Flashback of 2009 . . .

It's left only less than 20hrs before 2010! I've read post of friends on facebook, tweeters, their mood, emotion, responds as well as their eyes, mostly mentioning of their past (bad/unhappy moment) which making them unhappy and tearsing. It touches my heart, myself who had also been to the stage they experienced! I'm depress too seeing my 2009 a bad year, an unhappy and spoilt year for myself! Although I'm moving on these days (as I don't have any choice) but I still misses something which don't belong to me anymore! Often I reminded myself that I don't deserve you in my life that makes you such heartache and in suffocation but it never stopped me from loving you cause no matter in what situation, you're the one I loved most yet had decided to be with together and not having my heart changed! I couldn't lied to myself that you're not belonging to me anymore because you still often happen to appear in my vision everyday! I know its stupid, its also dumb cause you've found a better companion today, but I'm still so much in love with you right up till I'm still writing this up for you at this hour on the last day of the year of pain, of 2009! I couldn't do anything as you seems to be extinct in my life, my vision and also my update or source! ='( I here wishing you a very Happy Belated Birthday & the greatest year ahead in your upcomings and life, health, studies and career as well as your family! Seriously it really make me to tears seeing the past pictures from 2006 right up till today, time flies, time pass so soon and I've already graduated from the study life! I'm feeling old now! I didn't wish to wash off the past no matter it's happy or unhappy because you've never known up till today, you were the greatest gift I ever had in my life! Torn between us will always stay in our heart as no one would understand neither to do anything because you've moved on with another important person in your life today.. Best wishes to everyone in this world and lots of happiness and success in life in 2010! Goodnight or good morning, I'll head off to bed now..

I really miss 2009 so much though I've been living alone in pain throughout the entire year myself, without you... ='(

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 EVERYBODY....
(Update through mobile phone)

Love,
-aLBY-

Before 2010 . . . .

Its going to be year 2010 in less than 2days more. Many things had happened in the past, learned a lot, been through a lot too! Hoping that in the year of 2010 will be a better year for me and my career as well as for everybody else! I'll achieve what I need to achieve for a better future for myself...

Happy New Year everybody...

-[aLbY]-

Merry Xmas & a Happy New Year Everyone!

Merry Xmas and a great Happy New Year to everyone! Wishing everyone, best of luck and success in everything the next year ahead! Love everyone...

Love,
-[aLbY]-

FUIYOH......

FUIYOH..............1st of all, don't be surprise of what so ever alright, DIGI is not doing another promo on FUIYOH! :) Anyway, what makes me FUIYOH is about what you're going to see below! I was surprised when I reached to the mamak, Biru@Outlet Manager came to me with this 3pieces of "fuiyoh"! I was really surprised looking at the size of it which doesn't matches the worth of the "fuiyoh" as well as the price! Take a look!

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Dang....dang....dang....dang....alright, you'll for sure surprised with the price of EACH SOAP right? Yea, me too when I turned back and looked at the price! I was told it was given for FREE by a friend, who is a doctor! THANK GOD!!! I mean WTH on Earth this kinda medication soap cost this expensive?! Would you actually buy it? For me, I'll never cause it cost me RM800 ONLY for 3piecess of soap! *WTF* Anyway, only IF it helps to recover my hair-growth (with guarantee), why not? :)
Alright, I know it's random but I just didn't want to abandon my blog only, so I posted something for readers who actually reads my blog (if there is)!

-[aLbY]-

I blamed you for everything that was going on
I was angry and didn't know right from wrong
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
I wish I wasn't so damn blind

All the pain and the suffering, I wish I could take it back
All the swearing and fights, I wish I could take it back
All the blaming and swearing, I wish I could take it back
I wish I could take it all back

Sorry, can we work things out again
Can we go back to the time you were my man
I will love you like I should
Love you like any person would
Oh please, accept my apology

Sorry, can we work things out again
Can we go back to the time you were my man
I will love you like I should
Love you like any person would
Oh please, accept my apology

