Sunday, November 21, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Goodbye Malaysia and everyone . . .
Goodbye Malaysia! I've finally left Malaysia! It was a pretty hard decision to make to leave this meaningful land to somewhere I don't know and know nobody at all. Anyway, it was really hard for me to leave my family and come over to Shanghai, China to work. Mom has been sobbing since weeks back ever since she knew I was leaving the country, everyday I tried not to stay at home or confront her too much as her eyes are always watery, making me feeling the same too. Thanks mom and dad! Bid my farewell to my fellow good friends@buddies! Thanks for sending me off at the airport, it was really touching especially when I was checking in, I started seeing you guys 1-byb-1 coming to send me off! Also thanks for giving me a "new friend"! I was hugging it to sleep while in the plane! Hahahaha...
Anyway, there's some update here! I arrived to Pudong International Airport, Shanghai, China, at 6.50am! The airport is freaking big! And that isn't as big as the main one at the other side in Shanghai! WTH!~ Anyway, it's really a good experience though! I've gotta speak Mandarin and yea, I know it sucks, but I'm learning and I guess I'll be adapting their accent here too? LoLz....hopefully I won't become ORIGINAL TYPICAL CHINA MAN! :P the weather here is cooling, like Genting Highland! But it's cooler every hour! The sun here rise at 5++am, and the sunset is at about 5++pm! You'll start seeing moon appearing at 6pm, clearly with the sky dark! The street is full with cars, human, SHOPPING CENTRES!!! Wooohooo...
Luxury cars, luxury brands, trendy and fancy fashion, loads of shops, WOW....this is really interesting! Amazingly Volkswagen is their official sponsored car brand, all cabs here are by Volkswagen! Audi is pretty common here like Vios/City in Malaysia! Chayanne, Bentley, Porsche, Cheverolet, Lamboghini, Ferrari, is all their secondary car brands here! COOL isn't it? Alright, I guess I'll pen off here first! Will continue updating when I've the time to, between, 1st day arrived, I've already shop shop shop for the coming winter!!! :D yahooo.... *between, don't know why pics can't be uploaded! Will try it another way soon!*
Stay tuned and take care everybody..
-[aLbY]-
Anyway, there's some update here! I arrived to Pudong International Airport, Shanghai, China, at 6.50am! The airport is freaking big! And that isn't as big as the main one at the other side in Shanghai! WTH!~ Anyway, it's really a good experience though! I've gotta speak Mandarin and yea, I know it sucks, but I'm learning and I guess I'll be adapting their accent here too? LoLz....hopefully I won't become ORIGINAL TYPICAL CHINA MAN! :P the weather here is cooling, like Genting Highland! But it's cooler every hour! The sun here rise at 5++am, and the sunset is at about 5++pm! You'll start seeing moon appearing at 6pm, clearly with the sky dark! The street is full with cars, human, SHOPPING CENTRES!!! Wooohooo...
Luxury cars, luxury brands, trendy and fancy fashion, loads of shops, WOW....this is really interesting! Amazingly Volkswagen is their official sponsored car brand, all cabs here are by Volkswagen! Audi is pretty common here like Vios/City in Malaysia! Chayanne, Bentley, Porsche, Cheverolet, Lamboghini, Ferrari, is all their secondary car brands here! COOL isn't it? Alright, I guess I'll pen off here first! Will continue updating when I've the time to, between, 1st day arrived, I've already shop shop shop for the coming winter!!! :D yahooo.... *between, don't know why pics can't be uploaded! Will try it another way soon!*
Stay tuned and take care everybody..
-[aLbY]-
Monday, October 25, 2010
Few weeks more to go . . .
Ah, well, it's been awhile since I last updated the blog. I guess it's dead by now! Just to keep alil updates here. Many things happened within this few months time, seeing things I didn't want to, knowing things I didn't want to etc. Finally it has to come to an end I guess, I've resigned from the current company. I love my job, I love working with the people, I love my colleagues, but too bad with a sucky manager whom always like putting me in dilemma and forcing me to quit the job, you finally did! Nevertheless, it doesn't mean that I've lost! I'm only giving up while leaving shits to you! After all, I've got a better offer!
I'm going to Shanghai, China to work mid of next month onwards.
I know this is happening, this is sudden, but...the offer I've got is within the next few months it's going to be my toughest period in life, my 3months of probation before I get back to celebrate CNY 2011! I'm unprepared, I'm not ready for anything like this yet, I've not even fulfilled my plans before I leave my country... I've been thinking of a lot of things, but what worry me most is my mom as well as my brother. Mom has been depending on me most the time and now I'm leaving to somewhere far, who will be able to keep her company most the time like how I always do? Bro has been very blur and I'm worried of him being bullied as well as cheated. He needs a lot more guidance and help to grow up! Both mom and dad have given me the green light to go ahead, and I've made up my mind to go there.
I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss Malaysia, I miss the places I always travel, I miss my buddies, I miss my team... I miss everything here in Malaysia.. I've less than 3weeks before I really leave Malaysia. I wished I could have more time before I go.. to settle most things down! Back to those days, I could have more than enough worries of "someone" else, but today, I guess I can really let it go as you're living well with your new other half!
