Just for you . . .

-90-

I see you beside me
It's only a dream,
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories.

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you... you...

I needed my freedom
That's what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart cried while you cried
Rivers of tears but I was too blind to see

Everything we've been though before
Now it means so much more

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When it turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you...

Only you...
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Can't you see...

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When it turn out all the light
Even the night it only reminds me of you... you

Only reminds me of you

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Its been 3months, there's nothing much to reveal or whatsoever, some people used this term as "watever" heheh where ever i go, it'll only reminds me of you. I wondered, i really have been wondering, would you think of me where ever we'd been together before, or whenever it is. Honestly, i really do, but the worst thing is that i couldn't do anything about it! :( laying on the bed everyday and night, thinking whether will i have anymore chance to do what i used to hug u to sleep, or had pillow talked with u before sleep. Hugging seems to be a very normal act to anyone, but hugging someone u love so much, is something special, something very special which no one could describe but u'll eventually get 'addict' to it. Some may think its nonsense that i'm writing now, probably its useless, or maybe stupid, but i've got to admit that, this is what 'you' mean to me. I may mean nothing to anyone, but i couldn't deny to say out the truth that indeed, u've always been in my heart. No doubt although i've hurt u before, but all this time, including this 3months post, its' all truely from my heart. Although i couldn't wish you face-by-face nor sms, its the 1yrs10mths anniversary, but i'll only wish you here, happy 20th month anniversary my love...i've been missing you so much, and will always love you...

Love,
-[aLbY]- @ -90-