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It's 20th of November 2005, i'll definitely remember what happened throughout the whole week. I've not updated my blog recently, why? Too many reasons to be listed, lazy, no time, busy, dont feel like blogging, moody etc. Well, tonight is the day where Alby is back to the blogging world. Let's flash back what happened few days back.

17th of November 2005, Thursday
After class, i saw Dennis and he asked for my help. So, i went to the lab to search for the contacts of the travelling agencies and also some electronic product's company. Thank God, i found quite a number of them for him. Then, we left the college around 5pm and went to Sunway Pyramid to get 12tickets of the movie 'Exorcism of Emily Rose'. After that, we went to pass the sponsorship form to G-Do Salon in Sunway Pyramid & went to Qbar to get the sponsorship from the management but failed cause the manager was busy screwing somebody. Then, we walked around Sunway Pyramid and we went to Discreet(one of my frequent visit brand) to look for some new arrival clothes & pants. Dennis tried the army trouser and he likes it but he didnt buy it cause he afraid his mom gonna pester him for buying such an expensive trouser. I tried one of the shorts there and it's really cool! But too bad the price wasn't that worth to buy it. However, i was thinking of buying it soon =P my sister gave me a shocked when i was looking at the clothes, she suddenly appeared in front of me. Then, we talked for a while, and she took my Aunty Anne's away! Sigh, she ate half of it and left half for me though. She told me that the staff who entertained me and Dennis is cute. Yea yea, he is cute though. Not bad looking too (he looks better than i do). I was feeling like slapping him cause he is good looking! But nAHh feeling only, but wont cause i know there're plenty more outside there who's more good looking too. Perasan or not? I know that. So, that's it for Thursday.

18th of November 2005, Friday
Nothing special in the class but i'd QM(Quantitative Method) test today. Sigh, i reckon i didnt do well again. And same goes to CS(Communication Skills) which i'd sat for on Wednesday. After class at 12.30pm, before leaving, Shazy & Navin had an argument with Chia Wei. Thank God no fight occur and everything seems to be all right. Then, we went for the SARC meeting till 1++pm. After the meeting, i was starving and ate something at the cafeteria. Around 2pm, we(me, Vicky, Daniel & Cherie) went to IOI Mall to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. The movie is nice! Really nice, more magics, more characters etc. Well, after the movie, we walked to the nearest video game shop cause Vicky & Daniel wants to buy some new racing game. After that, we walked out to the car park and before reaching to my car, i realized that i lost my car key! HOLY SHIT! I'm sure i lose it in the theatre this time! Definitely! I'd lost my mobile before in the theatre at MidValley but thank God the cleaner found it and hand it to the management and they called my dad and i collect back from them. This time, it's horrible, my car key! I couldnt find it back even in the theatre or anywhere else! I've gave my contact number to GSC IOI Mall and also the security of IOI Mall. They told me that they'll call me right after they found my key. Then, Daniel fetched me back home to get the spare keys back there. It was 7pm that time. Vicky & Daniel were hungry, so we went to the nearest mamak which is opposite of IOI Mall at Puchong Jaya. Around 8pm, we left the place and i reached home at 8.20pm. After resting for a while, around 11pm, i went to Sunway Pyramid to meet up with the rest(zK, Edmund, Isaac, Ket Fung, Jonathan, May, Chen Kiat, Dennis, Michelle, Palevi & her friend) to watch 'The Exorcism of Emily Rose.' Well, i was really tired and tensed up at that time because my car key had lost and i dont feel good for it too. While watching the movie, i was slept for a few minutes. Luckily i didnt missed any climax or exciting scene. The show was not bad, i like it as most of the scene are all in the court. The show ends at 2++am and everyone left the place after that. Dennis was asking me whether do i wanna follow him to Qbar after fetching Michelle back home with Palevi & her friend, but i said dont want cause it was quite late and i was tired too. So, i drove back home.