Anyway, I wished I could start all over again there when I reached to Shanghai! No friends, unfamiliar with places, know nothing about it, can't speak fluent Mandarin, new to everything except for my aunt and uncle there who is going to look after me. Don't worry to all my family members, relatives and friends, I'll take good care of myself, I'll not let you all down and come back as a wiser grown up person. I'll be a successful person someday soon since I've got this opportunity to work in the overseas. I'll appreciate all this chances and become a real successful person! But not to forget, take good care of all yourselves well, and I wanna come back seeing everyone in one piece but not pieces everywhere aight!
Though I'm unhappy of something, something which has been bothering me, but unsure what is it, but I know I could learn to overcome this, over and over and over again! Stay strong Alby, there're many people outside there are looking forward for your success and back as a cheerful person, as who I am initially!
Last but not least, I've a good news to announce, I'm becoming uncle real soon! Congrats to my beloved sister and bro-in-law! I wished I could be there when the baby is delivering...but sorry that I might not be around! Take very good care of yourselves and the baby, I'll come back to see my niece/nephew as soon as I'm done with my work! Also do take care of mom and dad as well as bro while I'm not around. Sorry for not taking the charge of the eldest son's job well. But I'll come back to do what I should when I've achieved my success in my career! Love all of you very much...
Till then...I'll update again when I've the time!
Take care..
-[aLbY]-
I'm going to Shanghai, China to work mid of next month onwards.
I know this is happening, this is sudden, but...the offer I've got is within the next few months it's going to be my toughest period in life, my 3months of probation before I get back to celebrate CNY 2011! I'm unprepared, I'm not ready for anything like this yet, I've not even fulfilled my plans before I leave my country... I've been thinking of a lot of things, but what worry me most is my mom as well as my brother. Mom has been depending on me most the time and now I'm leaving to somewhere far, who will be able to keep her company most the time like how I always do? Bro has been very blur and I'm worried of him being bullied as well as cheated. He needs a lot more guidance and help to grow up! Both mom and dad have given me the green light to go ahead, and I've made up my mind to go there.
I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss Malaysia, I miss the places I always travel, I miss my buddies, I miss my team... I miss everything here in Malaysia.. I've less than 3weeks before I really leave Malaysia. I wished I could have more time before I go.. to settle most things down! Back to those days, I could have more than enough worries of "someone" else, but today, I guess I can really let it go as you're living well with your new other half!
Anyway, I wished I could start all over again there when I reached to Shanghai! No friends, unfamiliar with places, know nothing about it, can't speak fluent Mandarin, new to everything except for my aunt and uncle there who is going to look after me. Don't worry to all my family members, relatives and friends, I'll take good care of myself, I'll not let you all down and come back as a wiser grown up person. I'll be a successful person someday soon since I've got this opportunity to work in the overseas. I'll appreciate all this chances and become a real successful person! But not to forget, take good care of all yourselves well, and I wanna come back seeing everyone in one piece but not pieces everywhere aight!
Though I'm unhappy of something, something which has been bothering me, but unsure what is it, but I know I could learn to overcome this, over and over and over again! Stay strong Alby, there're many people outside there are looking forward for your success and back as a cheerful person, as who I am initially!
Last but not least, I've a good news to announce, I'm becoming uncle real soon! Congrats to my beloved sister and bro-in-law! I wished I could be there when the baby is delivering...but sorry that I might not be around! Take very good care of yourselves and the baby, I'll come back to see my niece/nephew as soon as I'm done with my work! Also do take care of mom and dad as well as bro while I'm not around. Sorry for not taking the charge of the eldest son's job well. But I'll come back to do what I should when I've achieved my success in my career! Love all of you very much...
Till then...I'll update again when I've the time!
Take care..
-[aLbY]-
Monday, September 27, 2010
u.n.h.a.p.p.y
I'm just unhappy. I can't share the thought to anyone, no one could help me on this but only myself. I knew this is my weakness, being emotional, as a man, being undecided on most the things, especially when I'm facing such a big issue, on deciding something for myself, for my future. There are many things which I couldn't let go in life! I've gotta make this change, in order for me to live better and more successful.. :'( can someone enlighten me, to help me what can I do? The feeling is back to haunt me again..
-[aLbY]-
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Updates...Updates...Updates...
Hey people, it's been awhile since I last updated my blog, sorry as I've been very busy with my work and I barely have the time and effort to blog and keep you guys updated! Anyway, here's some update of what happened since my birthday!
I've had a great mini birthday celebration with some friends at Zouk Cafe together with my bro's birthday!
Then some buds actually organized another belated birthday party at Mist Club! It was a blast as well although I didn't wanna do anything this year, but at least I do have friends who's willing to do something for me, unlike those days.
Attended ASQ 2010 Final (Astro Star Quest 2010) at Putra Stadium, Bukit Jalil with bro, David and Zoe! Got the tickets from colleagues! Thanks to Torrey and Christina (although you guys didn't know I'm thanking you gals here! HAHA)..
Also attended MyFM's 12th Birthday Bash held at Genting! It's been awhile since I last been to Genting that early, seeing so many people walking here and there! Hahaha..anyway tickets are limited, only 2 that I got, so I randomly picked a friend from my list, Wen Siang! :) it was a great and fun show!!! They actually invited artist from Hong Kong, Taiwan and the local artist to perform! Niceee...anyway, I did invited "somebody", although I expected what the reply was, indeed the "somebody" was there too!
