It's been another day . . .

Woke up at 8.10am today, reached college at 9.10am. Late for 25minutes, it's all right, i realise i'd forgotten where did the lecturer stopped also! Shit, i didnt print out the latest slide, all right fine, i was stoning in the class the whole 40minutes. After that, went for a short breakfast at the rooftop of the college, then, continue class at 10.30am, but only entered at 10.45am, dont really know what was she talking about. I was stoning again, but this time i guess its better, i slept in the class. I couldn't concentrate at all, ever since class started. I dont understand a single thing that she lectured, i consulted the lecturer personally, but i didnt get much info as i guess i've left-out alot in the previous classes *sigh* its ok, i left college after class ended. Went back home to rest, yup, i did rest but only my eyes. My mind wasn't shut at all! Worries, confusion, fear, guilt, regret, unhappy....it makes me felt so uncomfortable throughout the whole noon i was "napping". Sigh...i'm feeling so useless and restless now! Evening i went to the gym to try to release some stress, but...at the end i didnt make it too. Went dinner then went back home after that. Its been another restless day...i miss you, and i miss you very much! God knows whats happening exactly, but i'll still be waiting for you no matter what happened coz i'll not reluctant you in no matter what and leave you alone, that's because i love you truely and wants to get back with you only...



-[aLbY]-