Things you'll never know . . .

I miss you so much really....sigh....happy anniversary!

Love,
-[aLbY]-

Beautifully Imperfect.

No matter happens, how imperfect you are to me, you're always seems perfect to me just like what Indian lady described her husband as he's beautifully imperfect to her. There's always no perfection in life, "he/she is perfect" is just what we human being claimed them to be. In fact, we knew they're beautifully imperfect to us! I've never knew i would love you this much deeply too! *Note* Please dont misunderstand that the one i love is dead, no alright, i'm only relating it that nothing is perfect, but the "perfect" word is being replaced by "beautifully imperfect". I always had been loving u deep to the bottom of my heart baby...

Another video my friend recommended me to watch, it's meaningful...watch it! Enjoy...



-[aLbY]-

Condolence.

It's very sad to say, one of my friend's mom had passed away on monday night. When i woke up on tuesday morning, i saw a truck with tables and chairs. Wondering why are they here and will there be party or.... I don't want to think of that that "yea, auntie Barbie have left us." I really don't want it to be.. :'( nevertheless, when i was out of my area at the traffic light, i called mom, asked if auntie Barbie have passed away because i saw the truck with tables and chairs below the house. She replied "oh...is it i think she should have left already.." then we hung up, and i went for class without thinking of anything. After a couple of hours, my brother called to confirm that she didn't make it on monday night. She left when everyone left her place after the visit at 10+pm on monday. Mom told me this few days ago, but i didn't catch the right time to pay auntie Barbie a visit! On the day i saw the truck, i thought after my class i'll be paying her a visit because mom told me she don't seems could stay too long already as the doctor had done their best and my friend (the son), have spoken to auntie Barbie (the mom) in front of my mom this, "ma, you can leave peacefully with no worries, i'll take care of myself and sister will do the same too *tears*. don't stay here to suffer of the sickness (Serviks Cancer) anymore." Everyday starting tuesday night until thursday noon, i attended the funeral to pay my last respect to her, on the day itself she was brought out of the house, everybody says "bye" to her.. *tears again* auntie Barbie have seen us (me and my siblings) grew since we were younger, and she likes us very much. Anyhow, thanks for everything and may you rest in peace auntie Barbie. We'll always miss you....

Love,
Alby boy

If I don't have you . . .

My heart tears as though bleeding without you...I really did appreciated and love you truthfully! :'(

-[aLbY]-
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