Next...a long lost friend of mine, Caryn, sudden mail me on facebook, asked me to join a contest, Metro Man Search 2010! I blindly join the contest and yea...the preliminary was quite challenging and interesting! They skewed down to 15 finalist out of 69 contestants and....I've got into the Top 15!!~ Hooraayy....but in the end, they last minute added 3 more contestants, so it became Top 18! Competitive now...hmm...though the final is going to be even more challenging, but I'm still holding the grudge and confident to do my best for the contest! We'll see after all these years, am I entitled for "the Winner" with the prizes or not this time! :) *fingers-cross* Here's the poster of the event! You may vote for me through facebook! It contributes 20% out of the total! Finals to be held at The Mines on the coming Sunday, 22nd August 2010 from 3pm - 6pm at Level 3 Main Concourse. Come and support me if you're available! Your support is appreciated!!! :)
I've had a great mini birthday celebration with some friends at Zouk Cafe together with my bro's birthday!
Then some buds actually organized another belated birthday party at Mist Club! It was a blast as well although I didn't wanna do anything this year, but at least I do have friends who's willing to do something for me, unlike those days.
Attended ASQ 2010 Final (Astro Star Quest 2010) at Putra Stadium, Bukit Jalil with bro, David and Zoe! Got the tickets from colleagues! Thanks to Torrey and Christina (although you guys didn't know I'm thanking you gals here! HAHA)..
Also attended MyFM's 12th Birthday Bash held at Genting! It's been awhile since I last been to Genting that early, seeing so many people walking here and there! Hahaha..anyway tickets are limited, only 2 that I got, so I randomly picked a friend from my list, Wen Siang! :) it was a great and fun show!!! They actually invited artist from Hong Kong, Taiwan and the local artist to perform! Niceee...anyway, I did invited "somebody", although I expected what the reply was, indeed the "somebody" was there too!
Next...a long lost friend of mine, Caryn, sudden mail me on facebook, asked me to join a contest, Metro Man Search 2010! I blindly join the contest and yea...the preliminary was quite challenging and interesting! They skewed down to 15 finalist out of 69 contestants and....I've got into the Top 15!!~ Hooraayy....but in the end, they last minute added 3 more contestants, so it became Top 18! Competitive now...hmm...though the final is going to be even more challenging, but I'm still holding the grudge and confident to do my best for the contest! We'll see after all these years, am I entitled for "the Winner" with the prizes or not this time! :) *fingers-cross* Here's the poster of the event! You may vote for me through facebook! It contributes 20% out of the total! Finals to be held at The Mines on the coming Sunday, 22nd August 2010 from 3pm - 6pm at Level 3 Main Concourse. Come and support me if you're available! Your support is appreciated!!! :)
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
十分爱 (Remake MV)
Guys, the remake MV I did for my friend is out! Check it out but first look at the preview of the MV first aight! Here you go...
And this is the FULL REMAKE MV of "十分爱"
Thanks Alston, Ally, Lemon@Linda, Ah Hu and my MV partner, Eve for making this remake MV a success! Thanks for giving me this opportunity to be the main actor in this MV. I love it and I enjoyed a lot doing this for your graduation! :) keep it up and all the best of luck for the future undertaking!
-[aLbY]-
And this is the FULL REMAKE MV of "十分爱"
Thanks Alston, Ally, Lemon@Linda, Ah Hu and my MV partner, Eve for making this remake MV a success! Thanks for giving me this opportunity to be the main actor in this MV. I love it and I enjoyed a lot doing this for your graduation! :) keep it up and all the best of luck for the future undertaking!
-[aLbY]-
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Update . . .
Some update of the recent me. 14th of June 2010, is the first time ever I worked permanently for a company. It was fun thou, everybody is nice especially my sales manager, not to left out that he's an Indian! :) coincidently I met a new colleague as well, a girl whose quite not bad looking (to me). She's like the youngest (same age as me) and hottest girl in the company that I know! Hahaha, between we managed to get along quite well. Oh yeah, she's a Chindian (mixed of Chinese + Indian = Chindian)! We'd smoking time together, chilling together, break together, sits together, gossip together, breakfast & lunch together, pee & shit together (HAHAHAHAHA) and many more!
On the third day of working, I finally signed the offer letter with all the details stated. Finally I'm working permanently! Few hours after I signed the offer letter, I've received a call from the company I've been applying and waiting for response. They're HIRING me! Offering me my expected pay salary as well as superb benefits. Hmmm...now my wish list is growing (just kidding but who knows as time pass HAHAHA). Well yea, I accepted their offer, and resigned the following day. I was really overly excited over the offer! :) I'm so happy that I finally got what I wanna do! So, I've prepared the resignation letter. The next day, I told my sales manager that I'm leaving, he was fine at the beginning, still trying to convince, but it didn't work as I insisted to leave. In the offer letter stated that during the probation period I would have to have 2weeks notice upon the resignation letter is given. So I took the 2weeks notice, and work for another 2weeks more. Man, I've nothing to do within the period and my sales manager seriously changes the way he used to treat me like before. He became an EVIL!
Wow...guess what? This is the funny part, we haven't really been talking like how we used to, so there was one day I was out for lunch with my colleague, back to office about 1.30pm, she went back to the office first and I went to the toilet for some toilet pleasure before entering the office. GOSH, never expected I took 15mins! Hahahaha...alright here's the joke, as I entered the office, everyone was doing their own work as usual and I walked to my sit, then turned my desktop on. All a sudden, my colleague told me that my sales manager told her something. So I asked her what was it. She said:-
Sales Manager: Where's Alby?
