THREE MONTH

It's been 3months, I've got nothing, but just plain ignorant. They said I've been enjoying life, been happy'ing around etc...but I reckon people who knew me well, shall know I've been hiding a lot, my feelings, my unhappiness, myself, and most importantly the real me. These days, I've been making everyone assuming I'm happy enough to go through my life, but the inner depth of me, no one would ever know including you whom claimed I'm enjoying my life, except to a few person on Earth who text me in the night sharing their unhappiness with me knows how I feel. 3months, 3months since the last time we met, and you broke up with me, and today I'm still the me, who still loves and misses you so much. You won't know, and I know...you will/likes assuming, I never bother, I never cared, and worst is that you'll declare that 'I'm never serious to you too..'. It hurts, hurts me deep the heart, but I've never hated you before, because the truth, I never been anybody as how you've assumed before, neither my past, present, or even the future. You are still the one I love most baby...

p/s: "I'll still dedicate you songs, which you won't know... I really misses you so badly everyday, noon, evening and night..."



You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Love,
-bEE-