I pushed you away, cause I was angry at you
Now I know that I was wrong, and it was my fault too
Now I am alone and wishing you were here
I will change, no more anger and tears
My Apology lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/57501-My-Apology~Ho-Ngoc-Ha.html

All the pain and the suffering, I wish I could take it back
All the swearing and fights, I wish I could take it back
All the blaming and swearing, I wish I could take it back
I wish I could take it all back

Sorry, can we work things out again
Can we go back to the time you were my man
I will love you like I should
Love you like any person would
Oh please, accept my apology

Sorry, can we work things out again
Can we go back to the time you were my man
I will love you like I should
Love you like any person would
Oh please, accept my apology

I understand if you are going away, but still I beg you to stay
The lonely nights are killing me, please accept my apology

Sorry , can we work things out again
Can we go back to the time you were my man
I will love you like I should
Love you like any person would
Oh please , accept my apology

A song that means a million of words, was suppose to be dedicated to someone very special to me in my life...but I guess, today, it don't mean anything to you anymore as you've claimed "your heart is dead for me"...Sigh! Miserable life really, whatever I do, you'll never like it, even if I love you really for real for years, you'll still consider that I'm a big loser, big player, big liar...I always think that our love is as clear as crystal, but the people in your surrounding as well as my surrounding don't seems to please us being together over the years and still spreading such rumour about me especially something very untrue about me, friends who knows me well or knows me as what and who I am, I guess y'll knew me clearer than some people do. The important dates are coming, but I guess this year I would have to celebrate it all by myself with some closer friends than with you. Though I'm unhappy, but I guess I've gotta accept my life, has to be without your presence anymore since you've left me for sometime and became someone else whom I couldn't recognize anymore. Goodnight my love...It's still a nice song afterall, hope you people love it too! Adios...

-[aLbY]-

WTF?!

Yeah the title WTF referred to something really WTF! Hahaha you are only able to see this in this century! Guess what is it? Nah, don't think you could figure it out! I saw this SOMEWHERE previously, has no time to update so check this out! Something cool, something you would like to know and see...

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Hahahahaha WTF321, Nissan Fair Lady 350Z!

Another surprise! Really check this out! I was not just WTF, even OMFG!

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WTF? Can you imagine that the car plate worth RM86680.00? Crazy man! But nice car plate thou! LMAO...

-[aLbY]-

Current update!

I've finally relief from everything! It's EVERYTHING! Just did my FYP presentation lsat Friday (11/12/09) and THANK GOD I did WELL! :) hooray....both supervisor and adviser seems quite happy with my work though there were some negative comment about it! Anyhow, I'm officially done with my studies, looking forward for my exam result which will be expected to be released on the 18/12/09! So wish me best of luck for it! Other than that, I'm also looking forward for my FYP's result! That is the most important result to determine my bachelor of degree class! I hope that the worst would be 2nd lower, IF possible, 1st class would be the best! :) so wish me best of luck to those who read this post!

So some update of the current activities I've done lately although I didn't really keep my blog up-to-date daily! So here it goes..


ABC Big Town Cafe @ Mamak, my 2nd home has a new recipe! HAHA....light food, I mean apart from mee goreng, maggie soup, maggie goreng, indon mee, nasi lemak, roti canai etc, the outlet manager has come out with a new recipe, new food! It's so cheap! Hahahaha...yummy....during the midnight when I've nothing to bite there! :) guess how much? Heheheh....wanna know, go there and try then you'll know! What is it called? What you see in the picture, describe it that's all!

Anyway, NEXT is the PLAYBOY NEW FRAGRANCE Roadshow @ Mid Valley, Center Court! The launch of their 4 new fragrance, Malibu, Miami, Vegas and Hollywood! My bro and I got 1 Miami and 1 Malibu! Man, when I was about to get the fragrance guess what? Second day of the roadshow, more than 10,000 unit SOLD! Miami is the best selling! Can you imagine it's only RM59.90; fragrance + body spray? OMG! Such reasonable price and nice too! Try it for those who didn't know about it and wanna try something new! Here's the PLAYBOY roadshow and what I got! Ops, one more which I left out, they were also sponsored by Naza World with the latest Lamborghini! WOW.....super COOL!!!