Colleague: Oh, he is in the toilet.
Sales Manager: Oh, ok! You can bring all his stuffs to toilet and asked him to work in the toilet ok.
Colleague: *sweat & stone*
Hahahahha seriously I was laughing out loud when I heard that from my colleague! He really don't seems liking me in the office already huh? Well it's alright, so I entered the office and saw him from far, but I went to my place and sat to continue some work. And yea I've been multi-tasking but not just plain doing one thing at a time. Nah, c'mon, everyone does the same in the office especially SALES person! Oh between my position sounds great, it's called "Account Manager Corporate Sales". WOW....right? :P let's continue the second part of the story. My sales manager left around 3pm for some appointment I guess. So I've been facebook'ing, checking my mails, googl'ing for data to be insert in to the database to make cold calls for appointment the next day. All a sudden my sales manager walked in to the office around 5pm and back to his sit. He called my colleague and asked her to go over. So she was giving me a "he asked me over?" expression. It was funny, I told her to go quickly as I'm interested to know what's with it this time.
After awhile, they're done with the talking and I was pretending as though I was busy doing the office work while peeping on them. As soon as my colleague is done, as she walks over she was smiling at me as though she's laughing out loud soon. I was curious what he asked again, then I asked her what did he said. She told me this:-
Sales Manager: What is Alby doing? He seems busy..
Colleague: Oh he's piling up the data to make cold calls tomorrow for appointment..(act blur)
Sales Manager: Serious? Why is he so hardworking for? Even the CEO left earlier than he does...
Colleague: *stone....and laugh*
HAAHAHAHA...OMG, seriously my sales manager doesn't like me anymore because I've just resigned! LMAO...a little bit more, I went into the office together with my colleague as I picked her up from her place, we were at the office about 9.45am I guess (WOW, we were late for 45mins as we're suppose to enter at 8.30am, also allowed to be at the office latest by 9am), as we walked in, my sales manager is already at the office sitting down doing his work. Until one time approximately 11.40am, I've got a message from one of the director's P.A saying that the HR wants to see me immediately. So I went to HR, as I pushed in the glass door, the HR said:-
HR: Hie Alby!
Me: Hie...
HR: You may leave now..
Me: *stunned and shock* Huh?
HR: Oh I mean that you may leave already as the company is releasing you earlier.
Me: *super happy in the heart* Oh, serious? So, I can leave after work today?
HR: No, you may leave now if you want to or after lunch you needn't come back to the office anymore..
Me: *feeling that the sales manager don't wanna see me anymore that's why he told the HR to inform me that the company release me earlier* Oh ok...
HR: The company will also pay you for tomorrow although you're not coming in ok, no worries ya!
Me: *seriously I was so happy to know that I'm paid even I needn't enter the office anymore for the last day* Oh okok thanks a lot ya!
HR: Bye...and all the best of luck in your future ya!
Me: *feeling proud and even happier* Yea thanks and you too...
LoLz, seriously I was so happy! Finally could leave the company officially! Now I've a day rest, gotta get ready for the next day as I'm starting my work on the 1st of July! :D Hooorayyy.......wish me best of luck aight! I'm gonna perform well in the new company and earn big fat cheque to spend and invest!!! :)
Aight, I guess that's it so far....but oh yea, one more! I've got myself a wishlist GRANTED! Hahahaha I finally bought myself the N900! :) I'm using it right now! So happy that I got one of my wishlist fulfilled! It's all by my own money! Yay...I'm a big boy now!~ Here's some picture of my "dear"..
Between, it doesn't mean that all my wishlist is fulfilled ok, there's still one more! I need a wallet and Gucci is what I want. This is what I want and here's the code as well! Waiting ya....birthday COMING SOON!!!
Gucci Wallet Code: 224123 FU4HR
I NEED A WALLET SO BADLY!!!!!!!!! I WANT THIS!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, that's all for now! Will update you guys soon...
-[aLbY]-
On the third day of working, I finally signed the offer letter with all the details stated. Finally I'm working permanently! Few hours after I signed the offer letter, I've received a call from the company I've been applying and waiting for response. They're HIRING me! Offering me my expected pay salary as well as superb benefits. Hmmm...now my wish list is growing (just kidding but who knows as time pass HAHAHA). Well yea, I accepted their offer, and resigned the following day. I was really overly excited over the offer! :) I'm so happy that I finally got what I wanna do! So, I've prepared the resignation letter. The next day, I told my sales manager that I'm leaving, he was fine at the beginning, still trying to convince, but it didn't work as I insisted to leave. In the offer letter stated that during the probation period I would have to have 2weeks notice upon the resignation letter is given. So I took the 2weeks notice, and work for another 2weeks more. Man, I've nothing to do within the period and my sales manager seriously changes the way he used to treat me like before. He became an EVIL!
Wow...guess what? This is the funny part, we haven't really been talking like how we used to, so there was one day I was out for lunch with my colleague, back to office about 1.30pm, she went back to the office first and I went to the toilet for some toilet pleasure before entering the office. GOSH, never expected I took 15mins! Hahahaha...alright here's the joke, as I entered the office, everyone was doing their own work as usual and I walked to my sit, then turned my desktop on. All a sudden, my colleague told me that my sales manager told her something. So I asked her what was it. She said:-
Sales Manager: Where's Alby?
Colleague: Oh, he is in the toilet.
