Disturbia . . . .

Yea the heading is "Disturbia". I can't say that I'm happy recently. Many things had happened, I'm disturbed by it. Worries, emotional and even physically upset too! Thats the definition of what disturbia means and I have it all right now! Worries have been haunting me when silence came into the scene, don't know whether is it right or wrong also! Emotional is even worst still, having any free time, worries came into the scene, emotional will appear and I dont know what to do to keep worries and emotional away! Anytime, anywhere emotional will just came into me right now. What about physical upset? I may seems happy laughing around recently, but in me, I've worries that makes me emotional! When I'm emotional, physically I would look tired and dull. It's obvious thru the pictures I taken this few months time. My sister just mentioned to me last night after looking at some photos taken lately, she realizes that my eyes are tired when I take photo. She said I dont look energetic in the photos anymore, she said I looked tired and the photo outcome isn't nice anymore. I reckon I really need more rest already. Else I will look like a very old folk and by that time, I afraid no one would like me anymore because from the physical look, I'm not likely to be seen as a 20year old semi-adult anymore...

My Valentine . . . . .

If there were no words, no way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears, no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for all you give to me
You've opened my eyes, and shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart until the end of time
You're all I need my love my valentine

(La la la la la la la)

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
Cause all I need is you my valentine
Oh, you're all I need my love my valentine
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Specially dedicate this song to whomever who's reading this post...there's nothing much to write, but i just wanna allow whomever who visit my blog to listen to this sweet meaningful song only...enjoY!!~

-[aLbY]-

S i g h . . . .

Last night wasn't really a great night, after gym i came back home around 8++pm. Bought some crackers, Japanese crackers! 2things cost me RM12.60! I could buy 4sets each if its Malaysia made crackers! Got back home, watched astro #13 with mom till 9pm! Gosh, no idea what they were singing, it was some veteran concert or performance. Some are quite good thou, some are drags summo! HAHAH

Then, i went online awhile, Abby came to me on MSN asking me free to go for a drink as she wasn't happy, so i asked her to wait as i need to ask from my mom whether she allowed me out or not. After sometime, i came back to her saying no problem, so we met at the Cheras Kopitiam around 10+pm i guess. Sat there, talked for long, i order the blackcurrant drink and she ordered some tea. She suddenly said don't feel like drinking it, so she exchange her drink with me, it took me more than 30mins to start drinking it cause i wasn't suppose to drink those kinda teh tarik in the night else i'll feel sick! And....around 12++, while on the way back, i started to have cold sweat, shivering and not feeling well. Drove in a high speed back to the mamak around, had a glass of hot milo and a doubled indon mee! OMG, DOUBLE IN THE MIDNIGHT! And....sigh, i was alone eating! It has been a very long time i've not sat down at anywhere eating alone! I told myself i'll not feel the lonesome anymore but....it jz came back. Anyway, it was kinda late so no one to accompany me for a short mamak! After that i went back home and....sigh, really no feeling well, dizzy!!~! Parents not slept yet, mom was hungry, asking me out to buy food, but i told them i really not feeling well and i jz had some food outside too. Sorry...then i went for a short bath and slept after i changed. Gosh...it wasn't a good night, middle of the night, i was awake and had diarrhoea! Was still bit dizzy, then continue my rest back after almost an hour till this noon...

What a night because of the TEA....thanks to the tea!

-[aLbY]-

Finally...

WAhahaha finally finished my exam and assignment for this semester!!~ No worries anymore, but waiting for the next semester to start which is the following week. I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT YET!!! Sigh, only a week break in between the semester this time!! I wanted holiday...!!!~ Here i heard friends came back from Langkawi, there i heard friends came back from Perhentian....what about me? hMmm....gotta find some way to get OUT of KL!!!~ HAHAH

Went to watch Transformer earlier at Cineleisure The Curve! OMG, its so darn nice! No bored scenes but only action scenes from the beginning till the end! The cars are so beautiful too! Transforming from a vehicle to the robot is marvellous! The graphic and effects are fantastic too! Very worth watching it, i do not mind to watch it over again :P anyone?? HAHAHA

Every good things, surely comes with a shit behind the story! My new timetable is out, and guess what? Take a peep at the timetable! everyday class, only 2subject for this 7weeks short semester! WTF? Some day could take 2same subject with breaks in between?? Gosh, totally waste of my time! Plus, i'm gonna suffer with the morning classes soon! 3 8.45am class in a week! Though it isn't in a row but its torturing! So long i haven't been to the 8.45am class! %$^%*%$!@$%&#@#$#@$*&(%^



-[aLbY]-