothing happened, I wasn't panic, anyway, so many people came into the quarantine room while I'm only sitting down waiting for the next step. KK then helped me to settle the airfare back to Taipei due to the last flight of the day is 20minutes away from the time I arrived! Quickly I was escort by a group of people leading me to the plane! At that point of time, I did felt a little like celebrity, securities escort me all the way from the check-in counter to the plane and I was using the EXPRESS LANE to enter the plane first than queing up! Then I stayed another night in Taipei with my sister and bro-in-law, then went back to Malaysia to apply for a multiple visa. Fine I went back to Malaysia for a couple of days to settle the visa stuff. Meanwhile on the day I arrived to KL, I quickly contacted my brother, he and the group were planning to go Genting, yeah, I rushed all my way for dinner and after sending my sister and bro-in-law back home, I rush all my way to surprise them! Hahaha..indeed ALL OF THEM WERE SURPRISED of my presence back to KL! Lolz...pretty fun though cause my brother was with them, and WHY THE HELL IS ALBY'S CAR HERE?! LoLz...they were mostly shocked and stoned! Hahahaha that's fun...been hanging out with the group throughout the whole trip back to KL till the day I leave. Thanks to Yaw who's willing to send me off to KLIA as the flight delayed till 4am from 1.40am!

Christmas in Shanghai, BORED! Not much celebration even the clubs are not happening! In fact, NYE here is MARVELLOUS!!! Super love the ambient and the countdown! Damn happening!!! My best NYE celebration ever.. LoLz...






-[aLbY]-

I support Wei Wei!

I support Wei Wei!


www.smashpop.net

Goodbye Malaysia and everyone . . .

Goodbye Malaysia! I've finally left Malaysia! It was a pretty hard decision to make to leave this meaningful land to somewhere I don't know and know nobody at all. Anyway, it was really hard for me to leave my family and come over to Shanghai, China to work. Mom has been sobbing since weeks back ever since she knew I was leaving the country, everyday I tried not to stay at home or confront her too much as her eyes are always watery, making me feeling the same too. Thanks mom and dad! Bid my farewell to my fellow good friends@buddies! Thanks for sending me off at the airport, it was really touching especially when I was checking in, I started seeing you guys 1-byb-1 coming to send me off! Also thanks for giving me a "new friend"! I was hugging it to sleep while in the plane! Hahahaha...

Anyway, there's some update here! I arrived to Pudong International Airport, Shanghai, China, at 6.50am! The airport is freaking big! And that isn't as big as the main one at the other side in Shanghai! WTH!~ Anyway, it's really a good experience though! I've gotta speak Mandarin and yea, I know it sucks, but I'm learning and I guess I'll be adapting their accent here too? LoLz....hopefully I won't become ORIGINAL TYPICAL CHINA MAN! :P the weather here is cooling, like Genting Highland! But it's cooler every hour! The sun here rise at 5++am, and the sunset is at about 5++pm! You'll start seeing moon appearing at 6pm, clearly with the sky dark! The street is full with cars, human, SHOPPING CENTRES!!! Wooohooo...

Luxury cars, luxury brands, trendy and fancy fashion, loads of shops, WOW....this is really interesting! Amazingly Volkswagen is their official sponsored car brand, all cabs here are by Volkswagen! Audi is pretty common here like Vios/City in Malaysia! Chayanne, Bentley, Porsche, Cheverolet, Lamboghini, Ferrari, is all their secondary car brands here! COOL isn't it? Alright, I guess I'll pen off here first! Will continue updating when I've the time to, between, 1st day arrived, I've already shop shop shop for the coming winter!!! :D yahooo.... *between, don't know why pics can't be uploaded! Will try it another way soon!*

Stay tuned and take care everybody..

-[aLbY]-

Few weeks more to go . . .

Ah, well, it's been awhile since I last updated the blog. I guess it's dead by now! Just to keep alil updates here. Many things happened within this few months time, seeing things I didn't want to, knowing things I didn't want to etc. Finally it has to come to an end I guess, I've resigned from the current company. I love my job, I love working with the people, I love my colleagues, but too bad with a sucky manager whom always like putting me in dilemma and forcing me to quit the job, you finally did! Nevertheless, it doesn't mean that I've lost! I'm only giving up while leaving shits to you! After all, I've got a better offer!

I'm going to Shanghai, China to work mid of next month onwards.

I know this is happening, this is sudden, but...the offer I've got is within the next few months it's going to be my toughest period in life, my 3months of probation before I get back to celebrate CNY 2011! I'm unprepared, I'm not ready for anything like this yet, I've not even fulfilled my plans before I leave my country... I've been thinking of a lot of things, but what worry me most is my mom as well as my brother. Mom has been depending on me most the time and now I'm leaving to somewhere far, who will be able to keep her company most the time like how I always do? Bro has been very blur and I'm worried of him being bullied as well as cheated. He needs a lot more guidance and help to grow up! Both mom and dad have given me the green light to go ahead, and I've made up my mind to go there.

I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss Malaysia, I miss the places I always travel, I miss my buddies, I miss my team... I miss everything here in Malaysia.. I've less than 3weeks before I really leave Malaysia. I wished I could have more time before I go.. to settle most things down! Back to those days, I could have more than enough worries of "someone" else, but today, I guess I can really let it go as you're living well with your new other half!

Anyway, I wished I could start all over again there when I reached to Shanghai! No friends, unfamiliar with places, know nothing about it, can't speak fluent Mandarin, new to everything except for my aunt and uncle there who is going to look after me. Don't worry to all my family members, relatives and friends, I'll take good care of myself, I'll not let you all down and come back as a wiser grown up person. I'll be a successful person someday soon since I've got this opportunity to work in the overseas. I'll appreciate all this chances and become a real successful person! But not to forget, take good care of all yourselves well, and I wanna come back seeing everyone in one piece but not pieces everywhere aight!

Though I'm unhappy of something, something which has been bothering me, but unsure what is it, but I know I could learn to overcome this, over and over and over again! Stay strong Alby, there're many people outside there are looking forward for your success and back as a cheerful person, as who I am initially!

Last but not least, I've a good news to announce, I'm becoming uncle real soon! Congrats to my beloved sister and bro-in-law! I wished I could be there when the baby is delivering...but sorry that I might not be around! Take very good care of yourselves and the baby, I'll come back to see my niece/nephew as soon as I'm done with my work! Also do take care of mom and dad as well as bro while I'm not around. Sorry for not taking the charge of the eldest son's job well. But I'll come back to do what I should when I've achieved my success in my career! Love all of you very much...

Till then...I'll update again when I've the time!

Take care..

-[aLbY]-

u.n.h.a.p.p.y

I'm just unhappy. I can't share the thought to anyone, no one could help me on this but only myself. I knew this is my weakness, being emotional, as a man, being undecided on most the things, especially when I'm facing such a big issue, on deciding something for myself, for my future. There are many things which I couldn't let go in life! I've gotta make this change, in order for me to live better and more successful.. :'( can someone enlighten me, to help me what can I do? The feeling is back to haunt me again..

-[aLbY]-