Sales Manager: Oh, ok! You can bring all his stuffs to toilet and asked him to work in the toilet ok.
Colleague: *sweat & stone*
Hahahahha seriously I was laughing out loud when I heard that from my colleague! He really don't seems liking me in the office already huh? Well it's alright, so I entered the office and saw him from far, but I went to my place and sat to continue some work. And yea I've been multi-tasking but not just plain doing one thing at a time. Nah, c'mon, everyone does the same in the office especially SALES person! Oh between my position sounds great, it's called "Account Manager Corporate Sales". WOW....right? :P let's continue the second part of the story. My sales manager left around 3pm for some appointment I guess. So I've been facebook'ing, checking my mails, googl'ing for data to be insert in to the database to make cold calls for appointment the next day. All a sudden my sales manager walked in to the office around 5pm and back to his sit. He called my colleague and asked her to go over. So she was giving me a "he asked me over?" expression. It was funny, I told her to go quickly as I'm interested to know what's with it this time.
After awhile, they're done with the talking and I was pretending as though I was busy doing the office work while peeping on them. As soon as my colleague is done, as she walks over she was smiling at me as though she's laughing out loud soon. I was curious what he asked again, then I asked her what did he said. She told me this:-
Sales Manager: What is Alby doing? He seems busy..
Colleague: Oh he's piling up the data to make cold calls tomorrow for appointment..(act blur)
Sales Manager: Serious? Why is he so hardworking for? Even the CEO left earlier than he does...
Colleague: *stone....and laugh*
HAAHAHAHA...OMG, seriously my sales manager doesn't like me anymore because I've just resigned! LMAO...a little bit more, I went into the office together with my colleague as I picked her up from her place, we were at the office about 9.45am I guess (WOW, we were late for 45mins as we're suppose to enter at 8.30am, also allowed to be at the office latest by 9am), as we walked in, my sales manager is already at the office sitting down doing his work. Until one time approximately 11.40am, I've got a message from one of the director's P.A saying that the HR wants to see me immediately. So I went to HR, as I pushed in the glass door, the HR said:-
HR: Hie Alby!
Me: Hie...
HR: You may leave now..
Me: *stunned and shock* Huh?
HR: Oh I mean that you may leave already as the company is releasing you earlier.
Me: *super happy in the heart* Oh, serious? So, I can leave after work today?
HR: No, you may leave now if you want to or after lunch you needn't come back to the office anymore..
Me: *feeling that the sales manager don't wanna see me anymore that's why he told the HR to inform me that the company release me earlier* Oh ok...
HR: The company will also pay you for tomorrow although you're not coming in ok, no worries ya!
Me: *seriously I was so happy to know that I'm paid even I needn't enter the office anymore for the last day* Oh okok thanks a lot ya!
HR: Bye...and all the best of luck in your future ya!
Me: *feeling proud and even happier* Yea thanks and you too...
LoLz, seriously I was so happy! Finally could leave the company officially! Now I've a day rest, gotta get ready for the next day as I'm starting my work on the 1st of July! :D Hooorayyy.......wish me best of luck aight! I'm gonna perform well in the new company and earn big fat cheque to spend and invest!!! :)
Aight, I guess that's it so far....but oh yea, one more! I've got myself a wishlist GRANTED! Hahahaha I finally bought myself the N900! :) I'm using it right now! So happy that I got one of my wishlist fulfilled! It's all by my own money! Yay...I'm a big boy now!~ Here's some picture of my "dear"..
Between, it doesn't mean that all my wishlist is fulfilled ok, there's still one more! I need a wallet and Gucci is what I want. This is what I want and here's the code as well! Waiting ya....birthday COMING SOON!!!
Gucci Wallet Code: 224123 FU4HR
I NEED A WALLET SO BADLY!!!!!!!!! I WANT THIS!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, that's all for now! Will update you guys soon...
-[aLbY]-
Old & New . . . .
Many years back I heard this song by a local group, Baby, this song really touches me a lot and has such meaningful content in it. The song name means "love can't be compared"..
And today (few years back I guess), the song has got a new version, which is the opposite meaning of the original version, "love can be compared". It's nice too, with better music video sequence and storyline.
And today (few years back I guess), the song has got a new version, which is the opposite meaning of the original version, "love can be compared". It's nice too, with better music video sequence and storyline.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
What shall I do?
Everyone often says "live life to the fullest and be happy". I totally understand what this statement means, but when problem occur in life and it's unsolved, we would never fulfill the above statement. Most of my friends knows that I'm always either unhappy or emotional, I would just have to say, I preferred to keep things back to myself today. I've grown up more than who I am in the previous time, trying to reduce as little problem as possible to others as I know most my friends are concern about me or curious why am I always being like this. I would just have to say, I'd rather keep things to myself, and settle it all by myself only.
Over the years, I was living quite well and healthy. Never knew as I grow up, there'll be more problems appearing and need to be solved in many different ways. Ups and downs are the most fundamental issue in life. Within these few years, I've always been thanking You for giving me things I wanted, but at the same time, why do You always take things You gave from me back? When I don't want it, You gave it to me, when I wanted it so badly, You didn't want to give it to me at all. Recently many things happened, they're also visible for sure, because I know I could handle things all by myself without troubling anybody or need to borrow others' ear or wasting others' time.