The PLAYBOY NEW FRAGRANCE LAUNCHING 2009.

My PLAYBOY MALIBU & PLAYBOY MIAMI....

Alright, that's it for tonight first! Will continue tomorrow...

-[aLbY]-

Ford Models Supermodel of the World 2009 (Malaysia)

Here it goes, since it's been quite sometime I haven't been updating my blog here is the update! Last month I joined this Ford Model Search, as those who reads my blog knew about it, the result is finally out (5th Dec 2009)! Congrats to those who won!

Female Winners:-
Winner: Kelly Jagan
1st Runner-up: Eleen Yong
2nd Runner-up: Syakella Jazmyn

Male Winners:-
Winner: Danny Lim
1st Runner-up: Ahya Ulumuddin
2nd Runner-up: Ian Ong

Congrats to those who won! Kinda expected that Danny will actually win for the male category, and the female's category I thought it would be Casandra Patrick but anyway, Kelly is good too! Amazingly her photographs taken and the finale outlook and outfit is tremendous! CONGRATS again! Female winner will win RM250,000 worth of prizes and will be sent for the International Ford Model Search in 2010 January next year! Where as the Male winner will win RM50,000 worth of prizes and will also be sent to the United States for training! How lucky they are...too bad, I can't even get into the Top 10 instead of Top 20! *frown* Kind of disappointed when I knew some who could get into Top 10, but I didn't! Sigh...anyhow, some are bias thou cause they've good relation with some of the judges! So....BOYCOTT!!!

My photoshoot during the elimination of the Top 10 Male model!




Wei........isn't that bad right? Why am I eliminated in the Top 10 elimination! :( sigh, was putting so much hope into the Top 10 since during the photoshoot, Benjamin and Azrul (both are also judges) said my first photograph taken is perfect enough and that was what Azrul (the photographer) wants! Sigh...and then I took a few more shots and those aren't as good as the first! I was so confident to get into the Top 10 but it turned out to be a disappointment! Anyway, it's reality show and everything is bias in the entertainment industry! Nothing is fair in this industry unless you're really capable enough to be a Mr/Mrs. Perfect! Argh...during the elimination, the only comment I got from the judge (Azrul) was my eye isn't sharp and strong enough to portrait the photograph! Damn it! WTH! *so disappointing*

Anyway, what's done is done, I couldn't change anything as since it was recorded and moreover announced! Would just have to prove them I'm good in the future!

Here is the link where you can watch the entire REALITY show! Anyway, the show was a bad one! Super low quality cause the judges couldn't even speak well except for Azrul and Gillian Hung@Mama G! I adore Mama G as she's elegant and pretty yet well spoken, Azrul....I've got not much of comment cause he said a different thing during my photoshoot and during the elimination! Sigh again....

Here's the link, click on to watch it: Ford Models Supermodel of the World 2009

Oh between, the worst thing, they actually skipped my part and a few contestant's comment during the elimination because prolly they realized their comment towards a few of us are just to eliminate to replace those who are close to the judges who got it! WATCH IT and you people will realize it!

Another update, FEMALE's 50 Most Gorgeous online voting has ended last week (30th Nov 2009), still waiting for the result, would hope something mischievous happen! Something for me at least, I'm confident enough though I've competitive competitors among the rest of the 24 male contestants!

Another contest, I've joined for sometime, still waiting for the update is still in progress! Will keep the update soon! Don't misunderstand that I'm trying to SEEK FOR ATTENTION or being D.O.A (Desperate of Attention). I'm just doing what I inspire to do which is to become a real model instead as such everyone has been claiming themselves a model. I didn't want those unreal fame but fame which I achieve all by myself since I've quit modeling for the past few years, it's time for me to come back out for some new exposure and competitions to get myself back into the industry and achieve my inspiration one day (hopefully soon) in order to make myself a happier person than a saddist I've been for the past 10months...

Wish me luck and keep supporting me people, my beloved family and friends or fan (*if i have HAHA)! *CHEERS*

-[aLbY]-