19th of November 2005, Saturday
Aight, i will definitely remember this date in my life. I cleaned my room today. Dont know why all by sudden i felt like cleaning the room. Meanwhile, i was SMS'ing with Lucas. He asked me a question where most people likes to ask which is 'which priority is he?' I told him honestly(as i use to be honest to everyone) that i put friends in the first priority, him & my family in the second because i spent most of my time with my friends more. Right after i sent that message to him, he replied instantly telling me that he cannot accept that i put him in the second priority because he dont expect the one that he love put him in the second priority. He knows that im an extrovert and he's an introvert, how could he expect an extrovert to not to put friends in the first priority as i spent most of my time with them? Morever, i told him that i'm trying very hard to put him in the first priority and friends in the second because i really love him. The problem is that he's quite a distance from me, that's why he cannot expect me to put him instantly at the first priority. After sometime of discussing the matter with him, everything seems to go back to norm but the second problem occur. Everyone(those who are going to Z's cousin's birthday party) seems to doubt of whether to go or not because it was raining heavily non-stop the whole evening. Then, the drinks which we were suppose to get no one tried to get it and so i bought a bottle of Chivas from the shop outside my house for RM13o. The bottle of Chivas is suppose to be shared by those who're going(excluded Z's friends & his cousin's friends). So, around 9pm i went over to Edmund's place because he is fetching me & zK over to the pool party at Ampang but before that we gotta meet up with Abby at Ampang Point because she's leading us to the place. Finally we reached to the birthday boy's(Johnson) house and it's really huge indeed! There're plenty of cars parked in the house too. Mini Cooper, Wira, Perdana(Shaz's), Satria GTi(Eric's), Merc and a few more which i cant remember. There werent many who attended the party, the number of us who attended the party (7 of us) is more or less the same as the number of Johnson's friends attended his party. Eric, Jerry, Melody, Shaz, Johnson, Z & Scott are the those who attended the party. Z insist to throw me into the pool because i threw him into the pool during Jonathan's birthday party. LoLz, anyway that was the first time i met him. So, before i was threw into the pool, i drank a few glasses of JD & Chivas. Before going to the party, i chatted with Edmund and we both agreed to get drunk by the night and i was really drunk. I drank almost half a bottle of Chivas with Eric and we jumped into the pool and had fun. It repeated continuously for a few times(drink & jump into the pool) and finally Eric & i got drunk. Before i was really drunk, Lucas called me and we both talked for 10minutes. Then, Z's friend, a gal name Nini or something like that came in the end. By that time, i was already half drunk and feeling drowsy. I was still conscious at that time although i was drunk. After sometime of sitting down cooling myself and tried not to puke by asking someone to turn the music off but it didnt work though. Then, i ran out of the house and throw everything out into the drain. Abby told me that Johnson was mad at me. I've no idea why because i've tried not to puke in his house but outside yet Eric was the one who puke in his house(dont know where) he wasnt mad at him. Anyway, i puke a few times before leaving the place and i remembered i spilled everything out after puking and i remembered i cried too. Sigh! Then, Jon & zK brought me to Edmund's car and we went back around 12++am. May drove Jon's car and brought us back to Edmund's house. I told Edmund that i cant go back tonight because i was drunk and requested to stayed over night at his place and he said 'no problem.' I'd experience the drunk feeling and i will never get drunk anymore! I've never get drunk before this but tonight i was drunk because someone requested to break up with me for such a silly reason :'( Around 1++am, we reached to Edmund's place. I took a short bathe and went to bed after that, before sleeping, i told Edmund to SMS my sister that, 'i'll not be back home tonight.' I remember that! I was still conscious.