Indeed, I'm not really happy with what I am now, some thing has been bothering me, over the months, but nothing that I could do as things don't seems worked smoothly or well. As I said, He always give us things we don't want/don't really want, or not giving things we want. Life is never unfair! Let me clarify the statement, mostly who defended the statement is due to the experience they're encountering whereas those who counter the statement, they'll claim that either "time is the matter", "it isn't the right time", "you've not met the right one" or any other reasonable reason. Well, put Yourselves in the victim's shoe, will You feel the same as I do or as what mostly says? Sometime, some things are beyond our control and some are under controlled. Why can't You just be fair to me? Sigh...
It's really getting my nerves on all the time, I'm really tired physically and mentally already. Why can't You just be fair to me for once and for all? Sigh...
-[aLbY]-
Over the years, I was living quite well and healthy. Never knew as I grow up, there'll be more problems appearing and need to be solved in many different ways. Ups and downs are the most fundamental issue in life. Within these few years, I've always been thanking You for giving me things I wanted, but at the same time, why do You always take things You gave from me back? When I don't want it, You gave it to me, when I wanted it so badly, You didn't want to give it to me at all. Recently many things happened, they're also visible for sure, because I know I could handle things all by myself without troubling anybody or need to borrow others' ear or wasting others' time.
Indeed, I'm not really happy with what I am now, some thing has been bothering me, over the months, but nothing that I could do as things don't seems worked smoothly or well. As I said, He always give us things we don't want/don't really want, or not giving things we want. Life is never unfair! Let me clarify the statement, mostly who defended the statement is due to the experience they're encountering whereas those who counter the statement, they'll claim that either "time is the matter", "it isn't the right time", "you've not met the right one" or any other reasonable reason. Well, put Yourselves in the victim's shoe, will You feel the same as I do or as what mostly says? Sometime, some things are beyond our control and some are under controlled. Why can't You just be fair to me? Sigh...
It's really getting my nerves on all the time, I'm really tired physically and mentally already. Why can't You just be fair to me for once and for all? Sigh...
-[aLbY]-
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Dilemma...but happy too!
I've started working for 4days, surprisingly what I've got a call of offer from another company yesterday night. I was hired and offer letter will be done a week after I confirmed. Sadly to say, I've given up the current job, going for a better offer! Sigh...but I'm also glad that the company is going to be a stepping stone for me, and pays me well! Hopefully I'll do well for this and grow from there and then. Wish me luck!
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Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Terlalu Istimewa . . .
Vidi Aldiaono sang Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi by Sheila Majid, this is so nice!
Even though actions or words weren't showed or told, it doesn't mean that they don't support, but in the end, they supported indirectly by not saying a word or taking any actions. What a sad music video, Awan Terpilu by Ning Baizura...
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Monday, June 14, 2010
Finally!!!!!!
Ahakz! FYI to friends or family or readers or fans (if there's any), I finally found a job and I'm starting to work in 6hrs 30mins time! Hahahah...I'm so excited and can't wait for it! Finally could start working after searching for jobs for 6-7months since I last graduated from my college university! Wish me luck people! Have a nice day...
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Monday, June 07, 2010
My only wish . . .
I wanted Nokia N900 so badly for my birthday! My one and only birthday wish for now... :(
or
Nokia N8...but, this is not even launched, and I bet this would reached RM3k when it's launched!!!~
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La Base New Face Model Search - Matériel
Here we go, was recommended by friends to join the La Base New Face Model Search for the brand, 'Matériel' at Pavilion few weeks back. There goes the process, we went to Pavilion and attended the photoshoot and casting for the contest. So yea, took 10shots, with their attire provided, own jeans and accessories. I brought nothing but just jeans and a my trademark cap! Hmm..yea, the shoot was fine, everything went well! I liked a few of the pictures, but too bad I only had one! So end result they'll select 42 new faces out of an amount of contestants! After a week, I was notified to have chosen in the top 42! Hahaha...yea, here it is! The news is up on MSN Malaysia's Fashion news! Check it out! Click Here
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Here's the picture they choose to be placed on the top 42 photo board! You guys can see this everywhere in Isetan Matériel or Parkson in Pavilion! Check this out..
Also the top 42 photo board!
I'm one of them in the board too! Thanks Justin Tang!
Alright that's all about it for now, will keep the update soon as there's something new coming up too! Stay tuned..
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Here's the picture they choose to be placed on the top 42 photo board! You guys can see this everywhere in Isetan Matériel or Parkson in Pavilion! Check this out..
Also the top 42 photo board!
I'm one of them in the board too! Thanks Justin Tang!
Alright that's all about it for now, will keep the update soon as there's something new coming up too! Stay tuned..
-[aLbY]-
Tuesday, June 01, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Nocturnal Resonance . . .
I've been bothered for sometime, but there's no one or nothing I could express than writing in the blog, it bothers me a lot, what's "love". I believe the "me" today isn't as before anymore, thou "love" is a need, but there's also many other things to do, or to priority. I used to prioritized "loveship"! But...I can't tell what I wanted anymore, I've been lost, loitering along the journey of life without having an aim in life. Recently, it reminds me a lot of things...incidents...memories...whether it's good or bad, and it hurts me a lot too. No one would I understand how I feel although I was claimed I don't think of how other feels but if I couldn't understand my needs, how am I suppose to care for others as I always do (which maybe they don't know or don't realized). I'm confuse and I don't know where am I really heading to today thou... Anyway, there's nothing much to say, I was grieving only of my sickening life/lifestyle...
