OMG - Usher ft. Will.i.am

Nice one! Good lyrics, good rhythm, good music, good song!

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Back to myself . . .

Many things happened these days, haven't really been sleeping well at all! Everyday almost between 5am - 7am! What the hell is wrong? Why am I being so "olden" me? Few years back I was a very stingy person, and after some incident, I've changed my perception and isn't like that anymore, and after something happened, I'm becoming "myself" back, as in being stingy! Sigh, I hated this feeling, I hated this so much! It's been haunting me all day and night long! I wanted to be alone, I wanted to be out of this place and let myself to do something which is not a waste of time! Unlike now, I haven't got a permanent full-time job for the past 5months! It's coming to the month of May, soon to be the 6th month soon, being JOBLESS after graduated! I'm so sick of my life, I knew I've not been doing anything much than loitering, wasting time, travelling here there, spending money and whatever crap I've done! But I seriously hope to get a proper job even though I does some part-time SOMETIMES, but that isn't gonna help me for my living for the future! I need a stable full-time job, I've diverted my field from IT majors in Web Media to Advertising, doing Accounts Servicing! I wanted to do something which has to deal with living objects/human being than dead objects! Sigh...it's so sickening and I'm feeling so dead these days! Didn't get a satisfactory result for my degree, jobless, family issue, everything! Argh...I wants to get out of this place for a moment ALONE seriously! I need to make a trip for myself to keep my mind away from everything and everybody! :(

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Suicide . . .

One of my ex-classmate sent me an article, Click Here. Seriously never expected that the young girl, who's only 21y/o committed suicide because she didn't get a job over the years! 200jobs that she'd been to and failed to get not-even-one! Sigh, pity her! May you rest in peace! Hopefully I don't fall into the FAILURE category like her, ended up committing suicide! Hopefully I could get a job within this 2weeks before May approach! Wish me luck people!

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Moody...

Sigh, I've no idea why am I feeling such moody these days! Seriously, it's like the momentum is missing elsewhere, wanna find somewhere else to keep me breathing properly!~ :( hopefully a better day tomorrow! It's just a short random post, nothing much but at least it relates to my headline, "All about Me, Myself & I...."...

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The Next Generation!

LMAO, seriously take a look at this! The next generation of PITBULL! He's really coming up to be like the next PITBULL! Wow...



Lagy Gaga 2010! HAHAHAHAHAH....c'mon man, seriously, I was told by Sean that this is Wen Siang style! Hahahahha....cool isn't it? :X **sorry for posting this up Siang, I didn't mean to but indeed it's really funny! Hahahaha



LoLz, 2010 new pro cheerleaders! Hahahahah...



Sean said that the Tiger refers to Wen Siang while the Duck refers to me! I was alil "terasa" when I was told that, then not till I watched the whole video.....HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAH I know why! :P

There's nothing much, I only wanted to entertain my visitor/reader since I've been posting unhappy stuff! Enjoy...






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FML!

OMG, though it's been a long time since I last blog but I'm freaking FML now! Just checked my FYP result, seriously there're 3 modules/subject in my FYP, Investigation Intelligence System (1 module/subject), Project (1 module/subject) & Investigation (1 module/subject). I've got 2 results out of 3, 1st one a 'B' and 2nd one an 'F' (FUCK) Seriously I've no idea how did I got an 'F'! There's no possibility at all when my supervisor and advisor are satisfy with my work! Arghhhhhhhh.........immediately I called my supervisor and amazingly he was SHOCKED too! DAMN APIIT seriously! What's wrong with my work now? It's ALL complete! Thank God that the result today is back to N/A due to final moderation! *relief* currently waiting for the result either tomorrow or next Monday! And also currently I'm not working yet (still)! Been doing part-time ONLY! Damn, it isn't that I select jobs I wanted but the jobs these days are choosy! =( Hopefully the career fair tomorrow held in MidValley Exhibition Hall till Sunday! Hopefully I could get a job from there, PERMANENTLY! I'd enough of having such nothing-to-do-but-restless-or-hopeless-life!

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