20th of November 2005, Sunday
Well, Edmund woke me up around 7am. I mean he called me and asked whether am i all right or not. That time he was at KLCC with his friends. I was shocked too! It was only 7am. Then, i went back to sleep but i cant. Around 8am i went back to sleep till 12pm. I was awake and went to the toilet to do my business and washed my face. My leg was aching the whole night but i didnt know why not till i tried to look properly what's in my leg. OMG! No wonder it was aching the whole night, there was a little stone in it. Sigh, then i took it off with a nail cliper. Then, Edmund came back with some food that he bought from Seremban. He went to Seremban and then to PD with his friends. Gosh, he's insane indeed! I wondered why his mom doesnt really care. Anyway, i'd lunch with his mom, sister & his granny in his house and left around 1pm cause i'd an appointment with California Fitness which one of the staff called me for a trial(Dennis's recommendation) between 3-5pm but zK & Jonathan wants to go there earlier. So, i was driving back along KESAS, there was a turn where i heard a scratch of my rim but i saw nothing from my side mirror and continue driving. A while after that sound, i heard some sound from my back tyre, my car was losing balance and so i uses my left signal and stopped by the side of KESAS highway. Sigh! My tyre punchet & the whole tyre was damaged! I called my dad and asked him, 'what to do?' He told me to settle myself and so i settled myself cause he was with my mom at Petaling Street. So, i went to the back of my booth and tried to take the spare tyre out but it doesnt work! Sigh! Then, i SMS my petbro how & what to do? But he didnt respond. Then, i SMS Edmund & zK that i most likely cant make it to the appointment today cause my car was punchet and i've no idea how to change it. Edmund volunteered himself to help me out with the changing tyre thingy. Thank God he came on time to save my day again. After it was changed, my parents came over and brought me to the workshop to replace a new tyre but didnt make it because they dont have any new Dunlop tyre for my car. I was then screwed up by them that i dont care about the car and so on. I forgotten that my car was suppose to send to the workshop to service after 5oookm but it was near to 7ooo-8oookm yesterday. So, my dad brought it to the workshop to service in the evening. After the workshop, i went back and told them that i've to go to MidValley California Fitness because i've an appointment with them between 3-5pm. So, they allowed me to go and i went there around 4pm. By the time i reached to the fitness centre, zK, Jonathan & Amy were being consulted by Bobby(the one who called us a day before). Then, i sat with them and listen. I didnt know they'd went in earlier on. So, Jonathan & zK said they'll leave first, and will be coming back to have dinner with me. So, i went in myself. David then consulted me cause they wanna know my personal details. I was shocked that my level of fats is under the fitness category which is 17.4 and my weight is 69.7kg now. It was amazing that i lost a few kg again. Probably i've too many problems in my mind, that's why i lost a few kg again. Then, i started the workout with the cardio machine for 10minutes as they asked me to do so too. Then i tried with the rest of the machines on my own. Saw my buddy, Hugo working there. Spoke to him for awhile and then saw my cousin, Vivian with her bf(i didnt see him). Darn long didnt see her, she grown! lolz but im sure she can handle it very soon cause she told she didnt go for gym for 2weeks due to her exam. So work out more couz! =P I'll meet you up soon by then. After the workout around 7pm, i went to the changing room to bath and get changed, before that i read the SMS from Jonathan saying that 'he'll go back first because he has dinner with his family.' So, i was once left alone again. I ate dinner with no one at Kim Gary. Sigh!~ After that, i drove back slowly and was thinking of something. My message & calls to Lucas doesnt has respond from him. Im gone...im confuse and im really feeling distraught now. My friends are having some conflicts which i dont really know what happened in between but all i know is the problem all occur from the pool party at Johnson's house. Sorry guys, i really dont know what happened and im too down to solve any problem at the moment. Please dont fight for any reason related to me, it dont worth at all.

p/s: Jag älska du så mycket och er blitt mycket ärlig till du utom varför skränande du rättvis ge mig en chans for inte yrken du for en gång skyld? Jag var berusad förfärligt på grund av du utom du er avgången jag utan en enkel uttrycka? Varför er du behandlande jag som det? Varför ( öga tårna )

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