The original by Christopher Lay (黎升铭), Chu Shou Tai Zhong (出手太重), one of my favorite track...
Another version of 出手太重, Cun Ai (存爱) by Aska Yang (楊宗緯)..
Enjoy the song especially the meaning of the song, it means a lot...to me!
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The original by Christopher Lay (黎升铭), Chu Shou Tai Zhong (出手太重), one of my favorite track...
Another version of 出手太重, Cun Ai (存爱) by Aska Yang (楊宗緯)..
Enjoy the song especially the meaning of the song, it means a lot...to me!
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Friday, May 14, 2010
He is 'effin good!
Seriously, he's so damn talented! Please watch and like it!!!!~ Thanks...
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Always online . . . .
A very sad commercial, enjoy watching it!
Here's the original song of the advertisement:-
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Here's the original song of the advertisement:-
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Once upon a time..
I totally understand the feeling where it couldn't be expressed but there's nothing can be done! Sigh! Its confusing at times but what can we do as a human? There're things we can and there're things we cant, even no matter how hard we tried to obtain or in general the more we wanted the more difficult we'll achieve or to obtain! Life is always complicated and never easy! I've experienced before the feeling, I didnt want it to repeat again! Though i know what's 50/50 going on but in conclusion or as the matter of fact, i wished i could understand or to know the entire story but not assuming the truth beneath. I can just tell, hoped that God could find the right path!
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Friday, May 07, 2010
我没有错
These days I've been playing this song and 沒那麼簡單, non-stop, been thinking a lot, I don't know what to do, I felt like going for a bag pack alone, and to be alone, not to worry of anything or thinking of anything at all. I'm feeling restless, and all I want to do is just being alone for a moment... I don't know what is running in my mind, but this is all I want for now! :'(
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Monday, May 03, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
Back to myself . . .
Many things happened these days, haven't really been sleeping well at all! Everyday almost between 5am - 7am! What the hell is wrong? Why am I being so "olden" me? Few years back I was a very stingy person, and after some incident, I've changed my perception and isn't like that anymore, and after something happened, I'm becoming "myself" back, as in being stingy! Sigh, I hated this feeling, I hated this so much! It's been haunting me all day and night long! I wanted to be alone, I wanted to be out of this place and let myself to do something which is not a waste of time! Unlike now, I haven't got a permanent full-time job for the past 5months! It's coming to the month of May, soon to be the 6th month soon, being JOBLESS after graduated! I'm so sick of my life, I knew I've not been doing anything much than loitering, wasting time, travelling here there, spending money and whatever crap I've done! But I seriously hope to get a proper job even though I does some part-time SOMETIMES, but that isn't gonna help me for my living for the future! I need a stable full-time job, I've diverted my field from IT majors in Web Media to Advertising, doing Accounts Servicing! I wanted to do something which has to deal with living objects/human being than dead objects! Sigh...it's so sickening and I'm feeling so dead these days! Didn't get a satisfactory result for my degree, jobless, family issue, everything! Argh...I wants to get out of this place for a moment ALONE seriously! I need to make a trip for myself to keep my mind away from everything and everybody! :(
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
Suicide . . .
One of my ex-classmate sent me an article, Click Here. Seriously never expected that the young girl, who's only 21y/o committed suicide because she didn't get a job over the years! 200jobs that she'd been to and failed to get not-even-one! Sigh, pity her! May you rest in peace! Hopefully I don't fall into the FAILURE category like her, ended up committing suicide! Hopefully I could get a job within this 2weeks before May approach! Wish me luck people!
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Moody...
Sigh, I've no idea why am I feeling such moody these days! Seriously, it's like the momentum is missing elsewhere, wanna find somewhere else to keep me breathing properly!~ :( hopefully a better day tomorrow! It's just a short random post, nothing much but at least it relates to my headline, "All about Me, Myself & I...."...
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Friday, April 23, 2010
The Next Generation!
LMAO, seriously take a look at this! The next generation of PITBULL! He's really coming up to be like the next PITBULL! Wow...
Lagy Gaga 2010! HAHAHAHAHAH....c'mon man, seriously, I was told by Sean that this is Wen Siang style! Hahahahha....cool isn't it? :X **sorry for posting this up Siang, I didn't mean to but indeed it's really funny! Hahahaha
LoLz, 2010 new pro cheerleaders! Hahahahah...
Sean said that the Tiger refers to Wen Siang while the Duck refers to me! I was alil "terasa" when I was told that, then not till I watched the whole video.....HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAH I know why! :P
There's nothing much, I only wanted to entertain my visitor/reader since I've been posting unhappy stuff! Enjoy...
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Friday, April 16, 2010
FML!
OMG, though it's been a long time since I last blog but I'm freaking FML now! Just checked my FYP result, seriously there're 3 modules/subject in my FYP, Investigation Intelligence System (1 module/subject), Project (1 module/subject) & Investigation (1 module/subject). I've got 2 results out of 3, 1st one a 'B' and 2nd one an 'F' (FUCK) Seriously I've no idea how did I got an 'F'! There's no possibility at all when my supervisor and advisor are satisfy with my work! Arghhhhhhhh.........immediately I called my supervisor and amazingly he was SHOCKED too! DAMN APIIT seriously! What's wrong with my work now? It's ALL complete! Thank God that the result today is back to N/A due to final moderation! *relief* currently waiting for the result either tomorrow or next Monday! And also currently I'm not working yet (still)! Been doing part-time ONLY! Damn, it isn't that I select jobs I wanted but the jobs these days are choosy! =( Hopefully the career fair tomorrow held in MidValley Exhibition Hall till Sunday! Hopefully I could get a job from there, PERMANENTLY! I'd enough of having such nothing-to-do-but-restless-or-hopeless-life!
