It has been quite sometime . . . . . . .

Hey peoples there, I know it has been quite some time I haven't been updating my blog with stories and so but it was all cause of "some people" tend to keep track of what's going on with my life and interfere after reading it. Truely I dislike people who interfere my life unless it's just a plain advice or opinion rather than pestering me like a kiddo. I'm turning 19 in the coming July and I'm no longer a small kid. I know what am I doing and I can handle problems on my own. Needn't keep track on my blog and investigate me then after.

Believe it that I was really in a serious depression problem, hence, it affected my mood of studying and so on. Therefore, I cant post it on my blog like previous time as "someone" seems tracking me and investigating me after reading it. So, I rather kept that in myself and handle it by myself or expressing it to my close friends about it. Though expressing is part of the solution but there's still no one who could lend me a shoulder to cry on. Sigh, anyway, unfortunately I tend to recover from the sorrowful moment. Although I'm still sad of something, but I'm sure as long as I'm patient and believe in myself, there would be a miracle one day.

Well, now back to my motive. Modeling has been my aspiration for really quite sometime. So, I'm trying hard to search for agencies but still fail to. Therefore, I'm trying hard to build up some tone and lean muscle and also getting my irritating tummy off me now by working out as frequent as possible. Building up a tone and lean body is not an easy task to be done but I'm sure i can do it! 3 weeks (18/03/06) from now is the Tiesto Pit Party at Sepang. Fortunately a rave party, most people will be exposing themselves as they have a hot body to people. I'm aiming for that now! Well, to those who are going and read my blog about it, please do not look down on me especially those who irritates me with their harsh @ useless words as they're way too slim to comment about me. Therefore, I'm working very hard now to obtain the max result right now until that day. Eventhou if I don't expose, I might.... =) heheh nAHh stop with the crap haha aight, I reckon I'd better take my rest now....

-[aLbY]-