Suffocating.

It's so suffocating! :'( the feeling is hurting into my nerves so badly, my chest ache terribly, my bones are pain, the heart went missing. Tears flow all night long staring at it! They said i'm not good enough for you, you said you never bother what they said what they do but.... :'( what if i won't be around anymore, the pain won't be this suffocating...you don't let me think of you, you don't let me hold you too because you said you need freedom to fly off for a moment, but will you fly back to tell the owner lets fly together because the world is so beautiful yet you wanted to enjoy it together? Will you...??

-[aLbY]-