Tired and sick of . . .

It's been awhile and the feeling comes back but things don't seems to be the way it is and as smooth as it is. I'm tired of it, and I guessed I did confessed enough but there's no feedbacks than listening to "enjoy" myself with others. I'm getting sick of it as this isn't what I'm looking for though. I shall keep myself away from people who would harm or hurt me and my feelings...physically and also mentally! GROW UP ALBY!



I've to be determine while the "grow up" process goes on! YOU CAN DO IT!

-[aLbY]-

E x p r e s s i o n . . .

It's been awhile since I "missed" someone in a way. I don't know if this works, if this will goes on smoothly, if this "will happen" or not,...but yea, I'm missing you. Love the song lyrics and the song so much!

-[aLbY]-

Starting Over Again . . .

It's really been awhile since I blog things seriously than writing all about what's happening in my surroundings. I guess today, I'm a grown up kid, things changed rapidly anywhere, any time. I shall be coping up with the changes everyday, every second. I'm turning 24 in a month or more time, I'm graduated for a year and more, I've started working, locally as well as in the overseas. Right now, I'm back home again, and got a new job. I've gotta start getting things very seriously, in every aspects. Myself, career, family, friends, relationships and everything. Thanks for the concern to those who are concern about me in every aspects. I appreciated every single moments with everyone of you. I will be a better person, better than yesterday, for tomorrow. I will work hard for a better living, without depending on my parents at all. I will definitely do well for the job I'm going to do and be a better person in the near future too. I'm finally understanding, "work hard for a better tomorrow" means. In everything I do, I'll do my best out of it for the success and results later. I hoped everything will goes fine and smooth. I need supports from my family, friends and a loved ones to achieve my goals..

Next, one of the reason I started writing/updating the blog is that lately, I met an old friend of mine. We talked and talked and talked, and I didn't realized there were actually so many people who had read my blog before. I'm amazed and impressed. Most importantly, even the content of the blog is known as memories too. By then, I started updating my blog again and making it becoming alive again. Thank you so much, you motivated me back in writing in my blog again. Seriously, I thought I'd lost this "besties" (the blog) for sometime, but after the chat with the old friend, he reminded me that no matter what happens, this blog is always my best friend to express my feelings for a better tomorrow. I remembered I started writing blog 8years ago, and I'm still updating it over the years although there were less updates in the previous years but I'll try to keep the blog alive back again. I don't mind if there're no frequent visitors, or any visitors as long as I'm "back-to-you" will do. Thank you so much..

Guess that's all for the meantime, I shall hit the sack now. Goodnight all..

-[aLbY]-

14th June, 2011.

I'm back all. I guess I've really left out a lot in blogging lately but everything is almost posted on Facebook these days. Anyway, coming back to it, 14th June, 2011 is the day where my sister had finally given birth to baby Ashlyn! I'm an official uncle today onwards. I'm glad and I'm so happy looking at the new born baby! Welcome to Earth baby Ashlyn!



Well, apart from that yea, something extra-ordinary finally being done. My mom asked me out for lunch on the same day Ashlyn was delivered. After that, she brought me to the tattoo shop and said she wanted to make a tattoo, but I gotta go for it first! Haha, that's really cool! She was shaking her body saying that "My grand daughter has a hot granny!" LoL...that was funny! I actually wanted to have tattoo years ago but never dare to do it as I wasn't sure enough if I wanted it or not and what design to tattoo as well. Finally, I make up my mind and did it on my arm! It's an arm band tattoo! Check this out!

Before:-


After:-


And yea, I was glad I made it and no regrets at all! Anyway, I'll always remember this tattoo when I made it cause it's on the actual day, Ashlyn was given birth!

Some other updates, I'm finally back to Malaysia from Shanghai, for 6months, and for 7weeks I was back here. Many things have changed, even myself I guess. But anyhow, there're good and bad of course. :) Next, I've been searching for jobs all this while, attended more than 10interviews? OMG, that's crazy isn't it? Ended up, NONE came back to me AT ALL BUT finally, the last company came back to me and said "I AM HIRED!" Hoho...I'm so happy! I was worrying all this while although the interview was taken place in less than a week but yea, July is coming soon, so I can't hesitate to get a job ASAP as I'm officially bankrupt already. I'm hired right now, hopefully things will be better from now onwards...

There's more to share, but...I guess it isn't the right time to update any one of you all at the moment.. :) thanks to those whose still keeping track of my blog, if you happened to came across and read the blog, do drop me a message at the Chatterbox or probably the Commentbox will do.. ;)

Cheers!

-[aLbY]-