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Monday, March 01, 2010
Thumbs-Up!
I'm catching up with the insomnia again lately, simplicity nice song to introduce to those who happened to visit my blog! Have been listening to these songs for sometime! Here are a few songs I recommended...enjoy!~
Goodnight people..
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Goodnight people..
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Sunday, February 28, 2010
Coming soon . . .
Alright, everything has ended, updates are coming real soon aight!
Goodnight people....
** Hoped i don't have insomnia again tonight... **
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Goodnight people....
** Hoped i don't have insomnia again tonight... **
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Sunday, February 14, 2010
Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day!
Sorry for being too busy to update the blog! Anyway, I here stand my chance to wish everybody Happy Chinese New Year (Gong Hei Fatt Choi) and Valentine's Day to everyone outside there! May everyone stay healthier and wealthier in 2010...
Will keep the blog updated SOON! :) stay tuned...
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Will keep the blog updated SOON! :) stay tuned...
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Friday, January 29, 2010
AVATAR (Sex scene CUT)
Hey hey hey, I've something to share here! Everybody's favourite scene! :D enjoy ya!
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Thursday, January 21, 2010
The DAY . . .
I'm so nervous! Today is the day and yea, I'll be attending the first most grand event of my life for my family! My sister is getting married! HOORAY........CONGRATS to Pauline Thum & Cason Yong! Well, I'm really excited and had been waiting for the day to come, I've got almost everything ready especially my dress code for it! Hahaha...really can't wait for it now! :) everything will work well, and fine! :D
Love,
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Love,
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Take the advise!
Hey readers, sorry for the mass-post/post in cantonese (for those doesn't understand), but I've found something hilarious and something that works to those who has disease like this and still not recovering, nor recovered or not consulting the specialist/doctor yet. I hope to those who reads this, take the advise, and consult the doctor/specialist by following what Kay says in the video. Goodluck and best of health everybody...
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Something to share with all of you . . . .
It was a random post, it just so happened that I went through the youtube and found this meaningful video. I would say I'm still not over my past at all, but I do understand that time will tell what's gonna happen in the next 3yrs, 5years or perhaps 10years from now. I hoped people who thought of this now, could understand and set this into their mindset, the same time, I'll try to think over things for myself as well! Let's all of us learn to be a better human-being... I hoped I could as it's been almost a year soon, I'm still not over someone yet! Enjoy...
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Bai-chi-li-za-tion / De-bai-chi-li-za-tion...
I've something to share here with you all! This is really funny! Check this out! :) LMAO............................................................
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Monday, January 18, 2010
Coming soon . . . .
The "Thum" Family...
The "Thum" Bros & Sis...
The Bride...
Afterall this time, finally the time is coming! I'm sorry that I haven't been updating my blog, I wasn't really in a mood to blog, that's why I left it like this. After seeing so many blogs around, SIGH, no comment and therefore, it affected my mood of blogging too! Anyway, lets not talk about that, so what's "Coming Soon"? Haha...it's my sister's wedding! Well, 21/1 and 30/1 will be the dinner night. Been so busy preparing so many stuff with family for the wedding day, can't wait for it! I'm done with my shopping, OMFG, coz it cost too much for me, as if I'm the one whose getting married! But I'm satisfied with it afterall, not gonna regret..anyway, will keep the update soon with pics, this is just a random post! Cheers... Congrats to my sis and my bro-in-law! Best wishes to the both of y'll!~
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Monday, January 04, 2010
1st post of 2010 . . . .
well first and foremost, Happy New Year to everyone! I thought that the last post of 2009 was going to be the last emo post in my life, spilling all out, in fact, I'm feeling terribly depress again while watching some series, with the soundtracks, as well as some SMS left previously! It can really make me to tears reading the messages left while I still miss and also loving you so much! ='(
Whereas you seems to really have been extinct in my life, MSN, Facebook, SMS, email etc. I can barely catch any recent update of you anymore. How can I stop thinking about you? How can I stop loving someone whom only know how to suspect but not believe me which is also no longer mine today rather then belonging to someone else today?! How will I really stop myself from loving someone who don't love me anymore althnough it's going to be 1year in the next 2months14days?
Time flies, I really had never thought that you're still playing a part in my life, my vision.. It's really suffocating! How can I really cheer up becoming a real happy person? God, please save me from this heartache and heartbreak world... Sigh...
There goes my 1st post of year 2010... I'll come out with something soon... Goodnight world!~
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Whereas you seems to really have been extinct in my life, MSN, Facebook, SMS, email etc. I can barely catch any recent update of you anymore. How can I stop thinking about you? How can I stop loving someone whom only know how to suspect but not believe me which is also no longer mine today rather then belonging to someone else today?! How will I really stop myself from loving someone who don't love me anymore althnough it's going to be 1year in the next 2months14days?
Time flies, I really had never thought that you're still playing a part in my life, my vision.. It's really suffocating! How can I really cheer up becoming a real happy person? God, please save me from this heartache and heartbreak world... Sigh...
There goes my 1st post of year 2010... I'll come out with something soon... Goodnight world!~
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